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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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Exhausted. And theres still one more day of the fest, damn this weekend is taking its toll on my body haha. Way worth it though =D 5 hours of dancing Friday night, 8 hours on Saturday, and its gonna be 9 today.
 
stardust.hero said:
Aw man, I can imagine how you feel :( leaving awesome people you just met is one of the worst. Did you just recently meet them spontaneously on your adventures around Europe or have you known them?
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I met them on my second or third day in Germany at a festival, and we just keep crossing paths every week.
So we got to know each other pretty well. Waaah, itsa okay i will see them again one day at least :)
 
sad

last night I said goodbye to my best friend/lover who is moving. I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago. and today is my last shift at work.
I dont know why, but I just seemed to have changed (maybe given up?) everything of importance in my life for the past year. I feel more alone than I have in a while.
 
<3 fakeplastictrees. Sometimes changes happen like that. Try to remember that these things will make you stronger. You'll get through all this.

I'm dreading going back to work tomorrow after a long vacation. I really need to find a job that I don't hate.
 
pain

jaw clenching and dizzying

and recently it is when i eat a lot that my lower back starts hurting...i dont like that connection, not being conscientious of my posture and activity is one thing.

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i am so sick of this.

it has been years of this bullshit, this is convenient for everyone who deals with me to ignore, but, is wearing my life away tolerating emotionally and psychically.
 
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broken


Captain.Heroin said:
What's wrong n3o? I'm all ears if you want to talk to someone.
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Thanks mate <3


fakeplastictrees4 said:
sad

last night I said goodbye to my best friend/lover who is moving. I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago. and today is my last shift at work.
I dont know why, but I just seemed to have changed (maybe given up?) everything of importance in my life for the past year. I feel more alone than I have in a while.
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Yeah I feel ya fakeplastictrees. I hope you're feeling better soon <3
 
<3 (((n30))) <3

Word now is Terrified. I just saw my cat eyeing up the hugest most fuck off centipede type thing in my hallway. My boyfriend killed it, but what if there's more? :(
 
Proud of my mother. After over 40 years of being a cigarette smoker, she finally decided it's time to quit! It'll probably be a bit before she's a non-smoker, but I'm really glad that she took that first step. <3 :)
 
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