Fuck me, I wouldn't manage two weeks. About 3-4 days is generally what I last and I don't think I've got a problem. If you feel like it's going to impact on your life fuck what anyone else says and go to the meeting.
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Fuck me, I wouldn't manage two weeks. About 3-4 days is generally what I last and I don't think I've got a problem. If you feel like it's going to impact on your life fuck what anyone else says and go to the meeting.
Mailmonkey
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I have to admit to doing drugs (not including weed and booze which are a daily thing anyway) most days, in fact every day, even if its just a few dhc's.
I don't have a drug problem.
2 weeks drug free I couldn't contemplate.
But what one person sees as a problem, another one doesn't, and vice versa, it's all down to your own perspective, only you can know whether your usage is problematic. Or do you feel your usage is problematic, just because, deep down, there;'s a voice telling you "Drugs are bad, m'kayy"
I don't have a drug problem.
2 weeks drug free I couldn't contemplate.
But what one person sees as a problem, another one doesn't, and vice versa, it's all down to your own perspective, only you can know whether your usage is problematic. Or do you feel your usage is problematic, just because, deep down, there;'s a voice telling you "Drugs are bad, m'kayy"
bogman
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not had a drink or any drugs since wednesday night, was expecting to feel like shit and bad dreams n brain zaps etc but lucky this time with only 1 strange dream and no come down.
going away for a few days with the family and will have a few drinks every day n evening.
have no plan to do drugs for a few weeks with a stag wend last wend of sept most like the next time i will do drugs.
going away for a few days with the family and will have a few drinks every day n evening.
have no plan to do drugs for a few weeks with a stag wend last wend of sept most like the next time i will do drugs.
badandwicked
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This just sounds normal & human to me. You sound like someone who's been told they've got a problem, and is starting to believe it. You live at home right? I think that's half the problem. Its only natural that you've reached a point in your life when you're meant to be living your life, the way you choose.
edit - Just saw MMs post, he said it better.
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But it is getting out of hand. Especially since leaving home. For example last year I bought 25g of eph that I got through in about 2 months, on top of all the other times. Not that it really mattered how much of anything gets bought, the consumption is constant.
Nothing really has changed in me to say I wouldn't do something like this again, given the chance. I know my mind, body and soul are not indestructible and I'm doing a pretty bad job at preserving them. I might not be crippled now but surely I'm tempting fate. Hindered my studies at the very least.
Nothing really has changed in me to say I wouldn't do something like this again, given the chance. I know my mind, body and soul are not indestructible and I'm doing a pretty bad job at preserving them. I might not be crippled now but surely I'm tempting fate. Hindered my studies at the very least.
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brimz
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If you are curios go as i said it won't hurt . N.A is a way of life for many recovering addicts . You don't have to be a gutter junkie , if you think it may do you some good then have a look . Appropriate doesn't really come in to it .
Itching for something a bit more tasty than ket. Slowly making my way through a few cans, too many diaz and a moderate amount of k despite not particularly enjoying the fuckin stuff.
If the pharmacies were open I'd be going for a few boxes of co-cos or some linctus. I feel a poppy pod purchase coming on.
May end up breaking into an old baggy of etaqualone. What was the general verdict on that stuff? Vape it or bin it?
If the pharmacies were open I'd be going for a few boxes of co-cos or some linctus. I feel a poppy pod purchase coming on.
May end up breaking into an old baggy of etaqualone. What was the general verdict on that stuff? Vape it or bin it?
parttime crackhead
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“Posh boys can't take drugs, man, they're lightweights. They have one little line, and they're in rehab"
Is that not normal?
Perhaps us bluelight folk aren't a very representative cross-section of society..
i against i
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lol, how long you been holding that quote for? probably more like, they have no value of money so just go over the top all the time.
but based on my friends and their background its the opposite. i guess it's all down to your capability for dealing with life, which poor have, or amount of abuse suffered, which varies from person to person. anyway don't mind my crappy blasted philosophizing.
monstanoodle
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Watch yerself if you're going to put any Etaqualone in the mix mate!
You've already got a few respiratory things in yer system and Luudes are notoriously dangerous in combination with other CNS depressants.
So yea, be careful mate!
Inso
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I've not met many people in general who can stay sober for longer than a week, if we count standard weekend drinking. You've just discovered a wider array of intoxication methods.
TheSpade
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I haven't been completely sober for any longer than 4 days max (struggle to do that) in about a decade, I don't know many / any people who have. Almost everyone has at least a few glasses of wine or beer a week at least if not a smoke or some other drugs if they're into them. It's normal.
Still he's hardly got much to worry about just because he hasn't went 2 weeks without taking some sort of intoxicants for a while.
Cornishman
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I totally see where Albion's coming from.
He's wants to study & drugs hold the mind back. There's no question about that.
My advice would be to try the N.A meeting. It'll broaden your horizons and give you a story to tell at the very least.
With regards to substance cravings, my other advice is to master the ethos of less is more. Get into low dose sessions (if any at all) & keep that mind intact.
I think you've won half the battle Albion because you have something to strive for.
Ultimately your mind is hungry for knowledge. Not cheap lager and benzos.
"To become a man of substance you first have to master the substance" - J.R. Hartley
He's wants to study & drugs hold the mind back. There's no question about that.
My advice would be to try the N.A meeting. It'll broaden your horizons and give you a story to tell at the very least.
With regards to substance cravings, my other advice is to master the ethos of less is more. Get into low dose sessions (if any at all) & keep that mind intact.
I think you've won half the battle Albion because you have something to strive for.
Ultimately your mind is hungry for knowledge. Not cheap lager and benzos.
"To become a man of substance you first have to master the substance" - J.R. Hartley
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mattnotrik
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Anyone seen the lions that loose in essex lol? Escaped from a local circus..
Cornishman
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Wasson peeps.
class-a-team
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I'm locked
Seeing as there's a whole thread on snot, I thought you all deserved to know I'm locked. NEVER MIX SSRIs with alcohol, or else you might vreleadr your unbeatable idiot. I'm not quite sure even if I have a home to go to, seeing as my mother called me stupid and I brought teo lads home.
Seeing as there's a whole thread on snot, I thought you all deserved to know I'm locked. NEVER MIX SSRIs with alcohol, or else you might vreleadr your unbeatable idiot. I'm not quite sure even if I have a home to go to, seeing as my mother called me stupid and I brought teo lads home.
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