So true, had a night on meph a few years ago, had a great time but felt like my heart was going to burst through my chest when i got home and felt utterly poisoned for a week after. Stick with the trusty mdma now - sleep like a log and 100% functional 48 hours later - was on it 2 days last weekend and was just suffering from tiredness and hunger on Monday. Super-strong mandy tho, 120mg on day one and I didn't know what day of the week it was for 2 hours - I was gone! Same on day 2 and i still felt whacked although no blacking out/memory loss like day 1.
Does anyone know why the memory loss/black out happens. I have a very low tolerance, I'll take MDMA 4 times this year, but anything more than half a speaker and i'll come up nice, alert etc and start to enjoy myself then it's like it gets too much and i just zone out, haven't a clue what i've done for an hour or two then snap back feeling sober(ish) and monged out. It's starting to annoy me! I've got some of the best pills and MD you can get so i'm a bit stumped. Next up is mixing MDA into some MDMA to see if that helps with it.