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Random MSN Gibberings CII: Jinjad by jancrow

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I know it may seem hurtful YPDH but you shouldn't take comments on here to heart. Internet bravado often hides quite a nice personality irl - I suppose Spade is an exeption to this rule but overlook that if you can. Just be true to you, every single person who accuses you of being bonkers could be accused of the same in their own special way. We're all bonkers.

and Sam

I dont take any of it to heart dont worry. In fact I love to observe people when it all kicks off. Whether I'm at the center of it or not. Group dynamics fascinate me. Its always the same predictable few that jump on the safe old band wagon ( as someone has already mentioned) showing themselves to be pretty cowardly and incapable of independent thought.

baaaa

This all kicked off btw because I dared to correct PTCH's spelling ffs lol :D

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/634350-Style-Warz-what-clobber-you-after-v2-where-s-Westwood
half way down on this thread ^,
 
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This all kicked off btw because I dared to correct PTCH's spelling ffs lol

Not actually true at all. I put you on ignore when you corrected my spelling. That's all that happened because of you correcting my spelling. Anything else that "kicked off" wasn't "kicked off" by me, although I did join in (only when someone quoted you). It's possible that someone else kicked off because you corrected my spelling but I doubt it.
 
Good point. The reason the animosity continued and got to such high levels is because of my refusal to crumble and leave like most people before me.

This is true. Apart from the implication of the 'most people' bit. Basically you mean Chin Up. Her treatment was deplorable. But by using her to further your 'most people' 'everyones in a clique besides me' arguments devalues the very real and hurtful situation she was put through.

If I'm wrong, tell me. Let's see this MASSIVE list of people who have left BL recently because of Sam's (or whoever's) behaviour.
 
Re Dans incubus Crackhead. Perhaps you could open your mind a fraction to consider there just might be some truth in the metaphysical interpretation of the phenomenon that harmonises with the biological view point.
 
Not actually true at all. I put you on ignore when you corrected my spelling. That's all that happened because of you correcting my spelling. Anything else that "kicked off" wasn't "kicked off" by me, although I did join in (only when someone quoted you). It's possible that someone else kicked off because you corrected my spelling but I doubt it.

Actually, I stand slightly corrected. After I put you ignore I called you a moron in reply to a post from Rockstar & I said "Hahaha! Brilliant. Shut it ya old fool, heavy ignored lol. Away & pretend to look after your wean or something." in response to a comment from you which was quoted by Rockstar. After that, apart from reminding you how the ignore function works, I went back to talking about t-shirts n shit.

As far as I can remember the rest of it all "kicked off" when you started spouting some batshit things about Dan's sleep paralysis. Totally unrelated to any spelling mishaps I may have had earlier in the evening.

Re Dans incubus Crackhead. Perhaps you could open your mind a fraction to consider there just might be some truth in the metaphysical interpretation of the phenomenon that harmonises with the biological view point.

No I couldn't. Next time you speak to a doctor ask him about the possibility of sleep paralysis having something to do with an incubus. He'll probably laugh at you more than I did.
 
This is true. Apart from the implication of the 'most people' bit. Basically you mean Chin Up. Her treatment was deplorable. But by using her to further your 'most people' 'everyones in a clique besides me' arguments devalues the very real and hurtful situation she was put through.

If I'm wrong, tell me. Let's see this MASSIVE list of people who have left BL recently because of Sam's (or whoever's) behaviour.

Properly left? Very few. Pulled back and began posting much less, or post much more infrequently, I can only name one (the rest I am in PM contact with still and I wouldn't violate their privacy). Limpet Chicken was basically chased off the boards, and he had quite a good bit of info on most drug topics to offer. I've seen a couple of other people melt down and leave because of certain people too. Then there's like half a dozen Europeans who are on BL in other sections who ventured into EADD only to leave cus of certain people's bs.
 
Actually, I stand slightly corrected. After I put you ignore I called you a moron in reply to a post from Rockstar & I said "Hahaha! Brilliant. Shut it ya old fool, heavy ignored lol. Away & pretend to look after your wean or something." in response to a comment from you which was quoted by Rockstar. After that, apart from reminding you how the ignore function works, I went back to talking about t-shirts n shit.

As far as I can remember the rest of it all "kicked off" when you started spouting some batshit things about Dan's sleep paralysis. Totally unrelated to any spelling mishaps I may have had earlier in the evening.



No I couldn't. Next time you speak to a doctor ask him about the possibility of sleep paralysis having something to do with an incubus. He'll probably laugh at you more than I did.

I wasn't the first to bring up the subject of incubus's ( incubai or whatever).. I simply shared what helped for me when I had something similar..
I'm sure you'll be ready to try anything if you feel like you're being pinned down and raped by an old hag in your sleep. Just a simple prayer..
ok :)

Oh btw my 'wean' is nearly seventeen and off rock climbing.. thanks for your concern.
 
Properly left? Very few. Pulled back and began posting much less, or post much more infrequently, I can only name one (the rest I am in PM contact with still and I wouldn't violate their privacy).

Where's the 'shrug' emoticon? :\

Limpet Chicken was basically chased off the boards, and he had quite a good bit of info on most drug topics to offer.

Limpet is tough enough (and autistic enough) not to give a fuck about people's reactions to him so I seriously doubt you here. I assumed he was busy building explosives. But, whatever.
 
Oh btw my 'wean' is nearly seventeen and off rock climbing.. thanks for your concern.

No worries. I'm sure the more time she spends out the house the better :)

Limpet is tough enough (and autistic enough) not to give a fuck about people's reactions to him

Lol. He was also a violent racist.


Edit - YPDH, you definitely were the first one to bring up Incubus (shite band btw)

Dan I had an incubus thing going on for about a week. I read somewhere that saying a few sincere Hail Marys before you go to sleep clears them off. I'm not a catholic but the prayers worked :)

I was really intrigued by mine as it happens.
 
Properly left? Very few. Pulled back and began posting much less, or post much more infrequently, I can only name one (the rest I am in PM contact with still and I wouldn't violate their privacy). Limpet Chicken was basically chased off the boards, and he had quite a good bit of info on most drug topics to offer.

That's not what I saw, really. As SHM says he was fairly thick skinned. I remember at least one of his run-ins being down to using racist slurs. Either way he would come and go, and sometimes be absent for long periods, so who's to say that he's not just doing that now?

I've seen a couple of other people melt down and leave because of certain people too. Then there's like half a dozen Europeans who are on BL in other sections who ventured into EADD only to leave cus of certain people's bs.

Do you have any proof of that?

Forums change over time, people come and go, the mood of the forum changes according to who's sticking around. I haven't noticed this mass exodus you seem to be referring to and I'm on here rather frequently!

Lol. He was also a violent racist.

I'm glad he fucked off for whatever reasons, tbh, his lengthy rants about spiking people he didn't like with powerful psychedelics then sticking thousands of used syringes in their dicks left me feeling soiled.
 
Where's the 'shrug' emoticon? :\



Limpet is tough enough (and autistic enough) not to give a fuck about people's reactions to him so I seriously doubt you here. I assumed he was busy building explosives. But, whatever.

Nah he got picked on for not understanding the intricacies of racism, and what constitutes racism, due to his autism, and went into a full on melt down and hasn't really been seen outside of ADD since. Autistics do care, they just don't understand, just in case you wondered. Basically, anyone who requires a bit of understanding and some leeway due to a mental health problem get's chased off.
 
That's your take on it. I think he just felt unwelcome because for whatever reasons he turned a lot of stomachs.
 
That's your take on it. I think he just felt unwelcome because for whatever reasons he turned a lot of stomachs.

Yeah, replace 'for whatever reasons' with 'because he had a mental illness/was different in a way he couldn't help and we couldn't be fucked to be tolerant and look past it' and you're just about there :) You've basically just proven what my point was; Anyone who disagrees with the majority group mentality on here 'turns stomachs' and it is therefore, in your eyes, justified to chase them off.
 
Missed work again today :\ Not sure how I'm gonna get out of this mess, I have a doctors appointment in an hours time, my wages next month are going to be half what they usually are and I'm not going to be able to afford to pay my bills and my rent, it's going to be hard to survive. I need to motivate myself to do something, even if it is preparing all the stuff that I need to throw away or sell and getting it all ready, but I can't motivate myself to get out of bed even. I'll force it to get to the doctors in an hour, when I get back, hopefully she will have given me enough of a kick up the arse to motivate myself to do something, if not then the only option is to just disappear. I really want to get my residency back for america and get out there, seems like that is my only option at the moment, I feel totally trapped and I don't have a clue how to sort myself out. I'm sure I'll manage somehow though.
 
I've got things to do today besides whip this up any further but there's a really wide range of people and personality types in EADD. And yeah, there's a broad spectrum of people with what could be viewed as mental illnesses. They mainly get along. I agree that that chap had some interesting chemistry knowledge and was in some ways fascinating, however he was also obsessed with torture, bombs and firearms and kept rabbiting on about them, in stomach churning detail. He made repeated references to owning guns. I don't want to hang out with someone like that in real life or online. I'm glad he isn't around.

I still completely disagree that he was chased off. He probably just found a nice far right black metal forum to hang out on instead.
 
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