hmmmm... im might have to try this nuvigil thing out, but if it increases ANY side effects then I'm not down... NT, do you agree with laC? if you do, then is the increased euphoria worth any additional/increased side effects?
oh and i also found more drugs, just a nug of weed in my wallet lol
and laC, i totally agree, i find that talking to people on stims increases/maintains euphoria a LOT, since when im not focussed on something external on meth/amps (in this case a conversation), i tendto just focus on the "rush" aspect of the high, and any mental effects seem to be less noticeable, whereas when im talking to someone, i dont even remember im high, but i feel really euphoric. same goes for when im studying on amps (which has become hard to do ever since i tried street meth).
damn, finding that point of meth is giving me bad ideas... i almost feel like im on speed just from the thrill of finding it! but i wont take uppers without benzos anymore, no way, untreated side effects are not worth the high at all. my meth dealer also sells GHB though, although he says its pricey (yet still hasnt told me the actual price), and its supposedly good for meth comedowns, as RenzEnvy has preached all over BL, so i think i might wanna save up for some of that.
EDIT: I got such a rush from finding that meth that I'm even ranting despite the fact at I'm stoned off my ass on several heavy indica (orange kush) bong rips lol goes to show how malevolently addictive meth is.