Druidus
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- Mar 28, 2006
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When I drink alcohol and/or take benzodiazepines, smoke pot, and then meditate, I reach this state of amazingness, of sheer ecstasy. It feels a hell of a lot like an opiate rush.
Sometimes I don't even have to meditate to achieve the feelings, they can come on by themselves occasionally. But when I meditate and work on them, I can eventually extend and enhance them to the point of feeling far better than, for instance, orgasm, while lasting minutes for each one (often they meld into each other with peaks and troughs). It's literally an overwhelming body encompassing rush of pleasure and euphoria. If I let myself go to much, it passes fast, almost as if my brain realizes its in an abnormal state quicker and fixes it. But if I focus carefully on producing this state and then hold the right mindset as it happens, it lasts longer.
Anyone else get this?
Come to think of it, I've experienced this completely sober, too. But the combination of alcohol/cannabis + meditation is what reliably produces the state. Is my use of these drugs with meditation allowing me to experience more of the pleasures that meditation brings quicker than a sober person?
Sometimes I don't even have to meditate to achieve the feelings, they can come on by themselves occasionally. But when I meditate and work on them, I can eventually extend and enhance them to the point of feeling far better than, for instance, orgasm, while lasting minutes for each one (often they meld into each other with peaks and troughs). It's literally an overwhelming body encompassing rush of pleasure and euphoria. If I let myself go to much, it passes fast, almost as if my brain realizes its in an abnormal state quicker and fixes it. But if I focus carefully on producing this state and then hold the right mindset as it happens, it lasts longer.
Anyone else get this?
Come to think of it, I've experienced this completely sober, too. But the combination of alcohol/cannabis + meditation is what reliably produces the state. Is my use of these drugs with meditation allowing me to experience more of the pleasures that meditation brings quicker than a sober person?