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One thing I hate is when someone hypes a 'social outing' to make it seem really fun and you anticipate it for days only to get there and it just sucks haha.

Once I get going on a night out I often will 'party hop' if the place I'm at isn't meeting my expectations. Or even if it is sometimes I hit up friends at other parties just to see how their night is going.

earlier this week I pretty much stayed up for three days doing work and my sleep schedule is so fucked now.. time management is killing me.
 
^ I can totally relate on time management killing you. I've been getting up early looking for jobs lately, but my wife works third shift, so weekends ill still stay up all night. I've been using drugs in quite an unhealthy manner to keep me in the state of consciousness I desire at the moment. Speed on the weekends to stay awake, dph during the week to fall asleep. Not to mention experimenting with psychs and cathinones on the weekend. I'm in a pretty unhealthy cycle of abuse, but its working for me at the moment. Yay drugs.....

Tonight was my birthday, and I spent it alone, so its booze to cool the loneliness. This weekend is MDMA with either LSD, mushrooms, or dpt. Was gonna be a doc weekend, but decided on a tryptamine instead.
 
Anyone tried 5-MEO-AMT, got given a free dose from my mate but after reading about it online I'm actually tempted to just flush it. Haven't read any coherent posts from anyone who enjoys it.
 
I feel like my history class teaches more metaphysics than history. Blows my mind
 
anyone into crystal castles? new album just came out and it's amaaaazing. very psychedelic but also super goth/industrial. god i love them. it's on spotify if anyone wants to check it out

i really look forward to listening to this album next time i trip, whenever that is
 
TheAppleCore said:
Yeah. I should be more understanding, given that I've got a bit of social anxiety myself. Drinking ayahuasca helped that issue quite a bit.
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Have you written any reports for your ayahuasca experiences? I've been trying to do some emotional/spiritual healing work to deal with some deeply buried issues and thinking of trying ayahuasca to help, I'd love to hear more about your experience and how it's affected you
 
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Have you written any reports for your ayahuasca experiences? I've been trying to do some emotional/spiritual healing work to deal with some deeply buried issues and thinking of trying ayahuasca to help, I'd love to hear more about your experience and how it's affected you
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I did write a report on my first therapeutic ayahuasca trip, but my third was by far the most powerfully healing, and sadly I haven't gotten around to writing about that astonishing event.

I also wrote a short little testimony to the healing powers of ayahuasca though, which summarizes my experience.


Man, I love my school. People are so genuine, and so open-minded here. In one of my classes, we heard a talk from a rather well-known and successful photographer, who openly and enthusiastically shared with the class how beneficial marijuana and psychedelics were to his work.
 
Apparently the fresh & easy a block or so away from my house also has $1.99 bottles of wine, some of which are 12.5% ABV like the kind you can get at Trader Joe's (now inconveniently far away without an insured vehicle).

I'd like to dedicate my first drunkenness in 3 months to willow, may he smoke and drink tea on a pleasant sunny morning, wherever he me be. <3

Oh, and my library had A Farewell to Arms and The Old Man and the Sea in the for sale section so I bought those. I'm on a Chinua Akebe kick lately too, reading The Arrow of God now after rereading Things Fall Apart while hospitalized earlier this week.

Edit:TAC, I'm glad things are going well and you haven't ended up becoming a total recluse like me. My uni was much more conservative than that though, there was like one person with a shock hair color, and one dude who owned a skateboard.

Here's some music.
 
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I had such an amazing 4-ho-det trip Wednesday night. It was my second time doing it. This time I dissolved it in a drink instead of eating it in a capsule and my god does it make a world of differnce in onset. I was full on tripping within 15 minutes. I spent most of the trip laying on my bed listening to music and wandering around my yard admiring the night sky I really love this molecule and am glad I still have a decent amount left. The short duration is good in allot of ways because if I want to do a heavy dose then I wont be tripping all day.
 
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TheAppleCore said:
I did write a report on my first therapeutic ayahuasca trip, but my third was by far the most powerfully healing, and sadly I haven't gotten around to writing about that astonishing event.

I also wrote a short little testimony to the healing powers of ayahuasca though, which summarizes my experience.


Man, I love my school. People are so genuine, and so open-minded here. In one of my classes, we heard a talk from a rather well-known and successful photographer, who openly and enthusiastically shared with the class how beneficial marijuana and psychedelics were to his work.
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Thanks! enjoyed reading about your experience. I think I'm gonna give it a go in a few weeks, seems like something that could really help me face my demons buried deep in my subconscious that hold me back.


Glad to hear youre having a good experience in college. I miss those years, learning lots of new interesting stuff and meeting lots of great people.. not that you can't keep doing that after college :)
 
Mother of god.

Split up with my girlfriend a week ago and still have the commitment to myself not to drink for another 2 weeks (as extended sobriety / dropoff period since I w/d from benzo's - note that I did not have a drinking problem), still I find myself craving a nice cold beer more than anything else. Sort of came out of hibernation today, have been obviously super annoyed, pissed off and broken hearted.

On another note, getting along quite well learning to play the Goldberg variations - that stuff is amazing. And the math / patterning behind it is an astonishing feat of composition. Whew!

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Whats up you guys, long time no see!!
And yeah willow's a special guy <3 and peculiar, right how I like 'em. Hope he is ok.
 
Yeah, did willow mention that he was going to drop out of BL for awhile, or did he just stop posting without warning at some point?

Good luck staying sober, Solipsis. I know this is a painful period, but if you can demonstrate the willpower to come out the other side of this rough patch without using any drugs, you will be so proud of yourself! :)



Well, fuck. My roommate and I slept in till almost 3 P.M. today. This is fucking ridiculous. I'm sick and tired of getting no sleep on schoolnights, and sleeping away my damn weekends. I'm really going to have to take a serious initiative to get the both of us on a better sleep schedule. :X
 
Solipsis said:
Mother of god.

Split up with my girlfriend a week ago and still have the commitment to myself not to drink for another 2 weeks (as extended sobriety / dropoff period since I w/d from benzo's - note that I did not have a drinking problem), still I find myself craving a nice cold beer more than anything else. Sort of came out of hibernation today, have been obviously super annoyed, pissed off and broken hearted.
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that's awesome Soli. staying off the "light" drugs like alcohol and cannabis is so hard because they are so widely used and available. I am so happy that you are making progress quitting benzos. I don't know how i would be able to stay sober in the midst of a breakup but it is definitely the right thing to do. Be proud!

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Well, fuck. My roommate and I slept in till almost 3 P.M. today. This is fucking ridiculous. I'm sick and tired of getting no sleep on schoolnights, and sleeping away my damn weekends. I'm really going to have to take a serious initiative to get the both of us on a better sleep schedule. :X
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yes! i don't know what to do about this... i have even been avoiding tripping for a quite awhile because it always makes me tired the next day. i'm so swamped with school work and clinic during the week that i can only get like 6 hours of sleep a night during the week and then on the weekend i'm so tired that i sleep way too much instead of staying on top of my work. it's a terrible cycle.
 
Delsyd said:
How long does 4 ho det last? If I remember my 4 aco det trip correctly it lasted about 5 hours like other 4 aco's I've tried.
4 ho dipt had a very quick peak and decline IME. About 2-3 hours.
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The trip seemed to last around 3.5-4 hours with the peak being about 1.5 hours. I still felt noticeable effects after 4 hours but just a nice mild stoned feeling not actual tripping effects.

Gonna most likely eat some 4-aco-det on tuesday.
 
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