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Gibberings CXIII : A walk in the park
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Mugz
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I#ll show you all, you just wait!!!!!
Sepher
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QFT, + fucking 1.
Mugz mate, give it up please. You've got yoursen a good opportunity to sort stuff out, don't fuck your dad off and end up making a mess of this. Transfer his money if you can and try find summat else to do. Know it's hard to not just blow all your cash on shit, but the crushing sense of desperation you get when you know you owe money or whatever and can't man it is awful.
Mugz
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If I transfer the money I owe him now then I have £50 for a month for me to last me, my dad will be fine with me paying the last £200 out of my second paycheck if it means he doesn't have to support me majorly for the rest of this month.
Somehow this all devolved into the football thread where I posted a comment to MM that should be here too so I'll quote it.
Somehow this all devolved into the football thread where I posted a comment to MM that should be here too so I'll quote it.
To the objective eye, this translates as 'basically I don't give a shit about keeping things good with my dad, so I'm willing to risk it'
Mugz
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^to another eye it shouts, I have a gambling problem, I am promising to leave at least £100 in cash in my room tonight before I leave the house to go out so there is no way that I can be totally broke when I leave the casino tonight.
both eyes are valid.
The thing about your gambling problem tho is that you're planning on doing something much later on in the evening. So in the meantime you can work out something to try to help you avoid it right now. It's not like youre going to get physical withdrawals or owt later on if you dont go
Snail mail me all your money now and I'll keep it safe so you can't go
The thing about your gambling problem tho is that you're planning on doing something much later on in the evening. So in the meantime you can work out something to try to help you avoid it right now. It's not like youre going to get physical withdrawals or owt later on if you dont go
Snail mail me all your money now and I'll keep it safe so you can't go
Mailmonkey
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didn't realise we were in the football thread, I never go in there...
Mugz, sorry to say this, but you're a fucking joke.
You're not trying to sort yourself out at all, you're just using your Dad's place as a cheap base to continue this attention-seeking behaviour.
I'll be the first to congratulate you when you get yourself sorted Mugz
Mugz
Bluelighter
It did once before, took years to fill up again, I don't want it to dry up again. These next few days will tell the tale.
Yes that's fine but surely it just means that you will have £100 left to gamble with tmrw.
It takes effort to change Mugz and not just moving to another city.
People care about you but you don't seem to want to listen to anyone.
Nothing good comes easily mate, it takes effort.
It takes effort to change Mugz and not just moving to another city.
People care about you but you don't seem to want to listen to anyone.
Nothing good comes easily mate, it takes effort.
amnesiaseizure
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And this shouts "I'll make up any old crap so i can go out to the casino for no better reason than having something to do". I know i haven't been a part of thus debate but seriously Mugz, WHY the predilection for taking stoopid risks when you're in such a good position to repair your life??
Any shit that comes your way now is well and truly your fault seeing all the constructive and caring criticism you've had on here. Ever thought of getting into reading? At home? Without drugs?
Mugz
Bluelighter
YEs I have, the "entities" as I believe them to be encouraged me to read "Brian Greene - The Hidden Reality" and to get into javascript, so I'm gonna try and learn js and read that book whilst sober.
I think once my dads back I will be better controlled, I think having this big house to myself and noone here with me just helps me make bad decisions, or decisions that seem good that I regret later.
I think once my dads back I will be better controlled, I think having this big house to myself and noone here with me just helps me make bad decisions, or decisions that seem good that I regret later.
ColtDan
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Will you fuck
im actually fucked off with reading you're daily batshit bullshit now, endlessly round in circles, clearly off your cracker and need help. people on here continuously making the effort to try and help you and you dont fucking listen, if i read anymore its gonna send me more off my cracker nuts than you. im either gonna fuck off or block you, i aint sure which
amnesiaseizure
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Ok, sounds tough. Anyone you can call up and have a chat to? Tell them your plans re gambling and see what they say? By the way, which bit of Pompey you in? I lived there for a couple of years a long time ago...
amnesiaseizure
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Oh, and what Dan said about your choice of literature. That's it for me, I'm not gonna get drawn into this one, hear enough of this circular thinking at work!
Mugz
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Up in Havant, AS.
Sorry ColtDan, the ignore button is always there if I'm pissing you off, is not like we haven't all had troubles, I have nowhere else to vent at the moment. This is pretty much my only outlet, when I see the doctor tomorrow, hopefully he'll be able to refer me to some good psych or something and things can start getting better.
Sorry ColtDan, the ignore button is always there if I'm pissing you off, is not like we haven't all had troubles, I have nowhere else to vent at the moment. This is pretty much my only outlet, when I see the doctor tomorrow, hopefully he'll be able to refer me to some good psych or something and things can start getting better.
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