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How often do you think about molly?

ForwardMotions

ForwardMotions

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I spend all my time thinking about the great times I've had, and I lose sleep over excitement for events that are weeks away.

Probably doesnt help that I listen to house music all the time.

Is this normal, or do I need serious help 8( ha

I only take once every 5-8 weeks btw so I do limit my control but I find my days are swamped with thoughts and memories this is my concern.
 
A day doesn't go by without me thinking about some sort of drug, especially molly and drone. Yes it's normal to think and be excited about it, but not to obsess about it though. It's a thin line.
 
Heroic said:
A day doesn't go by without me thinking about some sort of drug, especially molly and drone. Yes it's normal to think and be excited about it, but not to obsess about it though. It's a thin line.
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I'm actually quite concerned though - about the losing sleep factor. I just lie awake thinking about being at a rave. I know I'm not addicted as I COULD stop doing it if I wanted to, but it's the fact the event is 2 weeks away and I'm already so excited. I actually think I'm obsessed :S what would you suggest I do?
 
It's normal to lose sleep when excited about other things than drugs and raves, right?

There is no easy way really stop that excitement unless something horrible happens that changes your whole perspective on the subject. Or you find something even more exciting to think about. It's a viscious circle man.
 
Every day. I try and live my whole life like I was high on E even when I'm not. I'm talking about the huge self-esteem/king of the world feeling and not the e-tarded lovey-dovey part xD
 
There's not one day I don't think about MD. It just became a kind of hobby to educate myself and learn more about that beautiful drug, not to count I also keep thinking about the next rave/EDM event I'll be attending.
 
If i could choose just one super-power. It would be to have insanely fast serotonin regeneration. So then i can peek all day n night!!
 
ForwardMotions said:
I'm actually quite concerned though - about the losing sleep factor. I just lie awake thinking about being at a rave. I know I'm not addicted as I COULD stop doing it if I wanted to, but it's the fact the event is 2 weeks away and I'm already so excited. I actually think I'm obsessed :S what would you suggest I do?
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nah man don't fret It's not weird. theres a rave in 13 days where i live and i got some of the purest shit I've ever had and I'm Ecstatic, pun intended, about going and rolling the hardest ever but not too hard you know, now that i know my general perfect dose 120-130.

also is it just me or is rolling in the summer better in almost everyway? less comedown, better rolling?
 
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Thinking about it right now. Took a bunch of amps and spent the last few hours bored out of my skull online watching my friend play video games. I wanna roooollllllllll
 
i found that once i tried IV methamphetamine i figured out that there's much better feelings than rolling.
i dont even know if i like rolling that much anymore
 
LSDMDMA&10801667 said:
i found that once i tried IV methamphetamine i figured out that there's much better feelings than rolling.
i dont even know if i like rolling that much anymore
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Hipste.
 
LSDMDMA&AMP said:
i found that once i tried IV methamphetamine i figured out that there's much better feelings than rolling.
i dont even know if i like rolling that much anymore
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Same here. Well, I actually don't use methamphetamine but I hardly ever think about molly because I just don't enjoy it very much compared to other drugs. I have a gram that's been sitting in my desk drawer with the last time I took some being September (almost a year ago) and I havn't had any desire for more.
 
I think about MD every day. Still, i only use it once every 2 months at the very least. Its all about self control, just be glad you have something to look forward to.
 
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