Am i stupid, yea prolly, but what would you do?

[srs1980]

i've done about 90mg roxi, 50mg valium, 6mg xanax, 6-7mg kpin, 10mg opana doing lil lines off a 15, 60mg temezapam, 1 percocet 10 school bus, 2 hydro tens 1blue and 1green. im no drinking or smoking bud or any other shit. should i quit now or is it safe to do some more to get the nod effect or even the euphoria. my tolerance is way to damn high on the roxi end and benzo end of things. i know some of you will say im gonna die and shit like that but i want the nod so tell me if its safe or if i should stop while im ahead and be awake all night or what drugs outta my stash i should stick too. i have roxi 30 15 plenty, have about 30 hydros mostly tens and two perc tens. 6 opana 15s 100 kpin 1mg 35 kpin 2mg 60 valium 10mg and 40 xanax 1mg. i also have other shit like gabapentin 600mg and ultram 50 mg which i havent touched all day or week for that matter. SO THE BIG QUESTION: WHAT WOULD YOU DO QUIT OR KEEP AT IT TILL I GET MY NOD. i still have like 30 mg roxi crushed and about 3mg opana crushed but havent done them yet because i wanted some advice. i could care less about life if it wasnt for my lil 3 yr old daughter i get to see sometimes now........mom is a good mom to her but a bitch of a wife, some of you might relate, but that has nothing to do with the nod im seeking so dont go there as an excuse. please help. bluelight alwayz does in the end......thanx ppl.

 

[will430]

Jesus god. Wow man. I'm experience with everything you have mentioned but not anywhere near to the extent you are talking about as far as combos. I would recommend stopping for the day. And maybe start again tommorow as you may be in a benzo blackout right now and not remember this until tomorrow. lol, take it easy. if you ain't nodding now i don't think throwing anything else into the mix is really going to do any good.

 

[HCandKROD]

Save some for tomorrow it'd just be a waste tonight. Good luck

 

[srs1980]

figured that would be the majority decision........thanks and i will listen guys.

 

[mrflowers00]

i'm there and more isn't the answer for people like us with massive tolerances time without the drugs is the only safe way to get high like you want

 

[spuninohio]

yeah sadly enough when my tolerance goes up i gotta cut way back cuz u just be spending mass amounts of money and thatll fuck u. but damn thats alot of pills to be taking

 

[drivinthattrain]

yeah sadly enough when my tolerance goes up i gotta cut way back cuz u just be spending mass amounts of money and thatll fuck u. but damn thats alot of pills to be taking

I second that. Ive done it till ive overdrawn my bank account, maxed credit, Oxy's here arent cheap. Still, I dont think i reached your tolerance level. My peak before giving up the daily chase never got to that many pills. I would say, sleep, eat and start em again once youve refreshed your mind/body a bit. Peace.

 

[Mass08]

<snip> There is no way in hell you arent blacked out beyond belief and struggling <snip>to stay awake.

 

[mrflowers00]

i've taken 450mg of oxycodone IVed with 90mg of xanax orally and was still up doing shit i don't remember any of it but my dad said i was fucked up bad slurring and stumbling
so from what i've gathered trolling is lying and he isn't necessarily lying

 

[kronedog]

<snip>There is no way in hell you arent blacked out beyond belief and struggling <snip> to stay awake.

Seriously, how can you even function with 50mg valium, 6mg xanax, 7mg klonopin, not to mention everything else you listed? I get it, you have a tolerance to benzo's, but even still, you honestly shouldn't throw anything more into your mix. If you're not already getting that "nod" then just forget it. Why put your life in any more danger for it?

 

[drivinthattrain]

The benzo doeses, by themselves, are typical for high tolerance
same goes for opiate
together, well, why? If you arent nod'in at those combos your dead or need to buy a new renal system soon, kidneys and liver wont last long.
Not to even mention respiratory, that should slow your breathing down to dangerious level.

 

[cj]

damn bro that is one hell of a benzo combination. I know I would wake up in jail.

 

[srs1980]

damn bro that is one hell of a benzo combination. I know I would wake up in jail.

if i was back in my early twenties lol........i know id be there also luckily ive learned from drug court and other instances(car wrecks out the ass and i mean bad ones) not to get out on that much meds. thats what im saying.....i took that much benzo and other shit and still didnt want to get into anything as party wise or anything like that.....thats how high my benzo tolerance is at this moment. but hopefully someone will help me on lowering it without the w/ds and without them stopping working for me. lol but your post is true dat back in the day, thats why ive got so much pain now and im just 31. im paying for it now, just think how ill be when im 50, hell even 42 43 for that matter. the fun of partying comes with the consequences or so it did in my life story. everyone be safe please and thats including me lol. love ya guys and hang in there for the ones going through the endless pain.

 

[mrflowers00]

not being a dick or anything but you have to think about your daughter and cut down on your use you don't want here to grow up like i did seeing dad high/drunk all the time and thinking thats what i should do

 

[srs1980]

not being a dick or anything but you have to think about your daughter and cut down on your use you don't want here to grow up like i did seeing dad high/drunk all the time and thinking thats what i should do

totally agree 100% and thats a perfect reason to cut down on the benzo use and mixing all the crap together just to get that nod, thats taking away from stuff i could be buying her to see the joy on her face. by no means are you being a dick and i appreciate the reality check, which everyone needs every now and then, and when it comes to my wonderful daughter i wanna quit drugs so bad just for her to lead a good example but ive tried it that way when she was born and relapsed, went suboxone way and did alright for about a year and a half until the mothers bitching got way to outta hand because i needed subs and got scripted kpins for anxiety. so now im here again......addicted missing my daughter 4-5 days and nites a week and so depressed nothing works. they say time heals all wounds, we'll just have to wait and see about that. i dont think when your used to being with your daughter the last two years from daylight to dark (im on disability) and shes not even three yet, it hurts and it makes you think bad things that i know would just make life harder and worse on my family and babygirl. if i didnt have her i would have no purpose on this earth in my eyes. so in no way are you being a dick, your speaking the truth and i need to work out a plan to cutback on my benzos use and drug use altogether. thanks guys for the truth and support bluelight members dish out. this crew is needed for many different things other than drug discussions and it shows through.