NASADD Social - bringing back oldskool bankai style

[HighonLife]

^^i mean if they only short you cuz they dont have em n they give em to you later thats understandable

THAT'S THE PICTURE! HOW COULD ANYONE MAN OR WOMAN NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THAT.

Also, btw, your new hair looks FAB, as does your fase.



In other news, On the menu for the dinner I’m going to cook the boyfriend this weekend:

Crispy Rosemary Sriracha Yogurt Chicken
Butter & Brown Sugar Roasted Sweet Potatoes
Garlic & Parsley Buttermilk Biscuits
and for dessert possibly a Chocolate Eclair cake, but it’s TBD still.

I'm so classy.

Mmm Mmm good, im eating chipotle right now wish someone would cook for me

hey lovely lady kc, how are you doin?

i saw you went and saw the pumpkin's recently? how was that? i'm pretty jelly, i'd love to see them in concert.

your mans a lucky dude, spoilt with all dat cookin. i just had me a mean lunch of pasta salad and a scrumptious chocolate eclair with fresh strawberries and moar chocolate shavings after dad and i went to pick a few things up from the grocery store. $160 later and the freezer has enough meat in there for the week, plus plenty of fruit and vegies and mucho ice cream, custard and apple pie. nomnomnom



no US debate on the aussie tv at the moment though there's been plenty of MLB and a few games of the NFL which i've been catching. i love me some baseball and am slowly getting back into the swing of the NFL - it's just slow paced to the rugby league games i watch along with the rugby union. still getting used to all the whack rules and whatnot but slowly picking it up along the way.

i'd have to have a fair few shots prepped if i were to take part in that game

dis social is blowin' up!

the NFL is too slow for you but MLB isnt ? does not compute

 

[ohline]

screw you hippy.

oh so you're just a pussy ass dick.

perhaps it was different for me because 'MURICA and i didn't have insurance, but if i paid for something i damn well had better have gotten that shit.

but whether that's the case or not, you shouldn't be screwed over because of their short-comings.


and we're talking about morphine here.. every little bit counts.

 

[tentram]

the NFL is too slow for you but MLB isnt ? does not compute

i know right. the flow of the game is just a bit better for my liking, not as fragmented as NFL can be imo. i'm used to watching 5 day test match cricket games which start from around 9am and extend until 5-6pm till they call it a day, all day everyday for 5 days. then there's one day international tests which are 50 overs (6 balls in an over) and the newest 20/20 competition which is essentially a slog fest for each team to score as many runs in 20 days - they're the most entertaining and for those who can't be bothered watching a full day of cricket and are in it for the action.

oh so you're just a pussy ass dick.

perhaps it was different for me because 'MURICA and i didn't have insurance, but if i paid for something i damn well had better have gotten that shit.

but whether that's the case or not, you shouldn't be screwed over because of their short-comings.


and we're talking about morphine here.. every little bit counts.

imma slap you silly, go on, continue with the insults. i'm fragile enough as it is and all the depressants i'm on are going to have me slit my wrists if this continues, you fucking bully

i obviously don't have the kahuna's you've got. deal with it, i manage to

and yeah, every bit counts, but i don't exactly shoot 2 grams of the shit a day. i max out on half a gram when i'm really wanting to get the shit knocked out of me with valium on top. i do get my pills the next day so IT'S NO SKIN OFF MY BACK ALRIGHT! GOOD, GLAD WE'VE ESTABLISHED THAT.

NOW STOP PICKING ON ME OR IMMA REPORT YOUR ASS FOR HARASSMENT!

fwiw i don't have insurance either being on a disability pension and i pay just over 5 dollars for my morphine as opposed to something like around $70 so i really don't have it that bad. same with all my scripts. so suck on that america.

 

[xxkcxx]

Mmm Mmm good, im eating chipotle right now wish someone would cook for me

I never liked cooking before, but I guess things change cause I do it all the time now.

the NFL is too slow for you but MLB isnt ? does not compute

this all day long.

 

[xxkcxx]

i know right. the flow of the game is just a bit better for my liking, not as fragmented as NFL can be imo. i'm used to watching 5 day test match cricket games which start from around 9am and extend until 5-6pm till they call it a day, all day everyday for 5 days. then there's one day international tests which are 50 overs (6 balls in an over) and the newest 20/20 competition which is essentially a slog fest for each team to score as many runs in 20 days - they're the most entertaining and for those who can't be bothered watching a full day of cricket and are in it for the action.

i don't really know what anything you just said means.

 

[ohline]

NASADD"S Song o' the Day

God is an Astronaut - Remembrance

and i also quite enjoy this but you still suck.


OOOOOOOOHHHHHH SICK BURN.

 

[tentram]

oh, imma cut myself deep now. where'd i leave the butcher knife and machete.

glad you enjoyed but stick it up your ass, BITCH FACE! no more good tunes for you, SUCKA.

 

[ohline]

imma slap you silly, go on, continue with the insults. i'm fragile enough as it is and all the depressants i'm on are going to have me slit my wrists if this continues, you fucking bully

i obviously don't have the kahuna's you've got. deal with it, i manage to

and yeah, every bit counts, but i don't exactly shoot 2 grams of the shit a day. i max out on half a gram when i'm really wanting to get the shit knocked out of me with valium on top. i do get my pills the next day so IT'S NO SKIN OFF MY BACK ALRIGHT! GOOD, GLAD WE'VE ESTABLISHED THAT.

NOW STOP PICKING ON ME OR IMMA REPORT YOUR ASS FOR HARASSMENT!

fwiw i don't have insurance either being on a disability pension and i pay just over 5 dollars for my morphine as opposed to something like around $70 so i really don't have it that bad. same with all my scripts. so suck on that america.

do it FGT

i'm going on 5 years at this fucking place and have yet to even be infracted. this would only up my cred.


and i would totally kiss your open wrist wounds.. not out of love.. but because of my AIDS.

PS: it's "cojones" you adorable aussie.

 

[tentram]

i'm too much of a pussy so instead i prepped another 200mg of morphine which went straight into my forearm. you fucking happy now? cause i sure as shit am happy as a pig eating shit. high as a mofo, and you got nada. nada fucking thing.

kiss my ass, in the most sensual way imaginable - you know you'd kiss my gapping wounds out of love, you don't need to play down your love and infatuation for me, the adorable aussie. though we could become AIDS bros4lyfe, BFF's and all that other shit. i've only got the hep, i need to step my game up a little; start finding other junkies and sharing their works because sharing is caring, ya know?

know anyone who could help me out there?

 

[xxkcxx]

but like really, wtf did I just watch?

 

[tentram]

i don't even...

seems like a very sexually orientated gaminae film clip if i've ever seen one.

i don't know whether i'm turned on or disgusted. dude know's how to chew out a vajayjay, that is for sure. some good tips and pointers to be learnt. perhaps?

was that the actual film clip or something someone else has made themselves?

i'm listening to explosions in the sky - live at KVRX

 

[HighonLife]

So me n the little lady have been having some problems lately

well who the hell am i kidding we have been having problems since we began having a relationship

as you all well know, initially in our relationship i was addicted to heroin, there was never supposed to actually be a relationship. she propositioned me for a one night stand and we clicked n there was a definate connection,

but my constant using, lying, lack of attention to her, only focusing on getting high and even actually saying i would choose heroin over her led to a break up that lasted less then 24 hours but was a long enough break up for her to fuck someone else

i didnt find out about it til months after the fact, like ~7 months or so, n despite how hurt i was i knew that i wanted to be with her because we had something special and real.

but unfortunately, i was never able to truly forgive her, and never truly able to trust her or get past the whole thing

and although at the time i thought i had forgiven her it has become apparent that i never truly did, as a result i treated her less then she deserved, she really was a great girl n i do believe she truly loved me, well its been just over a year since i found out about what happened yet i have still treated her less then she deserved. dont get me wrong there would be days when i was good to her, and i think over all i was pretty good to her but i definately know i could have and should have done things differently and treated her as well as i possibly could have

well things have gotten hectic the last week or so, we decided to spend less time with eachother last week, and that seemed to help alittle, it brought me to the realization that "Damn i have been so terrible to her" and so after a talk with an old trusted friend who called me out on the fact that i Had Not forgiven her i realised he was right, and i made an attempt to make things right

i was super nice and understanding and told her that i want her to be happy, with me or without me, (obviously i wanted her to be happy WITH me) and after me telling her i wanted her to take some time and decide if she wanted to be with me we decided that we would take a break.

mind you this previous week when we were also on a break but still sleeping next to eachother at night it was specifically mentiuoned that we would be sexually faithful to eachother, and last night when we determined we would take an actual break nothing was mentioned about sexual fidelity, and while the topic is disputed i believe it was specified that we would still be faithful yet she denies this (obviously i feel im right n i know my memory is shit but i truly believe in my heart of hearts she specified we would "be on a break were we would not sleep next to eachother but it would be the same as the previous week"

well tonight i got a hotel room (cuz i was too embarrassed/too much pride/dont want people IRL in my business) and i was bored as fuck so i went to one of the bars a few blocks from our apartment, i wasnt drinking i just am childhood friends with a barteneder there (guy who made me realise i hadnt forgiven her the previous night) and when i left i decided to go to the apartment n tell her i dont like the break and wanted to sleep at home in my own bed,

i get home and she is sleeping with a guy from work, i knew it would happen but i also knew my lack of trust was hurting the relationship so i wanted to trust her.

we are no longer together,

fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me

sucks cuz even despite all this i just wanna block it out n try n think it could work though i know it cant, WE ARE DONE. yet i feel so lonely, alone and sad and i wanna love her n want her love.

i dunno how many mgs deep of xanax i am and despite the xanax it doesnt seem to be working, i took as much as i had and i cant make myself passout

ill be moving my stuff out tommorrow and i just dont know what to do, im not necessarily lookin for advice tho i dont ever shun advice,

ive never been good with women, no one has really ever loved or cared about me accept my family (and her but i question how someone could hurt someone they 'LOVE' like that 2x, i know i pushed her, pushed her away n was a jerk but i was good to her at times too) and i feel pathetic in that i just want love

i just want to be loved. i had love n my ego my anger n my inability to forgive pushed it away.

i guess it was a good learning experience but i didnt want a learning experience, i wanted my fiancee to become my wife

i dont know what else to say

i dont know what else to do

i just dont know

i wanna be mean to her. but i also want to be nice cuz i know im partially to blame n i dont want her to look back on this as something that was a good thing.

i dont care bout anything any more

 

[tentram]

oh, man! i am so fucking sorry to hear that, brother please don't go making any rash decisions and getting trashed on xanax/pissed and taking any other depressants. you'll only start compounding issues. please, for me, don't go taking anymore xanax, alright?

from my point of view she's obviously not committed to you to go behind your back and be fucking some guy within a day of simply having a break. that shows a lot about her character and commitment to you as a fiance. she's not the one, that's quite apparent. who knows what else she may have been doing behind your back while you've been with her; though that's just me thinking aloud. try not to dwell on it if at all possible.

get your shit out of there as soon as you can and find somewhere you can surround yourself with friends and family who got your back and can help console you through this in the mean time. you'd have a bed at my place for as long as you needed if i lived in texas, no doubt.

fuck, man. i'm speechless and don't know what else to say except don't go drowning your sorrows which may lead to making some bad decisions. keep a clear head so you can think straight through the situation while you get back on your feet.

my condolences, man. first priority is to look after yourself and take care of yourself, alright?

you're an awesome bloke and you don't deserve that shit, and she doesn't deserve you.

pm me if you need, brother. i'll be around. i'm just watching some telly as i've just had dinner and not got much to do otherwise.

 

[HighonLife]

oh, man! i am so fucking sorry to hear that, brother please don't go making any rash decisions and getting trashed on xanax/pissed and taking any other depressants. you'll only start compounding issues. please, for me, don't go taking anymore xanax, alright?

from my point of view she's obviously not committed to you to go behind your back and be fucking some guy within a day of simply having a break. that shows a lot about her character and commitment to you as a fiance. she's not the one, that's quite apparent. who knows what else she may have been doing behind your back while you've been with her; though that's just me thinking aloud. try not to dwell on it if at all possible.

get your shit out of there as soon as you can and find somewhere you can surround yourself with friends and family who got your back and can help console you through this in the mean time. you'd have a bed at my place for as long as you needed if i lived in texas, no doubt.

fuck, man. i'm speechless and don't know what else to say except don't go drowning your sorrows which may lead to making some bad decisions. keep a clear head so you can think straight through the situation while you get back on your feet.

my condolences, man. first priority is to look after yourself and take care of yourself, alright?

you're an awesome bloke and you don't deserve that shit, and she doesn't deserve you.

pm me if you need, brother. i'll be around. i'm just watching some telly as i've just had dinner and not got much to do otherwise.

yea u jnwo i deferve bertte, i dunno ho wmuch xanax ive rakin and i ddont care

allow the booze n keramine to comense, i cant sleep thon iam tryin to so whatever it takes to nock muyselg out right nwo

she alwyus ragged ib BL but Bk has been here fir ne more hen she has lately, i mean i dont wanna trash talk her too mcuh cuz im mad but she was a good girl, n i shouda treated her better from the srtar

i wanna die, wish i had dope connecrs anymore but i longsince have cut ties with htose peopl

thanks fort he supporrt but i dunno what iam do, nothing s important, skool doesnt seem important, im gonna hjave to move back with me parents and i think i woukld quit my job, i mena no bills, noneed ro work i eanm fuck it all rihhjt?

kinda deel like puttin a needle n mu arm but i habe no dope, wo i think im jus gone do into a hole and trh in frogot everyhting

life sucks, i just hope i feel its eork conitnuing, im not suicidal right now but i habe been in the past and i reakku wanna die right not, i mean thouhht bout i t before but ot no avail

i kow i alwyas clog the sociak wuth ny BS but im osrry

 

[tentram]

sleep it off, man. you'll feel a lot better in the morning with a fresh head and clear perspective on things. you're obviously not thinking right right now as you're clearly intoxicated. fuck the drugs, man. a woman, anyone for that matter, who's broken your trust and the love you had between each other isn't worth killing yourself, let alone slipping back into a dope habit, bro. you're young and got so much to live for, there's so many more women out there for you. think toward the future, don't make any rash decisions as i said before, dude.

life is worth living! not worth throwing away over something like this! give yourself some time, show yourself the love you deserve, you're great guy, don't beat yourself up so bad! i'm glad for your own sake you don't have any dope connects right now. and i'd stay away from the K as well. you need a clear head otherwise you'll keep thinking like you are. you're worth it, fuck her and her bullshit. she fucked you over this time, forget about the past, it's over and done with. she did you wrong this time, you can't place any blame on yourself man.

have you got some friends you can ring and get to come shoot the shit with you right now? call a family member like your mum or dad so they know what's up. they'll be there for you and will be able to give you some consoling words.

don't be sorry, you're in a shitty situation. let it out if need be, bro. just don't go fucking yourself up and doing anything stupid to hurt yourself, ok?

as soon as you sober up, with a clear mind everything will make sense and you'll be able to make and plan your next move FORWARD. you've got school, don't give up on that shit, immerse yourself in it!

look after yourself for all us ODG's! we're here to support ya, brother.

 

[purplefirefly]

no US debate on the aussie tv at the moment though there's been plenty of MLB and a few games of the NFL which i've been catching. i love me some baseball and am slowly getting back into the swing of the NFL - it's just slow paced to the rugby league games i watch along with the rugby union. still getting used to all the whack rules and whatnot but slowly picking it up along the way.

I don't know how anyone watches baseball on tv. The only time it's fun is if you actually go to a game.

I have no tolerance for football anymore. There are way too many rules anyway.

Hockey is my absolute favorite sport, I can watch it on tv and I absolutely love going to games. There is so much action. It's too bsf the NHL executives have their heads up their asses right now. I still have the AHL though and several teams near me that I can go watch.

 

[purplefirefly]

So me n the little lady have been having some problems lately

well who the hell am i kidding we have been having problems since we began having a relationship

as you all well know, initially in our relationship i was addicted to heroin, there was never supposed to actually be a relationship. she propositioned me for a one night stand and we clicked n there was a definate connection,

but my constant using, lying, lack of attention to her, only focusing on getting high and even actually saying i would choose heroin over her led to a break up that lasted less then 24 hours but was a long enough break up for her to fuck someone else

i didnt find out about it til months after the fact, like ~7 months or so, n despite how hurt i was i knew that i wanted to be with her because we had something special and real.

but unfortunately, i was never able to truly forgive her, and never truly able to trust her or get past the whole thing

and although at the time i thought i had forgiven her it has become apparent that i never truly did, as a result i treated her less then she deserved, she really was a great girl n i do believe she truly loved me, well its been just over a year since i found out about what happened yet i have still treated her less then she deserved. dont get me wrong there would be days when i was good to her, and i think over all i was pretty good to her but i definately know i could have and should have done things differently and treated her as well as i possibly could have

well things have gotten hectic the last week or so, we decided to spend less time with eachother last week, and that seemed to help alittle, it brought me to the realization that "Damn i have been so terrible to her" and so after a talk with an old trusted friend who called me out on the fact that i Had Not forgiven her i realised he was right, and i made an attempt to make things right

i was super nice and understanding and told her that i want her to be happy, with me or without me, (obviously i wanted her to be happy WITH me) and after me telling her i wanted her to take some time and decide if she wanted to be with me we decided that we would take a break.

mind you this previous week when we were also on a break but still sleeping next to eachother at night it was specifically mentiuoned that we would be sexually faithful to eachother, and last night when we determined we would take an actual break nothing was mentioned about sexual fidelity, and while the topic is disputed i believe it was specified that we would still be faithful yet she denies this (obviously i feel im right n i know my memory is shit but i truly believe in my heart of hearts she specified we would "be on a break were we would not sleep next to eachother but it would be the same as the previous week"

well tonight i got a hotel room (cuz i was too embarrassed/too much pride/dont want people IRL in my business) and i was bored as fuck so i went to one of the bars a few blocks from our apartment, i wasnt drinking i just am childhood friends with a barteneder there (guy who made me realise i hadnt forgiven her the previous night) and when i left i decided to go to the apartment n tell her i dont like the break and wanted to sleep at home in my own bed,

i get home and she is sleeping with a guy from work, i knew it would happen but i also knew my lack of trust was hurting the relationship so i wanted to trust her.

we are no longer together,

fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me

sucks cuz even despite all this i just wanna block it out n try n think it could work though i know it cant, WE ARE DONE. yet i feel so lonely, alone and sad and i wanna love her n want her love.

i dunno how many mgs deep of xanax i am and despite the xanax it doesnt seem to be working, i took as much as i had and i cant make myself passout

ill be moving my stuff out tommorrow and i just dont know what to do, im not necessarily lookin for advice tho i dont ever shun advice,

ive never been good with women, no one has really ever loved or cared about me accept my family (and her but i question how someone could hurt someone they 'LOVE' like that 2x, i know i pushed her, pushed her away n was a jerk but i was good to her at times too) and i feel pathetic in that i just want love

i just want to be loved. i had love n my ego my anger n my inability to forgive pushed it away.

i guess it was a good learning experience but i didnt want a learning experience, i wanted my fiancee to become my wife

i dont know what else to say

i dont know what else to do

i just dont know

i wanna be mean to her. but i also want to be nice cuz i know im partially to blame n i dont want her to look back on this as something that was a good thing.

i dont care bout anything any more

I know it's hard but you need some time away from this. People who truly love one another don't treat each other that way. They don't spend their lives making their lovers pay for their sins. They forgive and communicate. They don't cheat and they are not cruel. Both of you need to take a step back. I will say, once on partner has cheated, it's pretty much impossible to get the trust back. I don't know how anyone actually gets over it. For me, it's a total dealbreaker and there is nothing to save in the relationship once infidelity occurs.

For you, are you in love with her or the idea of her? Is being in a toxic relationship (that is comfortable for you because it's what you know) less scary than being alone? This period of time is the hardest, when the wounds are fresh. Take some time to think about your life and where you want yo go. Do you want to spend your life unable to trust and taking your anger out on someone else? It's hard as fuck, but for your one sanity you need to figure out a way to let some of the anger go. I still don't have this mastered and I know how hard it is, I also know what happens when you hold on to it all.

Hang in there mayne. I truly believe that everything happens for a reason. Learn from your mistakes. Maybe this experience teaches you how to be the ultimate partner to the woman who is as good to you as you are to her. I know you talked about marriage in your post but it's way better that you know what you know now. Divorce is one of the most horrible things anyone can go through.

 

[MemphisX3]

can i get a tl;dr cliffs ON EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN POST?


edit: i need cliff's from whenever i left yesterday i am so out of practice with catching up with the social that i dont think i can do it right now.

 

[tentram]

lrn to read

some good advice from pff for ya HoL. she's got it going on.

I don't know how anyone watches baseball on tv. The only time it's fun is if you actually go to a game.

I have no tolerance for football anymore. There are way too many rules anyway.

most of the aussie sports i'm into, the seasons have finished so my alternative is american sports that they televise downunder. i've only began to watch sports on the reg again because i've gotten over my depression of having to give up contact sports, the games i'm most interested here in aus - being rugby league and rugby union for the most part. though, the cricket season is in full swing which coincides with my liking of baseball.

NFL i've watched on and off a little here and there over the years so while league is finished it's somewhat replaced it. i reckon a few more weeks and games and i'll have it figured; just not sure what teams to barrack for. i did enjoy the jets vs the patriots the other day which was a good game so i've a liking for those two teams along with the steelers. who do ya'll support in the NFL? give me some options.

for baseball i like the yankees and redsocks. any other teams worth following?

[quoteHockey is my absolute favorite sport, I can watch it on tv and I absolutely love going to games. There is so much action. It's too bsf the NHL executives have their heads up their asses right now. I still have the AHL though and several teams near me that I can go watch.[/QUOTE]

 

[brutus]

HoL, I'm here for you man. I was in a similar situation a few years ago with a girl that I was going to propose to and move 3 hours away just to go to college with her.

I'm not going to say any kind of bullshit like time heals all wounds because I still haven't forgotten about that. I caught my ex cheating on me with another girl, which I'm glad looking back at it because I have never been so angry in my entire life. I had a bad feeling that night and I thought she was cheating on me with a girl since she was bisexual, so I didn't grab my pistol before I left the house that night. IIRC I was sober at that time, so drugs were the only coping mechanism I had.

I wish I had some good advice to give you, but to be honest, after I caught her cheating on me was when I really went downhill in a hurry and I only remember bits and pieces from that time in my life.