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Never felt the physical/tactile sensations while rolling

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Lostnight

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Hey guys,

I have rolled about 4 times and loved it every single time. Always done white powder MDMA in capsules, both at festivals and at home with friends. It makes music sound like the best thing in the world, and never fails to make me both happy and open with everyone around me. I describe it as life in HD. Brighter colors, better sound, the best. One thing has always been missing though, the enhanced physical and tactile sensations that everyone else seems to feel.

I have never gotten the feelings of bliss that those around me experience from touches, hugs, back rubs, etc. Everyone around me seems almost orgasmic at these things being done to them, and I'm more than happy to do it for them. When they do it back to me and return the favor though, I don't feel it's any better than when I'm stone sober. I get chills from serene vocals and sick house music melodies, but not a head massage like my friends do. I've never felt the eyes rolled back in your head feeling that I see all around me.

I'm wondering if I am alone in this, am I the only one consistently missing out on this experience? Is there something I can do to feel what everyone else does? Is it something that changes from roll to roll?

I love molly and think it is THE drug, but I don't get why I miss out on this aspect of her.

Thanks guys,
LostNight
 
Your not alone with this one dude, I get all the magical feelings from mdma like you said but have never really had much of an enhancement in the touchy/massage department. I have noticed hugging and making out do feel better, but not enhanced in the way everyone else makes it seem.

Then again when im rolling Im to much into all the other mdma enhancements to probably stop and pay attention to it, maybe if I was at home on a couch with friend id notice?
 
I was the same until just recently - beforehand i'd always just had euphoria, empathy, brighter colours, energy to dance but no enhanced tactile sensation.

My last roll was different in that it was more tactile and trippy and for the first time I had the eyes rolling into the back of my head. It was also my most intense and long-lasting roll yet. I guess drugs can affect you differently each time!
 
I know set and setting can vastly affect the high. Do you think there is any way to induce the physical sensations for myself?
 
Lostnight said:
I know set and setting can vastly affect the high. Do you think there is any way to induce the physical sensations for myself?
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Take a big break - 3 months+, pre-load with 5HTP, lots of sun and exercise. This is what worked for me, I rolled harder than my first time and got the sensations for the first time.
 
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