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The "I can't fall asleep" thread. Let's party all night.

Ahh missmegan your posts remind me of my tweaker days...ahh memories <3 I was a speed freak for 2-3 years and loved everything about it.It completed me.I had a prescription for xanax so comedowns were never too bad.The only reason I stopped was because I was high for several days off an especially strong batch,so before I was cose to winding down,I took a shitload of promethazine,xanax and codeine,and ended up passing out.From what I'm told I was awake but my eyes were unfocussed and I was taking jibberish for 45 mins before an ambulance arrived 8o

So yeah,that scared me straight,and I cut myself off from my dealers and speedy friends.That was 5 years ago,and now I'd kill for a point or two ( need to completely scrub my whole house for a rental inspection),but have no connections,and neither does any of the friends I've asked :(

So tonight I'm going to abuse a preworkout supplement that apparently has an amphetamine analogue in it.When I take twice the recommended dose it feels like a cross between dexies and provigil.It's not bad,but I'd much prefer some nice strong base.

I guess that make me a wannabe tweaker? :p
 
^No, that makes you a persistent ex-tweaker. Which is really a good thing. :)

ill be honest its kinda shitty :)

its just the only opiate i can get ahold of atm

i might get some oxy soon though, or hydro


You mean "in my opinion it is shitty." ;) I actually prefer tramadol over oxy when I have a low tolerance. That's why I do so many tolerance breaks and temporary switches to tilidine. Also it's a drug that doesn't leave me fiending for more, other opiates aren't that forgiving in that regard. Obviously if you're used to the stronger stuff tramadol won't have much of an opiate effect, and even if your tolerance is low it may seem like a waste of time after you had the stronger stuff. The subtlety of the high is what I like. I love forgetting I am high and then suddenly feeling a wave of euphoria to remind me. :D

The first times I did tramadol I had a better time than the first times I did oxy. Meh, I'm weird. %)
hey there resident BL tweaker here, how ya doin :)

im actually on opiates instead of meth for once right now lol


Your inbox is full :D can't reply to your PM, but no I don't.
 
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^No, that makes you a persistent ex-tweaker. Which is really a good thing. :)




You mean "in my opinion it is shitty." ;) I actually prefer tramadol over oxy when I have a low tolerance. That's why I do so many tolerance breaks and temporary switches to tilidine. Also it's a drug that doesn't leave me fiending for more, other opiates aren't that forgiving in that regard. Obviously if you're used to the stronger stuff tramadol won't have much of an opiate effect, and even if your tolerance is low it may seem like a waste of time after you had the stronger stuff. The subtlety of the high is what I like. I love forgetting I am high and then suddenly feeling a wave of euphoria to remind me. :D

The first times I did tramadol I had a better time than the first times I did oxy. Meh, I'm weird. %)



Your inbox is full :D can't reply to your PM, but no I don't.

IMO it's a pretty shitty opiate, unless you look at it as a stimulant, in which case its actually pretty decent in that its not fiendy, has no comedown to speak of and has a little bit of a psuedo-speedball type feeling to it. But it's really shaky and nauseating and dirty-feeling IMO. I also can't eat for several hours after taking it.

I prefer oxy any day, and I think I'm getting some soon, which will be great :D
 
^No, that makes you a persistent ex-tweaker. Which is really a good thing. :)




You mean "in my opinion it is shitty." ;) I actually prefer tramadol over oxy when I have a low tolerance. That's why I do so many tolerance breaks and temporary switches to tilidine. Also it's a drug that doesn't leave me fiending for more, other opiates aren't that forgiving in that regard. Obviously if you're used to the stronger stuff tramadol won't have much of an opiate effect, and even if your tolerance is low it may seem like a waste of time after you had the stronger stuff. The subtlety of the high is what I like. I love forgetting I am high and then suddenly feeling a wave of euphoria to remind me. :D

The first times I did tramadol I had a better time than the first times I did oxy. Meh, I'm weird. %)



Your inbox is full :D can't reply to your PM, but no I don't.

IMO it's a pretty shitty opiate, unless you look at it as a stimulant, in which case its actually pretty decent in that its not fiendy, has no comedown to speak of and has a little bit of a psuedo-speedball type feeling to it. But it's really shaky and nauseating and dirty-feeling IMO. I also can't eat for several hours after taking it.

I prefer oxy, or even hydro any day, and I think I'm getting some soon, which will be great :D
 
I don't get nauseous, I hardly (actually, I don't) feel stimulating effects and to me it feels like a cleaner version of mdma-like euphoria paired with the comfortable euphoria and body-feeling trams' mu-agonism provides. I don't get any noticable side-effects, no tension or stimulation. I can catch an extremely comfortable and euphoric nod off tramadol if my tolerance is at baseline.

Now you might think I don't get any stimulant effects because I mix it with benzo(s). But before I got into that rotten stuff, it actually felt even more euphoric, relaxing and nothing like a stimulant at all.

Huray to my brain chemistry!

I could switch back to oxy any time I want. (Just need to ask the doc.) But tramadol works so much better for my back pain AND is more recreational to me while being WAY less "more-ish" than oxy. I can't use tramadol everyday for long because the euphoria disappears even faster than with "real" opiates, which is good because I don't have alot of self-control. (I guess it's due to serotonin depletion, dunno though. )

Heavy tramadol use gives me a tenfold of the w/ds I get from overusing oxy though. That is its big downside for me. Then again tramadol (kind of) has a "ceiling dose". Well it doesn't, but more than 400mg doesn't add alot of euphoria, mainly side-effects (In the higher dosage range I do perceive very mild stimulant effects) and seizure risk. I never paid attention to the seizure risk though. If I was prone to seizures I would've had one by now lol. Anything under or exactly 400mg feels like pure bliss though. <3

Anyways, going on and on about my experiences with tramadol won't change the fact that it's a shitty drug for you. :) There's only one person I know who enjoys it as much as I do.. And alot of friends have tried it.

Weird stuff, that tramadol.
 
I'm so jealous right now.I want some speed and wanna go fast and feel like all is right in the world and that I can conquer anything.

Last night I had like 4 times the recommended dose of the amphetamine analogue supplement,a bunch of no-doz,my prescribed dopamine agonist tablet,and then threw in some guarana and sudafed that I had lying around too.I ended up pretty jittery from all the caffeine,but have been awake and super productive for 28 hours and just starting to crash now.So that's not bad considering I had mostly over the counter stuff I guess.Still doesn't compare with the real stuff though...there's only a tiny bit of euphoria in the first hour,and I didn't feel nearly as high as I know I could get on speed.

*depressed sigh*
 
Just plugged some adderall an hour ago, feeling pretty damn good. But the sky is grey outside, and i keep looking over at my window and it's making me nervous. I think I'm going to move locations.
 
Back when I used to smoke Meth, 2 years ago, a $20 was enough for a good night. It was ridiculously cheap and really good product.
 
All of these posts are much too short....


When I was a lad speedfreaks churned out pages of nonsense scribbling with broken pencil stubs - you tweaking whippersnappers with voice recognition computers have no excuse for not filling page after page with dense graphomania.

Pages covered with tweak doodles would be good too....

Please entertain us. Thank you.
 
Yup, I was right. It was fucking nuts. Beautiful music and beautiful women %)

Nice to hear you had a good time :)

ot: I'm gonna be posting in this thread alot the coming weeks I think, damn benzos :p. Meh, DC is more active when it's night here in Belgium anyways.
 
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