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Just walked to the store, and this homeless native american vietnam vet who is bound to a wheelchair, and always out and always asking for 40 cents for a beer, was being pushed around by another NA vet. The guy pushing asked me for a smoke, i didnt have atm, but after getting some tobacco i saw them again in the store in front of me inline. Homeboy didnt have enough change for his doritos so i gave him what i had so that he could.

Once outside rolled and gave his friend a smoke, he told me to look at that the back of his hat, and there was a pot leaf on it, he said that there are plants in the spot "right over there". He said that early in the morning he was with his friend, and saw a UFO zipping around, changing colors and he fallowed it watching, which lead him to discover a, Cannabis Ruderalis plant, which is an Annual marijuana plant.

"what do you think about that?!?" he asked.

i suppose, i can not be amazed is what i think about that.
 
Waiting at Helsinki airport.. I wish i could fast forward the clock so i dont have to deal with waiting, sitting on airplanes, and waiting more...
i have a 9 hour flight to hong kong, 4 hour stop over, then another 9 hour flight to sydney.
its not the biggest mission. but still, i really miss my home.. i dont think i would miss it if my beautiful partner was not there waiting for me. its been a month, we recently got engaged, i cant stand to be away from her any longer :(
 
It was definitely a good one. :) I love the show as well, but yeah I definitely find it triggering at times.

I feel really stupid right now. I thought I had plenty of time to apply for school for the spring semester as applications aren't due until October. I decided I'd just do the application today and get it done early and then I looked at the deadlines again and realized that the October deadline is for spring semester of 2013-14. A fucking year has almost gone by since applications were due for the semester I want to go. I can still send an e-mail asking them to consider my application explaining my stupidity but the thought of having to do that is really making me anxious. I don't even know what to say. I thought I was finally on track with school shit but now I have another fucking hoop to jump through and possibly more time to wait til I finally get a freaking bachelor's degree. I want to be done with school already. In the time that it takes me to get a degree, most people can become freaking doctors. I wish this wasn't so difficult for me. :(
 
^ Oh, Spork, that's terrible. :( There must be something in the air because my son has been freaking out today because he got all his financial aid stuff turned in way back in June and he was wondering why he never heard back and then he gets this email from his school saying he has been "randomly chosen" to provide extra verification and it is due in 3 days! This was his first time applying for financial aid so he was trying to be really on top of things and get it all done early. There is no bureaucracy that can compete with universities except the criminal "justice" bureaucracy. I guess we should be happy that you two aren't having to deal with that one. Good luck.<3
 
Oh Spork. I am sorry to hear that sweetie. I would try the email even though you feel anxious that way you may still get into the semester in the fall. Much love and support dear. <3
 
Thanks, herby. I hope things work out with your son as well. <3 Thanks to you too, stella. <3 I'm gonna still send the e-mail, it's just gonna be difficult and I don't know what I'm gonna say quite yet.

I know that even if I have to wait a bit to officially be a student there, I can still continue to take classes that will count towards my degree at the college I'm going to now. It's just so frustrating that there are so many hurdles to jump over. :\
 
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I'm sorry to hear that spork...just take a deep breath, life will still be okay :) Having the motivation killed is better than having no motivation at all isnt it? It's important that you're on top of life and even those these hurdles are in your way, all you can do is keep moving. <3

So I took a big step in life today...deleted my facebook account. It was a damn addiction and a waste of 4 years. I'm tired of reading everyone's bs and bitching for the day (mind you I'm in high school, so the majority of my facebook friends are...well you get what I'm saying :|) I have better things to do with my time (like bluelight, reading, guitar). I made another account so I could talk to people I only can contact over facebook, but for all you bluelighters just PM me if I was your friend on there and I'll give you my MSN :D I'm actually really proud of myself, I've wanted to do this for a long time.
 
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I'm sorry to hear that spork...just take a deep breath, life will still be okay :) Having the motivation killed is better than having no motivation at all isnt it? It's important that you're on top of life and even those these hurdles are in your way, all you can do is keep moving. <3

So I took a big step in life today...deleted my facebook account. It was a damn addiction and a waste of 4 years. I'm tired of reading everyone's bs and bitching for the day (mind you I'm in high school, so the majority of my facebook friends are...well you get what I'm saying :|) I have better things to do with my time (like bluelight, reading, guitar). I made another account so I could talk to people I only can contact over facebook, but for all you bluelighters just PM me if I was your friend on there and I'll give you my MSN :D I'm actually really proud of myself, I've wanted to do this for a long time.
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I'm proud of you bad fish!!!

I got banned from FB about 6 years ago.
 
Thanks, B <3 Also huuuuuuge kudos to you for deleting FB when you know it's something that's toxic to you. That's an idea I've toyed with for quite some time. I just have issues with deleting it because most of my friends and family live far away and I know that I wouldn't be able to keep up with them as much as I'd like to if I wasn't on FB. I did deactivate my account for a few months a while ago and I must say it was very liberating and I got a LOT accomplished. I also love to keep up with my Bluelight friends there, of course. <3
 
Me and my girlfriend were talking just yesterday about deleting our facebooks accounts as we have both found ourselves sitting on facebook in the same room ignoring eachother talking to so called 'friends' we have never met.....its not healthy.
I mean i have 500 friend....i must know 50....and properly be friends with around 15 at most.It really is a drain on your time...and who wants to listen to peoples woes all day.Not to mention the silly arguements it can cause when 'jealousy' pops up his ugly head and ex's want to be friends.
Seriously its time i took that step!!
 
I actually thought about it before I scrolled down on Facebook today on whether I wanted to ruin my good mood or not. Luckily I saw this on my mothers Facebook as I scrolled down and burst out laughing. She has a tree limb as her main picture and I guess she clicked the compare me to a celebrity app. And she write "Silly thing how can a tree limb look like Ann Hathway."

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I did not understand the fascination w/ Anne Hathaway. Then I saw her as Catwoman in Dark Knight Rises. So that was, like, an education.

And yes, I would swing from that tree.
 
lol I think she has some classic beauty. I loved her as the White Queen in Alice in Wonderland.
 
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