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Gibberings CVII - Bubbles are Comforting

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Mugz said:
Fuck sake, I just typed out what happened and then clicked reply and the server was too busy so it's taken away what I had typed. I'll type it out again.

Friday night was terrible, I took too much MXE and ended up losing control, I must have been really noisy and I've caused tons of damage, well not too much damage to be honest, but it ended up with the police round and I've fucked up my face too. The good thing and bad thing though is that I have forgotten pretty much all of it. I am not sure how it happened but I ended up losing total control, and I have knocked the blinds off the ceiling from my window and now I'm going to have to talk to the management company to get it put back up. I also ended up getting my drugs confiscated by the police, my housemates called the police because they didn't know what else to do, the police were talking to me in the living room for about an hour or maybe longer and they've confiscated all of my drugs too, and they took away my samurai swords too for some reason. I also fell over or walked into something or something and ended up knocking the cap off one of my front teeth, I now look hideous and it's totally messed up my smile so I'm going to have to find a dentist to get it fixed, I've not had a dentist in years and don't even know how to find a dentist. I feel totally ashamed of everything and don't want to go back to normal and face life but I guess I have to, don't really have a choice.
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Mart, perhaps this a wake up call you need. Albeit a terrifying one. I really think it shows that things have slowly built up and began to start getting out of control. You were fine when you stayed up here with me, minus the drugs, I think you can live life without them. I honestly think you need to. Please try and take this, and other previous experiences as a learning curve, and a reason to try and do something about it. Seek help man, people are there for you.

If you need anything at all, you have my number dude. Anytime day or night.
 
Marty. Fuck.

If you want to get out of there give me a shout. I'll feed you pies and make you watch the X factor.
 
I think you are right urbain, things have spiralled out of control, I need to take a break from things for an extended amount of time.

I was lucky that the police didn't check up on the legality of the things that they took as there was MXE, GBL 2C-C and 2C-P that was illegal, they seemed to be more worried about my safety than anything else though.

My housemates do know a bit about my mental health issues, this has been worse than anything previously though.

Thanks angel, but I think I'll stay here tonight, think I just want to lay in bed and watch TV tonight though.
 
Is MXE not just under a temp ban at the moment? So just illegal to import/sell? IIRC possession of substances under the temp ban is not a criminal matter which is a bonus.

Sounds like its nothing that can't be fixed with a bit of work Mugz, luckily it's unlikely to have a permanent effect on your life. Just take it one day at a time.
 
Holy crap Mugz, I hope you're holding it together now, sounds awful. Please look after yourself, a big old break from it all sounds like a good idea.
 
I bin away and return to find some chumps having a party in a garden that adjoins mine, I'm knackered, need bed. I can tell they're chumps because they're listening to teh scissor sisters.
 
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they're listening to teh scissor sisters.
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Scourge of the fucking Earth man. I feel for you.

Tried not drinking. Hasn't worked. Worrying about my pancreas again. Haven't eaten anything but a very small cheese/baguette sammich (not a whole baguette, just a cut off from one).
Not spoken to anyone all day. Beginning to think I'm being silently ostracised by the friends I love. Likely being paranoid. Though I am deserving of such ostracisation so you never know.
Hah - And it's by barfday in 9 days. This is going to be a very painful and lonely one.
Statement, full stop. Statement, full stop. Statement, full stop. Statement, many full stops........
Whinge whinge whinge whinge whinge!

Nobody wishing to talk with me in the mindset I'm presently in makes a lot of sense though.
 
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Oh blimey Monsta. Shits hard enough without loosing the support of your friends ay?. I hope you are just being paranoid though mate.
Try to keep looking after the old pancreas so you can stay alive to see that happiness will come again. Look after yourself. You know i'm not fantastic at doing that for myself but I know what I should be doing well enough and the same goes for you. Look after yourself.

<3

p.s

Whats the ed about..it hit 001 :D?
 
night all,

fucking messy night tonight, all started out well,met some sound polish guys and got some amnesia haze, went and played pool having a few drinks, bumped into a stag do who were off their faces on charlie, they must of stuffed easily 2g up my nose! then met these other sketchy guys and were playing loser buys the drinks in pool, all was fine, got a few fat bombs of mandy off em then as the night drew on was chatting to this nice girl and her mates when all of a sudden one of the sketchy guys decided to glass this guy in the face, was fucking brutal, blood everywhere, still picking glass outta my arm, fucking hate violence, still rushing from the mandy and went on a proper downer.

fucking cunts, ruined a really good night.

think a nice 4mg line of bupe should sort me out
 
breakcorefiend said:
night all,

fucking messy night tonight, all started out well,met some sound polish guys and got some amnesia haze, went and played pool having a few drinks, bumped into a stag do who were off their faces on charlie, they must of stuffed easily 2g up my nose! then met these other sketchy guys and were playing loser buys the drinks in pool, all was fine, got a few fat bombs of mandy off em then as the night drew on was chatting to this nice girl and her mates when all of a sudden one of the sketchy guys decided to glass this guy in the face, was fucking brutal, blood everywhere, still picking glass outta my arm, fucking hate violence, still rushing from the mandy and went on a proper downer.

fucking cunts, ruined a really good night.

think a nice 4mg line of bupe should sort me out
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You in California mate? Ouch that sounds bad, I hate violence too, so fucking pointless.
 
Crazy wild amazing night, the 6-APB had me going all night, dancing, chatting, everything, perfect. still feeling it now and my pupils are telling the tale. spent a bit of the night looking after a friend who had too much MD and was tripping and whatnot. was planning to get with a lovely lady but she got with somebody else, nvm tho. aint danced like that in ages. couldnt stop dancing. that 6-APB is some seriously awesome stuff. caught up with some qualty people and it was all good. happy smiley awesomeness. no memory loss. popped an etiz, might try the N-EK or something
 
few big lines of NEK up the hoot, bitter after taste n backdrop, feeling it
 
Dan, Hope the NEK was good sounds like you does pretty hard, I'd be interested in the results, I had a nice relaxation evening indulging in a bit of GHB best sleep I've had in ages:)

Still is getting home at 04:30 what passes for a night out in 2012;)
 
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