The Psychedelic Being

[eye_wide_open]

I read he died because he was experimenting with slowing his breathing down as some kind of meditation yoga.

Maybe he got to someplace else and chose to stay.

this^
when you find it, you won't want to come back here.
An when you do come back, you sure as hell won't want to integrate with all the upset and bent closed mined people on this planet. lol

you'll be longing for the "real home".

Where your spirit came from and will go back.

that's why I call it scary.
It makes you not want to be on earth anymore. 8)
But damn, sure feels good when you're there!

 

[eye_wide_open]

I felt as if I was faced with a choice. I could see a swirling representation of everything that exists, interacting with everything else that exists to form an everything that was itself as well as its parts. I understood what this collection of things I saw in front of me represented - it was an omniscience that COULD stem from the realizations I was having that night. I had been lucky enough to be given the decision, apparently, but it was not an easy one. I could either leap forward into the all-knowing mass of everything before me, or make my way back to my home, and to this reality. I felt as if understanding all there was to know would be a method of nullifying my existence, because there would be nothing towards which to climb, but also that returning to my reality was a 'death' of some sort. I'm not certain what it was that I feared, but I felt certain that I was risking death by returning. (Perhaps I was seeing the omniscience as a form of immortality - I do seem to remember a sense that it would be a connection with an all-powerful consciousness)... I chose to return, although I do not recall actively making the decision (I'm tempted to think that the drug was simply wearing off). I do have a vague memory of visualizing all the thoughts I had intertwined rapidly untangling, as I recursively regressed to the point at which I began - my mind had many many different concepts to consider, and they were not all connected. It was quite a bit of work to return, but eventually, I opened my eyes, and saw my room.

http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=2056

Also, wanted to ask..
if anyone else has been on one of these "MXE outer space" trips I talk about..
at any point during this trip did you feel the odd urge to raise your hands up for any reason?
Possibly "feeling like an antenna" or the uncontrollable urge to be in a "giving praise" type position?

eyesopenwide..I can definatly relate to this.." lift my arms in praise"

This is being forced (or at least pushed) into a state of prayer...experienced this many times on lsd, 5meo-dmt, dpt, mescaline, lsa, and dxm and mxe.

I would experience this most forcefully coming back from a 5meo-dmt nde...I'd have to arms open-wide fully to handle all the life-force current surging through my body..it felt like it would be dangerous (heart-attack-stroke-seazure) not to do this..to open wide and let the current flow through...VERY INTENSE!!!

Awesome!
Others are experiencing it!
You guys must have felt the creator too then.
that is so cool I had been wanting to ask this forum that question for a good long time to see if any others had been "force into prayer positions" or to "forced to receive" some sort of signal or love or message or something!

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...Dose-Addiction-But-I-m-only-on-it-24-7/page11


You have to ask yourself if I might be on to something...
Somewhere is a big swirling mass of connected souls that runs everything.
The aliens do it's work. Because it has no physical body.
the aliens are what physically came here and modified the monkey to form mankind.
Just my opinion..
It was not the mushroom who modified mankind.
We are being mislead about that.

ALL the bibles speaking of "gods" that visited earth are referring to aliens or people who 'got the message" and walked around preaching it or had some sort of bestowed power from the creator.

Jesus Christ was real (in one form or another.. the way I see it Jesus was Ra) and working for the creator. He traveled the earth preaching the message and was killed for it.
It was then truncated, twisted, and spoon fed to us through the Christian bible.

The aliens created eve from adam via a surgery operation.
It literally says so in the bible. It literally accounts for "god" talking to somebody else during the surgery too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEV2ic1g3iI

Some people think they're the only one to ever hole or get a dissolved ego.

We must be talking about you again? because I sure wouldn't think that.
Like I said there's a lot of people who've had my same experience. Said that from the beginning. I know I'm not the only one. Please read back..

It might be that ego dissolution and "meeting the creator" are two different experiences is all I am suggesting. I suggest some may not have seen this yet. No matter how many times they've had ego death. They may not have had the Near Death Experience I refer to yet.
does that make me above anyone else? No!
I'm an equal.
Like Martin Luther King said.

telling people they're wrong and only I hold the truth.

You are the one telling me I'm wrong though.
I'm not telling anyone anything is wrong besides the fact that psychedelics are not god.
they simply aren't. The whole world refers to something else being god. Not drugs.
I highly doubt they are god... but I could always be wrong!

humankind is more of a god than a mushroom is.
A mushroom is a tool humankind can use to see they are a piece of god himself.
Much like many other psychs. they can help to clear your mind and wake you up from the dream you may or may not be living.

IMO, psychs definitely allude to a supreme being of some sort... and some sort of other beings that do his work. It's almost like Santa and his Elves.... if you will..

..and it happens on more drugs than just dissociatives, and it happens without drugs too.

 

[Ismene]

this^
when you find it, you won't want to come back here.

No, Alan Watts didn't die of slowing his breath down, he died from chronic alcoholism.

The aliens created eve from adam via a surgery operation.
It literally says so in the bible.

Hold on mate, you don't think the idea of Adam and Eve is true do you? What about evolution?

 

[lastest]

Hold on mate, you don't think the idea of Adam and Eve is true do you? What about evolution?

The guy believes we were all created by aliens. Actual, literal aliens. Of course he doesn't believe in evolution.

 

[eye_wide_open]

Why should I believe in evolution?
What if I said aliens helped cause evolution and are the missing link?
you know, there's documentaries about "ancient aliens" on television every day?
I've seen about one episode total on youtube... but I prefer to do my own research.
I learned what I know from other sources.
Who fed you the evolution story anyways?

Sure, I believed it for a long time.
So did many. Until they had NDE's..
Like people who fell off their motorcycle without drugs and had the same experiences.

Then they come back talking like this:

when people get upset because I'm asking questions,
I know I'm on the right path.

Regarding 2012 and aliens and the psychedelic being...
I get a lot of people ask me this question.
what is going to happen Dec 12th 2012.
Short answer, I have no idea.

When I spoke with "rainbow soul cloud"(god?) and "the aliens"... while on drugs,
They said I'm not allowed to know a date for their return
OR the re-destruction of earth.
They said if I could say a date and they decide against it,
It would make me look like a fool.
They control the dates. We have no say over it.
However they said they are the cause of the dinosaur extinction
and the flooding of the earth.
they showed me egyptian pyramids as proof.

I always like to add..
The ancients knew more than me!
I think they took DMT many more times than I have...
Mushrooms... whatever it was that made them do all
the weird things they did!

If you want answers, study our history.
All of it. All big pieces to a giant puzzle.
Half of which is hidden from view.
Don't get fooled by the drugs aspect of it.
This is much bigger than drugs,
despite the fact we live in a
drug induced world and
we can seemingly contact "something"
that is connected with everything else and has the
ability to relay mass amounts of information
in relatively short periods of time
telepathically.

It ties right in to a lot of the mysteries of the world
when you see it that way.
It seemingly connects everything on it's own.
I think scientists misleadingly call it the "big bang".
More like, "the creator". It has a conscious comprised
of what seems like thousands or millions of souls
from all different species and the knowledge contained
within them. It is all knowing.
When you ask it a question you know the answer the instant you asked.

Yeah! I am just an atom in an ectoplasmic sea
Without direction or a reason to exist.
The anechoic nebula rotating in my brain
Is persuading me, contritely, to persist.
Delirium of disorder

-bad religion

Then.. I realize something is majorly off.. Mind you, I'm sitting on the ground with my legs straight out. I look down and I see a pair of arms.. I look behind me and realize, I'm sitting up, but my body is laying down, out cold.. I start to panic, Shouting for my best friend to help me!

Suddenly, I snap back into my body! Like from sitting up, to laying back down, I had no control over it.
I wake up!
I'm on the ground, and I'm shaking uncontrollably, like a seizure or something, this goes on for probably about a minute or so, I just keep shaking and shaking really hard, really fast, and I can't stop. When I finally stop shaking, I have tears in my eyes, I remember the whole thing, and I look around, and everyone is sitting in the same exact spots they were sitting in while I was out of my body!

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/631470-%28MDMA%29-Out-of-Body-Experience-on-Harry-Potter-Beans!-MUST-READ!!-SUPER-CREEPY!!

I wasnt even focusing on the stairs or door or ground its like my body knew were it was going. I looked around outside and thats when i first saw myself i was out of body looking at me throwing out 2 bags of trash but as soon as i realized this i was back in.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/635170-%28DXM-1000mg%29-The-4th-plateau-of-DXM

I will talk about this stuff all day as long as we can do it in civil fashion..
I don't mind if people think I'm crazy. I don't think I am. I'm just asking questions really.
this is what drugs have lead me to.

 

[eye_wide_open]

I have a ton of evidence supporting my theories.
All I can get from people that think I'm crazy is "you've done too much drugs, all that is bullshyt".
Well, where is your evidence then?

Please give me first hand accounts as evidence, not literature sponsored by $$$$ or "science".
Just like I link you to songs and experiences of people who have no reason to lie.
Why are we programmed to deny personal experiences as false when we have no proof?

 

[lastest]

They said if I could say a date and they decide against it,
It would make me look like a fool.

Well you sure dodged a bullet there.

you know, there's documentaries about "ancient aliens" on television every day?

You are straight up killing me. You mean that show Ancient Aliens that they show during the day on the History Channel? Yeah, I think we all know about that show. In fact I believe I posted a picture of its host earlier in this thread. When I picture you in my mind, I see him.

It's not so much that I don't believe your theories, it's just that it's incredibly boring the way you go on and on about them.

 

[yagecero]

Regarding 2012 and aliens and the psychedelic being...
I get a lot of people ask me this question.
what is going to happen Dec 12th 2012.
Short answer, I have no idea.

Yeah, regarding 2012, I lived with a Mayan family for 4 months around 5 years ago (we're still friends now), and during this period I got to know the members of the village quite well. The consensus from the group was that the ancients would have just made another calender if they were around now.

They also find it hilarious that "new age" hippies have tied the end of the baktun into numerous ridiculous scenarios.

'Cause, you know, people from outside a particular sociocultural reality are obviously experts regarding said reality 8)

If you want answers, study our history.

I recommend studying in general eye_wide_open.

 

[coelophysis]

I recommend studying in general eye_wide_open.

Why study when you have aliens as professors who can telepathically lecture you whenever you need it as the chosen one?

 

[yagecero]

^True.

I am confused as to why he isn't using his immense spiritual power to transpose "the message" via telepathy? Surely, when one is the chosen one, there would be no need for bluelight?

Or perhaps us infidels just aren't open enough to receive the transmission

 

[webbykevin]

Now it's time to leave the capsule if you dare.....

 

[somaeye]

The whole world refers to something else being god. Not drugs. I highly doubt they are god... but I could always be wrong!

Why don't you ask Them?

 

[somaeye]

IMHO, fuck the bible. Any truth it may have to it is superseded by the amount of convoluted metaphorical and incoherent content of it.

Would you also say f... dinosaur bones because the true way they looked has been superseded by the amount of convoluted content of it? Or f... ancient ruins, who needs to know what they used to be because they've been superseded by the amount of decay and dust that covers them? Or, f... this sunken treasure because the gold has become covered with barnacles?

 

[SONN]

I say fuck the bible because the vatican holds all the earlier records and versions of it.

and although most of the basic principles of it are good moral lessons a lot of the people I know who are really religious and call themselves christian are hatemongers, alcoholics, and child rapists. This has been throughout history and its fucked up. I'm more or less on the same page as Ismene when it comes to religion I think.

 

[lastest]

although most of the basic principles of it are good moral lessons a lot of the people I know who are really religious and call themselves christian are hatemongers, alcoholics, and child rapists.

And remember that only applies to the New Testament. The Old Testament says you should murder your own son in cold blood if God tells you to, without even asking why. It also says that if I man rapes a virgin he should pay a set amount of money to her father and then marry her. Pretty fucked up moral lessons, as I think we can all agree.

The real problem is that somaeye doesn't read the Bible in the way anyone else does - he reads it as confirmation of his 'Psychedelics are God/consciousness' belief system, as he does with any document he's ever read.

 

[webbykevin]

The real problem is that somaeye doesn't read the Bible in the way anyone else does - he reads it as confirmation of his 'Psychedelics are God/consciousness' belief system, as he does with any document he's ever read.

^This.

 

[eye_wide_open]

Related to afterlife..
Science just got the 5 million to give studying it a go to see if people like me are delusional or are really on to something..
http://www.christiancentury.org/article/2012-08/templeton-gives-5-million-study-immortality-claims-0

“We will be very careful in documenting near-death experiences and other phenomena, trying to figure out if these offer plausible glimpses of an afterlife or are biologically induced illusions,” said John Martin Fischer, the principal investigator of the Immortality Project, in a July 31 news release.

I guess that means we'll have somewhat of an answer soon.
Funny, I was just demanding proof..
now we're gonna get it.
I guess that means I'm not the only one who wants the truth, as well.

The only problem, is the study is founded by $$$$$ and they're gonna lie their asses off because they were paid to. If they'd admit to the world that the afterlife is way better right now, people would be killing themselves left and right. That will never happen. They'll never admit it even if it's true.

I say fuck the bible because the vatican holds all the earlier records and versions of it.

and although most of the basic principles of it are good moral lessons a lot of the people I know who are really religious and call themselves christian are hatemongers, alcoholics, and child rapists. This has been throughout history and its fucked up. I'm more or less on the same page as Ismene when it comes to religion I think.

QFT

I guess I'm not quite crazy after all if they're going to start studying what I refer to!
smarty pantses. 5 million bucks says people are interested in NDE.

I'm all over this like flies on dog doo.
IMO, it's the most interesting thing that ever happened in my life.
I never said a damn word about gods or aliens my entire life until last December.
Something caused it. Not just a regular drug induced trip.
I don't care what anyone tells me, I know what I felt.
Science is finally going to tackle it.

too bad there is 10,000 reasons they'll never admit it.
It would destroy our system.

What would make somebody spend 5 million bucks to find out if there is really an afterlife?
Hahahaha.

You guys are clueless. Only because you haven't die yet and came back.
I don't blame you. I was clueless too once. Hell I wasn't even asking for clues!

They don't even need the 5 million all the fuggin' proof is right here on bluelight we need.
I'd volunteer time on this study.

You guys will find out sooner or later that your body is just a container for your soul, where your soul came from and where it goes. The creator himself didn't come down to earth an start shyt. He had to have help. It's a cloud of souls for crying out loud... it has no hands or physical body. It needed something to act like a body for it.. to do it's work here. Cue aliens.
the aliens are the cause of the giant gap in evolution from monkey to man.
that's where they have a big missing link.
that's where my puzzle fits in.

Supposedly the aliens had a hand in the modification of our species throughout it's entire "evolution".

Aka "Prometheus"
(remember back now I was claiming this in threads well before the Prometheus movie came out, too!)

But the aliens are not bad. They're pissed off we don't know they exist and are being hidden from us. They're also pissed at all the corruption we have the power to stop and refuse to do so.

I'm sorry,
I just don't think a couple of dudes with some boards and ropes did this..

What is this you ask?
that's "the Message".

go do your homework.


As far as the reason why god is not drugs...
Is because drugs are "things". Tangible goods.
If god was a drug we'd be able to touch him right now.
We can't do that. You can't touch god with your physical body.
It's comprised of souls and is in outer space or some shyt.
Hallucinogens might be able to help us talk to him or something related to that, but I think only through genuine Near Death Experiences.
Otherwise I think we end up just talking to ourselves if we get too high, which is quite understandable. The body and the conscious are two different things and this is somewhat confusing.

Vatican admits possibility of aliens... says it would be foolish to believe otherwise..
http://arcturi.com/AncientAliens/VaticanAdmitsAliens.html

"It would be foolish to say that there is no possibility of life outside of our
planet"

"That life on Mars could not be ruled out and God could have created
intelligent beings in outer space. Father Gabriel Funes is the Vatican's chief
astronomer and wrote an article in the official Vatican newspaper called,
"Aliens Are My Brother."

Buzz Aldrin!
Oh dear buzz....

http://www.examiner.com/article/astronaut-buzz-aldrin-claims-monolith-on-mars-moon-ufos-involved

Astronaut Buzz Aldrin claimed in a July 19th C-SPAN interview that there is a monolith on one of the moons of Mars. Were UFOs involved?

Because the media has failed to focus public attention on the subject, few are aware of the many highly respected individuals who have publicly gone on record describing their awareness of programs involved with UFOs, ETs, and the related cover-up. Some were directly involved with UFO technologies.

buzz admits UFO on youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kpfv.../**http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpfvhdmhQy4

One of the twelve men who walked on the moon believes in aliens, says they are here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVV6u-Y2XZU&feature=related

 

[coelophysis]

go do your homework.

Homework would imply it was something assigned by a teacher. Not conspiracy theory research inspired by drugs.

And I'm only nitpicking at this point eyes_wide

 

[eye_wide_open]

Researchers: Junk DNA Shows Alien ETs Programmed Life on Earth

http://talesfromthelou.wordpress.co...dna-shows-alien-ets-programmed-life-on-earth/

Now it appears that a group of researchers have what they think is proof that earth life was manipulated by an extra-terrestrial hand.

…A group of researchers working at the Human Genome Project will be announcing soon that they made an astonishing scientific discovery: They believe so-called non-coding sequences (97 % ) in human DNA is no less than genetic code of an unknown extraterrestrial life form.

Lol I know damn well it sounds perfectly crazy dudes,
But I talked to the real god and real aliens on drugs somehow..

IMO it explains EVERYTHING I ever had a question for just about.
I still don't worship anyone. But I do believe I am doing my mission.
I want to know the truth. Drugs started it.

….”Our hypothesis is that a higher extraterrestrial life form was engaged in creating new life and planting it on various planets. Earth is just one of them. Perhaps, after programming, our creators grow us the same way we grow bacteria in Petri dishes. We can’t know their motives – whether it was a scientific experiment, or a way of preparing new planets for colonization, or is it long time ongoing business of seedling life in the universe.

All of the above and more.

you guys remember when bender became god?

...and failed?

Then met god himself?

Whoever wrote that episode had a very eerily similar experience
to me. But they left out the aliens. I suppose that would have been Bender's friends Leela and Dr Zoidberg.
LOL!

here, this one is appropriate

sort of like they did it on purpose like it's the matrix.

Sorry just trying to make things a bit more interesting..
and easier to understand, If you guys don't see Buzz Aldrin
may not be a psycho considering they trust him to FLY TO THE MOON and
back with millions of dollars worth of NASA/USA/Government equipment.

 

[corky2]

I had a vision of Mary (not the historical Mary..a more modern essense of the spirit of Mary) in a Amanita dream...but she was not a psychedelic being..far from it.

Vaporizing yopo extract (bufotenine) I always incounter (the light show production) of a psychedelic being (or agency)...but not a nice one..it's a sadistic entitiy that enjoys putting fear into beings (like me) without a doubt a psychopathic demonic entity. I kid you not..I've done fingerprints before and have never incountered anything like this...it is a demonic being and vaporized buff (in higher doses) always brings me into it's presence...fasinating! (and scary!)

In appropriate doses I enjoy turning this (show) on and off with a eye-socket muscle constrition trick which I found came naturely with this product...never experinced this exact trick with any other subtance.

However...in crazy large doses..

I recently polished off the last of my approx 2 grams of this extract in a mighty dose that submitteded me to a good 5 to 10 minute skull-fucking by this demon, (no turning it off))and thou it was by far the most intense (visually) psychedelic experience of my life (beyound dmt, fingerprint, half oz of shrooms ,100 mg. I.M. dpt..whatever) I shall not be extracting A.P. (yopo?) seeds again.

Never ever have I ever experienced such obvious EVIL entity based intention from a drug/chemical whatever! YMMV. I guess my main point here is that i've allways viewed hallucenagenic material as disassociated aspects of my own being (as above so below)...but not in this case. NOT AT ALL.