NASADD Social v It's HOL's birthday! Any day is better than shitting yourself in jail

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I only really smoked amd drank in highschool. Im still only 18 and im still going to school. I did my work in highschool which wasnt hard except for math, i was just lazy and didnt go to school or didnt do my homework. If i put my mind i would of passed with flyin colors. But when it came to school i was always lazy, i fuckin hated school. Friends honestly dont come into effect for my fucking up in highschool, its my fault and none of them were an influence on me to do shitty. Its justt a coincidence that alot of us ended up an adult ed and like i said the adult ed in my town is pretty much like a second high school cause so many people ended up there cause you can get your credits faster and since your getting the high school diploma and not a g.e.d or a diploma that says you graduated from adult ed.

I didnt take any offense to what any of you said. Its the internet, none of you know me in real life so its pointless to get mad at someone over the internet cause in all reality, it could be anyone behind the screen.

To be honest, im doing so much better in this school cause the teachers arent dick head and they actually help you out. The shit we learn theyre too isnt some corny shit that we learned in the high school. We watched movies like trainspotting and kids and movies similiar and read books that were actually interesting. Those were some of the first essays that i actually wrote with ease and not having to write bullshit to just hand in for a grade. I actually relate to some of the shit we watched and read instead of trying to relate to some bullshit.
 
well thats cause i dont treat women like i do these other idiots

question for you though

what did you think of the fight this past weekend? who9 did you have winning?

i wasn't all that impressed with them.

there were some good ones tossed in the mix (esp the cerrone/guillard fight) but nothing to write home about.

i've found it more interesting as to why jason 'mayhem' miller has lost his goddamn mind
 
I've been smoking weed again and have really been enjoying it. It's helped keep my dope use in check, and just helped me get through this someone shitty point in my life better. I don't get anxiety and panic attacks from weed anymore, which had been a problem for a few years. I only take like 3-4 hits at a time so maybe that's why, but also I think that it's because I know I've lost my mind already, and after doing worse drugs I know weed isn't going to kill me.
 
^ Dude, I've been thinking of smoking weed again to keep my benzo usage down. Sucks that benzos are acceptable but weed isn't.
 
lol I pretty much need benzos if I'm going to be smoking weed. Not all the time, but I usually won't smoke unless I have some handy. Doing so has put me in some uncomfortable situations before.
 
Indica mang. Sometimes I like a heady sativa during the day but if you're just chilling then find some indica dom strains. They even alleviate anxiety for some including me.
 
See, I never used to have problems with it at all, I used to smoke weed all day long like a chimney, but that all changed 2-3 years ago. Huge anxiety issues, and even when I don't get attacks it still jacks my blood pressure and just makes me all around physically uncomfortable. It's not so bad now like it was a few years ago but it's still a little iffy. I hear that about indica strains a lot, and it makes sense because back in the day I used to get mainly indica strains (or so I was told) and it was great, that's mostly what I smoked when I did so on the norm. Now my only thing is I really have no way of knowing what strain it is. The stuff we get around here is all great stuff, smells great, potent as all hell, pretty to look at, but it's all locally grown so who the fuck knows if it's an indica or sativa. Know of any good way to tell the difference?
 
Wiggi, I just saw your avatar change 3 times in like the last 10 minutes. Is there a way that you can make it change every so often or have you really just changed it a bunch of times (can't make up your mind? lol)?

PS: I totally approve of your current one if you plan to keep it %)
 
Hahaha I've changed it a lot in just a few minutes. I think I'm gonna stay with this one though.
 
Reckless, you and I have some very similar experiences with drugs and well as our usage patters (like how we drink lots of beer when we're not using opiates, and were able to smoke week until years ago when anxiety came into play) although I'm using more opiates than you currently. Even last year I needed to have some benzos on standby if I were to be smoking weed, but recently I've been good with it. I probably would have some anxiety issues if I were to smoke a blunt, but I just take a few hits from the bowl and once I smoke from a batch and I'm good from it I'm a lot more calm the next time I smoke that batch.

I'm not sure what strain this stuff is, but it does calm me down and it's a little on the sedating side. I smoked before work the other day and it was really busy when I got in but I was in my own little world doing one thing at a time at a steady pace. After that my boss complimented me on being able to stay calm during busy times like that, and was saying it's a really good quality. I was just laughing to myself since I was just baked and that's why I was so chill the whole time and didn't get anxious when things got hectic.
 
Lol that's pretty funny actually.

I remember one time I had done a bunch of oxy before going to work (before I ever had a habit, actually right around the time I was starting to get into it more) and it was a slow day so all the other guys were just fucking off behind the garage but I was feeling all productive and cleaned just about the whole shop. My boss told me something along the lines of "Man i wish everyone would come into work ready to work like that. You're a machine today, I don't know what you had for breakfast but you should eat that every morning"

And yeah, it's a real bitch, i wish I could get back into smoking more again. I used to love it so much and I'm around it all the time it would be nice if I didn't have to pass on it so much and just be able to enjoy myself like I used to.
 
Know of any good way to tell the difference?

Not really man. Being that a lot of weed you find is a hybrid of both. I'd definitely go for any kush you find if you trust the source though. I've yet to find one that seemed anything but indica but, I know that there's purple kush and shit out there. My weed dude is not a bullshit artist and he knows his weed so he usually clues me in because he knows I prefer indica. Still though there's some weird names on some strains and I find myself looking them up half the time.
 
The stuff I have now is definitely more of a body high, and although it chills me out it's not really mental. Like it doesn't change me perception of things all that much. It does however calm my legs down and takes away minor aches, which is why it's helping with going longer without dope. I got this weed from my parents actually. They confiscated it from one of my siblings, so rather than buy some I took it back.
 
Yeah, see I never get named strains anymore and my dealers are usually just the guy who grew it or is friends with the guy who did. It's all great stuff, but there's no big name stuff. Haven't had any of that in years.
 
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pradas version of chucks for about $350 more then what OG chucks cost..crazy
 
I was jusf looking at gucci sneakers and louboutin sneakers. I swear if i had the money to buy $2500 sneakers.
 
2500$ fucking sneakers?! That's just ridiculous. I don't care how rich you are. I'll spend up to 300 on boots but, I'm in them all day and cheap boots will fuck up your feet quick. Even then I try and keep it around 150 and I'm not just lounging out it em like sneakers.
 
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