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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-10th Dose-Addiction? But I'm only on it 24/7...

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:) its nice ... im just high on a little cannabis tho
thanks, I'm glad You liked it. Although I have to share with You, that yesterday I nearly had a respiratory depression on MXE. I've been using it quite strongly for a week (about 700 mg). I'm quite experienced with dissociates (I've been on 3rd plateu of DXM f.e.) and other drugs (too much to make a list), but I never used it day to day. Yesterday was just too much for my body. I knew, that when I would close my eyes, I'd just pass out. Of course I can't tell i it was proper RD or just a panic attack, but as I said, I'm quite experienced. I like to take many moderate doses instead of one, big. My mum helped me to survive this experience by reading Moomins (my idea - the story was a bit fucked up, but I had to focus on something). I also put music for airports on stereo (not too loud). I had no problem maintaining conversation (it was crutial to keep it going) or doing tasks like making tea or putting stero on, but I felt like my soul was just veeery far away, I could hear voices of death. Of course, I' ve prepared my body for this (drank a lot of red tea and water with lemon and honey, took magnesium and calcium, did a little exercise). I just wanted too warn some of You. Today is definetly time for a break. Glad I'm alive (I feel a littlle off, but actually not bad at all).
 
Glad your ok. ive had respiratory depression from it as well, quite bad to the extent i had fight to not fade away and force myself to breathe, was slipping in and out of ego death type things, was like going on a DMT trip or something
 
yes, she can be very understanding and helpful; I just didn't want to go to hospital, beacause they may had an idea of giving me some benzos. Of course I have to blame me, not the substance (this batch I have is just sooo pure, no side effects). I'm thankful, that it helped me fight my marijuana addicton, my brain just works well on it, but a week is enough... Although for all the Mxeicans (love that one) I'd like to recommend LIFEFORMS by FUTURE SOUND OF LONDON. Greetings!
 
The stuff I most recently got was actually pretty good I thought. I watched fellowship of the ring while the sun rose, and was sinking into my bed it was wild! Started relating all of the characters to people in my life. It was probably the furthest I've taken MXE and it just makes me wanna get some more haha
 
^ LOL last night i was on a 3rd plateau dxm trip and as i was walking downstairs to get some water (with headphones on) i see a light go on behind me and then i get a tap on my shoulder from my mom. "what are you doing up?", i just shake my head, afraid to try to talk. she found out what i was on and just told me not to tell her husband and then proceeded to comfort me and then held me for maybe 10 mins which felt like an eternity. Nothing feels better than being held by your mom on some psychedelics man. Especially once you realize you don't have to be afraid of her finding out what's going on.

Lol you guys are gonna bash me to no end for this but i'm about to purchase either 500mg or 1000mg and gonna try it for my first time sometime next week... However i dont have a scale so... i was wondering if one of you guys could measure out maybe 50 mg and take a pic with it along with a quarter or a pencil or some sort of object so i can get an idea of what a dose looks like. I'm worried that if i order 1000 mg i wont be able to easily just divide it into equal lines to measure it out, ya know? So i guess im just gonna go with 500mg and hope it lasts. I guess i could just buy a scale too but your help couldn't hurt either. I'm just lazy lol
 
^ hahahaha no, you need a mg scale... theres no way youd be able to eyeball 50mg by comparing it to a picture... just, no... i couldnt accurately estimate dumping 50mg onto my mg scale if it wasnt turned on... and ive done it a thousand times...
 
The day before yesterday I had some Holing fun with MXE. I got to holing level, then I just kept on topping it off with additional 30mg sublingual doses whenever I would emerge again. Total amount consumed was 210mg (7x 30mg). Great fun. Yesterday I had residual intoxication. Today however I have a bit of an absentminded numb feeling. Quite pleasant but not clearheaded. When would y'all expect me to be fully bright again?
 
Is there a particular method in taking this sublingually besides just putting the powder under your tongue and keeping it there until it has dissolved? I have taken up to 30mg and hardly felt a thing. I get much more from the same amount intranasally. Sublingual works fine for me with other substances, so this doesn't make sense to me at all.
 
^ LOL last night i was on a 3rd plateau dxm trip and as i was walking downstairs to get some water (with headphones on) i see a light go on behind me and then i get a tap on my shoulder from my mom. "what are you doing up?", i just shake my head, afraid to try to talk. she found out what i was on and just told me not to tell her husband and then proceeded to comfort me and then held me for maybe 10 mins which felt like an eternity. Nothing feels better than being held by your mom on some psychedelics man. Especially once you realize you don't have to be afraid of her finding out what's going on.

Lol you guys are gonna bash me to no end for this but i'm about to purchase either 500mg or 1000mg and gonna try it for my first time sometime next week... However i dont have a scale so... i was wondering if one of you guys could measure out maybe 50 mg and take a pic with it along with a quarter or a pencil or some sort of object so i can get an idea of what a dose looks like. I'm worried that if i order 1000 mg i wont be able to easily just divide it into equal lines to measure it out, ya know? So i guess im just gonna go with 500mg and hope it lasts. I guess i could just buy a scale too but your help couldn't hurt either. I'm just lazy lol

You sound like a lil kid. there are many things better than being held by your mommy haha and dont try and eyeball the dose
 
People should be careful when discussing dosages in this thread. There seems to be a lot of downplaying going on; people saying 80 or 100mg leads to a nice, mild experience. Keep in mind that some people will be much more sensitive to the drug. Also try to realize that the potency variance between batches of MXE is quite wide now. When I first tried MXE, 80-100mg would be overly intense, but I just got a 250mg sample from a vendor, and ended up using all of it within 2.5 hours without ever reaching anything resembling an M-Hole. I've had batches fall in between that range.

If you're trying MXE for the first time, or getting it from a new vendor, keep it under 50mg at first, so you know what you're dealing with.
 
You sound like a lil kid. there are many things better than being held by your mommy haha and dont try and eyeball the dose

our inner child never goes away dan. in my eyes there is nothing that compares to being comforted by my mother. i'm not saying its the best feeling in the world but it's very soothing. i like to think of myself as a young man nowadays, no longer a boy. if i were a boy i don't think that should be a bad thing either. you must be a fuckin ageist ay?

@ the toad, well im gonna try eyeballing it anyways and ima get good at it. i'll order a scale but it wont arrive until after the mxe and im not gonna wait long before trying it, i dont have the patience :P
 
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our inner child never goes away dan. in my eyes there is nothing that compares to being comforted by my mother. i'm not saying its the best feeling in the world but it's very soothing. i like to think of myself as a young man nowadays, no longer a boy. if i were a boy i don't think that should be a bad thing either. you must be a fuckin ageist ay?

@ the toad, well im gonna try eyeballing it anyways and ima get good at it. i'll order a scale but it wont arrive until after the mxe and im not gonna wait long before trying it, i dont have the patience :P

Eyeballing gets harder if the substance is not so fluffy. IF you do this just take a little advice and use a match head. The tip of that. Dont go overboard cuz you dont FEEL it...
 
Eyeballing gets harder if the substance is not so fluffy. IF you do this just take a little advice and use a match head. The tip of that. Dont go overboard cuz you dont FEEL it...

that small of an amount? how about the tip of a needle? im assuming this is about 10 mg?

does 500mg mxe look like less/more/equal to half of a gram of cocaine?
 
I have seen an organic compound that weighed almost 2 grams per cubic centimeter and a Lead salt that was so finely powdered that it weighed less than half a gram per cubic centimeter.

There really is NO safe eyeballing, the fineness of the powder can give a fivefold variation in weight-per-volume with any drug, and then there is the estimation, often made high, how big that volume approximately is. Too much room for error.
 
There really is NO safe eyeballing

Kind of, but let's be honest MXE has a pretty 'playful' dose range, which is to say taking 2x the effective dose isn't going to hurt you, and even taking 4x the effective dose isn't going to kill you (although it might take you somewhere else for an hour or two). If you know roughly what 20mg looks like, and what twice that amount (40mg) looks like, you can eyeball a 30mg dose, but just understand sometimes it'll be closer to 20 and sometimes it'll be more like 40, which is still a safe range.
Though I should add that with every batch you need to see a reference dosage with an accurate scale because of the fluffiness/density variations.
 
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I have seen an organic compound that weighed almost 2 grams per cubic centimeter and a Lead salt that was so finely powdered that it weighed less than half a gram per cubic centimeter.

There really is NO safe eyeballing, the fineness of the powder can give a fivefold variation in weight-per-volume with any drug, and then there is the estimation, often made high, how big that volume approximately is. Too much room for error.

well i dont plan on making a "big" approximation. the first time i try it i just wanna test the waters and see how i react to it. i dont see myself having a bad reaction though. i enjoy dissociatives thoroughly. the only problem is waiting for the onset. ex: did i take enough lol. ima just eyeball maybe 10mg and go from there. also, can't i just chop it up with a razor blade and if it is fluffly, it'll break down?
 
I've had profound experiences on mxe listening to djmadd-real or the shadow alblum. Just thought I'd put that out there. Also LSD + MXE = big hangover, and potentiate . ~40 mg is the sweet party spot. 80+ for introspective journeys.
 
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