I used to take a lot of adderall which I know isn't as strong as street amps. I remember how bad the comedowns where, especially the physical symptoms. Now most people addicted to stims are addicted to the euphoria they cause am I right? Well the euphoria goes away after a short while and all you get is bad side effects. Every redose after that just worsens and prolongs these effects while not giving you anything "good".
After a while, everything that made you love this drug disappears/or is severely decreased. Why don't people just stop using for a while? I understand other drugs like with opiates and how every re-dose gives you more euphoria/sedation. Its a chain of positive reinforcement where as stims give you a chain of negative reinforcement after the initial highs. Not too mention how hard staying awake days on end is on your brain/body. Can anyone give me their experience/insight on this? Thanks
because they keep getting called back by the intense euphoria that meth gives, and they forget the negative effects. this is called euphoric recall (no pun intended, its actually the name for it), and is the only reason any women have more than one child.
some people use it to simply join the rest of the world by taking amphetamines so that they can be productive and social, rather than their normal state of ADD and laziness, among other things. that was me, but it didnt take long until i was chasing the high, not self medicating. you learn to not mind the side effects so much, which is why i make myself very aware of the side effects so that i dont forget that if i decide use it again, there will be consequences. although recently the side effects were so
unpleasant that i have decided to quit, if not permanently then for a long, long time. thank god for that too, i keep thinking that i hate it everytime i do it, but then, usually a few days after binging, i clean out the bag in a line or a shot, and i get a euphoric, relatively side effect and comedown free high that reverts my opinion of meth back, and i keep doing it.
I realize that the drugs that i find the most addictive are the ones that fix whatever problem im going through at the time, for instance, ketamine or morphine. I would be addicted to ketamine, or possibly both tthose drugs if they were cheaper and easier to get, because right now, what i need is not to immerse myself in the moment, but rather withdraw and enjoy an alternate universe where everything is OK...but all i can get is speed, so i take what i can. its also a matter of individual, because for some people (my drug buddy of 6 years for instance) meth is so perfect for them, for whatever reason, that the side effects dont seem to bother them. i personally dont know what kind of drug would be perfect for me, because ive never been able to use any of my favorite drugs often enough to know exactly what it does to me at makes me specifically feel so right... besides weed.
at this moment in time, im thinking that ketamine and oxy or general strong opioids seem to be perfect for me, as im on them both right now... it all depends on your personality and what exactly you look for in a drug.
well, i hope that helped, i guess i wrote a lot haha
EDIT: just read this puzzling sentence...
I used to take a lot of adderall which I know isn't as strong as street amps.
... street amphetamine sulphate is about a 10th as strong as adderall... METH however is very pure and strong, and will make adderall feel like it got you about as high as a chocolate bar