rave_itsrealfun!!!
Bluelighter
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true story. Weed used to be a hobby, now its medical, to make up for my lack of serotonin.
I used to have a minor depression problem, now its major, along with new anxiety disorder and Bi-polar tendencies.
Smoking weed habitually decreases serotonin levels. At least in my experience, smoking weed all day has always made me depressed. But now it has gotten so bad that I need to quit smoking weed because the side effects are unbearable and it is making me psychotic. Since your serotonin system is messed from rolling, you probably feel the downside of cannabis much more now. Perhaps if you quit smoking weed for a while you would get better. I know from experience that in my case I see drastic improvement, and that marijuana is in no way "medical" as I use it in the same respect as people who abuse painkillers - to me it's a euphoric and addictive psychedelic with a comedown from hell.
Most people don't want to slit their worthless wrists when they are coming off weed though right? But then again, most people don't have miserable lonely lives like me. One has a tendency to blame the rolling, but when polydrug use and a lonely life are involved then it because difficult to discern what is in fact fucking you up. Even if little to no damage occurs, having the experience of rolling in itself can probably fuck with your head. Since I'm totally fine when I stop smoking weed for a bit, I truly do think that these problems are entirely related to cannabis. So common sense lets me know that weed is obviously killing me and sucking the life out of me, and rolling has just made me completely fed up with my seeming inability to quit this horrible, tricky, and stupid fucking drug because I want to be social like I am on Mdma but burning out all day makes this an impossibility.
The vast majority of weed smokers have no business claiming to use it for medical purposes. It fucks with your head, and many people need it to cope and sedate themselves from reality if it is smoked all day for years. It also has a way of tricking addicts into thinking it does good for them. It is pretty much just garbage.
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