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Mugz

Mugz

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You fucking know, I post it enough
yeah you all know what this said, it was a kind of cry for help when I was drunk, got responses and got the help I needed, sorry for any misunderstanding.
 
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It looks like he means he's leaving his flat/home not just Bluelight. From the post he's clearly not sober and most likely depressed.

Someone who knows him please phone him!!!!

Mugz please don't run away, especially whilst high and/or drunk!
 
Dunno, think it would be pretty cool to run away and go live in the woods. A few tinnies, fags, a fire and some porn would be awesome.
 
im no trick cyclelist but generally those that write about what their gonna do rarely do it - esp if thery are drunk/high.

stangely enough i had some bad news on friday and wanted to do the same , a rucksack some food, some smokes and some gear and hide away in the woods with a fire and either a tent or a camp.
 
Perhaps not in his current state though...

Mugz, maybe do the disappearing act after you've sobered up (phenazepam?) so you know where you throw all your worldly possessions should you wish to retrieve them.
 
Probably just attention seeking again. He's even said at the end he's leaving his phone on for a couple of hours so someone can call and convince him not to. 8)
 
You know Mugz I think you're right, you need to leave this place alone for a while and get your life together. You deserve more than what you're living through at the moment.

You'll waken tomorrow and not even remember posting this thread...
 
I think he's claiming he's running away from home Kate, not just BL.
 
' nite mugz

Hope you find some common safe ground someplace with whomever you need to ...

good luck with your work appraisal/disciplinary n stuff and hope it works out well

Come back as and when you feel like it, to ask for sensible advice n shitz n whatnot...

good luck and hope you gain the perspective you need to be able to function soon n stuffs <3 .... < 333
 
I think you should go to see your doctor in the morning Mugz, or to A&E tonight if you don't feel you can wait.

You need help with what's going on, not to run away from it.

Take care.
 
third eye squeegee said:
You need help with what's going on, not to run away from it.
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^ true

Whatever you do I wish you all the best, I sincerely hope you don't run away, though, because I suspect that you will probably just be making things worse for yourself. If nothing else it's a shit time of year to be sleeping rough.
 
You have deliberately segregated yourself from almost all your friends and all your family. I have lost count of the number of mentally ill people I know who have done this. I have also lost count of the amount of times the police, the hospital, or both, have had to intervene in your life Martin. Everyone on here has been telling you time and again to get help for your own good, but you just won't listen. If angel smoke is reading this, I suggest that you ring the crisis line for Martin ASAP because he is well past the point he was a danger to himself - 0800 052 2252. If you have to, show them his posts about his delusions and his posts contemplating suicide too. You are the only person left in his life that actually knows the full story here. I am usually against sectioning, but it has it's place in these situations and I don't want it to happen when he is found on top of a multistory car park. He may hate you forever for it, but he needs to be sectioned, at least temporarily, or we are going to be reading an RIP Mugz thread very shortly. Martin, you are not beyond the point at which you can get better, but you will not heed this advice. You need an intervention by trained professionals, and you need a reasonably large group of people around you who aren't e-friends who will look after you. It is time for the Mugz show to end right now.

Understand that this comes from a place of love, and the self medication with entirely the wrong drugs isn't working and never will. This is pretty fucking far from funny now, and I know a cry for help when I see one.
 
Concerned Friend said:
You have deliberately segregated yourself from almost all your friends and all your family. I have lost count of the number of mentally ill people I know who have done this. I have also lost count of the amount of times the police, the hospital, or both, have had to intervene in your life Martin. Everyone on here has been telling you time and again to get help for your own good, but you just won't listen. If angel smoke is reading this, I suggest that you ring the crisis line for Martin ASAP because he is well past the point he was a danger to himself - 0800 052 2252. If you have to, show them his posts about his delusions and his posts contemplating suicide too. You are the only person left in his life that actually knows the full story here. I am usually against sectioning, but it has it's place in these situations and I don't want it to happen when he is found on top of a multistory car park. He may hate you forever for it, but he needs to be sectioned, at least temporarily, or we are going to be reading an RIP Mugz thread very shortly. Martin, you are not beyond the point at which you can get better, but you will not heed this advice. You need an intervention by trained professionals, and you need a reasonably large group of people around you who aren't e-friends who will look after you. It is time for the Mugz show to end right now.

Understand that this comes from a place of love, and the self medication with entirely the wrong drugs isn't working and never will.
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^^^
 
TheSpade said:
Probably just attention seeking again. He's even said at the end he's leaving his phone on for a couple of hours so someone can call and convince him not to. 8)
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could be right. though their methods of gaining attention are not always desirable, many people tend to seek attention when they do need it. the lad clearly needs help.

unfortunately this is cyber space. fortunately there are people here who are also in his real life.
 
Evidently but he doesn't listen to anyone on here anyway so there's no point in us giving him advice time and time again for him just to ignore it.
 
Concerned Friend said:
You have deliberately segregated yourself from almost all your friends and all your family. I have lost count of the number of mentally ill people I know who have done this. I have also lost count of the amount of times the police, the hospital, or both, have had to intervene in your life Martin. Everyone on here has been telling you time and again to get help for your own good, but you just won't listen. If angel smoke is reading this, I suggest that you ring the crisis line for Martin ASAP because he is well past the point he was a danger to himself - 0800 052 2252. If you have to, show them his posts about his delusions and his posts contemplating suicide too. You are the only person left in his life that actually knows the full story here. I am usually against sectioning, but it has it's place in these situations and I don't want it to happen when he is found on top of a multistory car park. He may hate you forever for it, but he needs to be sectioned, at least temporarily, or we are going to be reading an RIP Mugz thread very shortly. Martin, you are not beyond the point at which you can get better, but you will not heed this advice. You need an intervention by trained professionals, and you need a reasonably large group of people around you who aren't e-friends who will look after you. It is time for the Mugz show to end right now.

Understand that this comes from a place of love, and the self medication with entirely the wrong drugs isn't working and never will. This is pretty fucking far from funny now, and I know a cry for help when I see one.
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If you're a member here can you PM me or one of the other eadd mods? please.

We've tried, but we're lost and its not angelsmoke's responsibility.
 
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