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What are you craving? v. Feel Good Hit of the Summer

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Awe poor thing, you don't have any suboxones? Obviously not u would of taken it.
I hope you get well soon hugs
 
I am still clean but craving heroin today ugh surprising I think heroin is the drug I have craved more than another drug I've ever done fml
 
Rabidrabbit said:
dope sickness :(
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Word.

I don't have much suboxone and since I had been using a lot more recently the bit I had wasn't even enough to take me out of WDs once they kicked in. I'm hoping that since I was shooting that maybe the worst will be over after day 3 and so long as I don't keep prolonging any WD with sub or a relapse I'll hopefully be ok by Friday. Well actually hopefully it's sooner because Friday sounds fucking far away since it's Monday afternoon.

I don't even want dope or anything right now. I just want this to be over. Of course, if the pattern continues to dictate as is, then once I start feeling a little more normal the cravings will come back hardcore. I'll use 2-3 days in a row and I'll be pretty much back at square 1.
 
Between me and my old lady we get 120 subs per month prescribed to us. More than enough. I've been cleanin myself up since I have the tools to do so.

But, as always, craving dope. I'll be going out again tomorrow to pick up.
 
Carl Landrover said:
Word.

I don't have much suboxone and since I had been using a lot more recently the bit I had wasn't even enough to take me out of WDs once they kicked in. I'm hoping that since I was shooting that maybe the worst will be over after day 3 and so long as I don't keep prolonging any WD with sub or a relapse I'll hopefully be ok by Friday. Well actually hopefully it's sooner because Friday sounds fucking far away since it's Monday afternoon.

I don't even want dope or anything right now. I just want this to be over. Of course, if the pattern continues to dictate as is, then once I start feeling a little more normal the cravings will come back hardcore. I'll use 2-3 days in a row and I'll be pretty much back at square 1.
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It's good to recognize your own patterns of use & when you get cravings.


OT: Craving... well, what else? Any opiate/opioid...

Fuck, I think I'm gonna go and get myself a Suboxone script because the little I managed to acquire is now gone. I'm just scared, really. Bleh.

I'm so fucking not thinking straight that I sent my girlfriend out to cop for me & to get back some money I'm owed... sigh. It's all legit and she knows the people but I feel like shit for doing that. Oh well, one more thing for her to talk about in Nar-Anon... 8)

I've got to make 1 fucking bag last till Wednesday afternoon??? Ha ha ha ha ha... oh well, i guess I'll get some sleep tonight.. I can go cop tomorrow, legit.
 
Great, concidering the drop in dose from yesterday. Haven't felt the need to re-up once. :D Doesn't mean I wouldn't like to, but it's all going well. Thanks. :D
 
I'm glad your doing awesome way better than I did when I got off of benzos I couldn't even get on bluelight I was a fucking vagins lol keep it up u r fuckin Awesome
 
Cheers :) nice to hear I'm doing ok from someone who's been through it. Sometimes it feels like my taper is taking longer than it should.. But I guess that's just because it's pretty sucky to begin with. I really think switching from diazepam to tetrazepam did more good than I expected it to. ;)

(I had pretty intense w/ds while adjusting to tetrazepam.)

Offtopic: Woot, killed 2 mosquitos in 5 sec. I'm a boss. %)

Ontopic: Just noticed I have 1 cig left. :( Craving while I have one left, sad sad me.
 
seeing the doc for one last time during the cold months to help me through the cold snap we're having and then i'm telling him to cut me for a while. no dropping dose, no switching from m to oxy. just going to have a few days of "warmth" and take care of myself and then pretty much cut the head off with a few otc aides.

so it is morphine and valium i'm craving.

the valium i'm going to have to do a taper with which shouldn't last long at all.
 
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