So here I am, on the last days (6th) of my 3-methylfentanyl withdrawal so I can start tapering off the Methadone. I need to be off that shit for 1th September when the school starts or it's fucked.
Anyone wondering about the fentanyl, then I'm from an Eastern Europe country where Heroin was last seen in 2002 because of the 3-methylfentanyl, only opioids available here. You can IV, smoke or snort it. Comes packed in little aluminium foil packages. This type of fentanyl is 600-1000x more potent than Heroin, and pretty short acting so it skyrockets ur tolerance really fast and it's really easy to overdose. I have only smoked it, never IV'd. The general consensus here is that once you IV, you are gone... Impossible to overcome the addiction then.
If anyone wants some more back story on this dope, then BBC did a mayor story few months ago about how this substance has taken over our country and stayed here for 10 years and haven't been found anywhere else (on streets). http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-17524945
Anyway, 1 year ago I got started on 60 ml's of Methadone so I could work, go to school, and maintain. I never stopped using for longer than a few days, and I've been basically using ontop of Methadone the whole time and oh boy, how I wish I'd never gotten started on the done and just smoked the dope. Or just stop the done while I had things going and dope was readily available money wise every day.
Luckily for me I realized that 3 months ago, when someone filled me in on the details what it's like to quit the 'done, that it's retarded to take it (or atleast take it at such high ml's) when I'm smoking dope everyday.
So, during the last 3 months I gradually reduced the Methadone dose from 60 to 45, from 45 to 35, from 35 to 25 (where I am now) without feeling any withdrawal effects because I was on the dope. The fentanyl is extremely short lasting and the W/D's are extreme but last top 8-9 days, so I wish I would have realized it earlier while I still had the monies that I should taper off the 'done completley and sooner.
Right now, I'm on the last days of the dope withdrawal. Every morning when I take the 25ml's of Methadone it definitely eases the withdrawal symptoms. Once the 'done kicks in, and I've taken my medications (1mg clonazepam in the morning, 300mg lyrica, 2mg clonidine, 10mg loperamide/immodium) then the dope withdrawal is basically gone. But after two days, the dope W/D's are definitely over. (the w/d's are def. there, done and the med's are just masking it) And then the hard work starts, I need to start reducing the Methadone on high rate without any other opiods masking it.
I plan on dropping to 15mL's on 16th of July (next week) and I'll see on from there. I've read and heard that people have trouble dropping even 1mg/ml a week so I might have developed a placebo effect that I can drop 10's and 20's of units of the 'done at a time because of the times I did while I smoked dope. But nonetheless I'm planning on doing it and I don't know what awaits for me. I've heard people who CT-ed around 150mL's of done within 10 days of prison time with minimal W/D effects so I hope I belong in that 'miracle' group on who the methadone doesn't have much effect. What makes me wonder that is the thing, that when I dropped the methadone dose, my dope habit stayed the same (huge, I don't know how to compare it to bags of H or w/e) and the 25mL's of Methadone in the end managed to mask my withdrawal effects STILL somewhat when I couldn't get a dose so I could sleep atleast like 6 hours and do work.
I have access to any benzos, antipsychotics, anticonvulsants, low grade painkillers (panacod (30mg codeine); tramadol) and Suboxone being RX-ed, so, if you have any good suggestions for meds or taper plan then fire away please. One thing which I'm really worried about is that I'm running out of Clonidine (last 5-6 pills) and in my country it is a scheduled special order medicine, and the doctor who orders it for me is on summer vacation and returns after 2 weeks, and the Clonidine itself takes 3 weeks to arrive. So at best, I might get the medicine in the last weeks of August...
TL;DR
Currently on 25mL of MMT, 2mg clonazepam a day (1mg in the morning, 1mg in the nights), 300mg lyrica, 2mg clonidine, need to get off fast and be 100% normal on 1th September. Short acting dope is not an option. What med's? How would you recommend to taper? I've heard jumping off of a dose like that takes like 45 days for you to go 100%, so I could go CT or is this a bad idea and fast track to relapse of higher doses of done? I've considered Suboxone but then I'd have to taper off that also. One thing I'm also wondering when one is in 100% withdrawals, what's the usual dose of Lyrica (pregabalin) you take just to be out of it. (Hell, I'm even considerably out of it on 300mg's and I like the drug because it gives me back my appetite, without Lyrica I'm not eating anything)
Sorry for the long read but If anyone has some ideas fire away please.
Anyone wondering about the fentanyl, then I'm from an Eastern Europe country where Heroin was last seen in 2002 because of the 3-methylfentanyl, only opioids available here. You can IV, smoke or snort it. Comes packed in little aluminium foil packages. This type of fentanyl is 600-1000x more potent than Heroin, and pretty short acting so it skyrockets ur tolerance really fast and it's really easy to overdose. I have only smoked it, never IV'd. The general consensus here is that once you IV, you are gone... Impossible to overcome the addiction then.
If anyone wants some more back story on this dope, then BBC did a mayor story few months ago about how this substance has taken over our country and stayed here for 10 years and haven't been found anywhere else (on streets). http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-17524945
Anyway, 1 year ago I got started on 60 ml's of Methadone so I could work, go to school, and maintain. I never stopped using for longer than a few days, and I've been basically using ontop of Methadone the whole time and oh boy, how I wish I'd never gotten started on the done and just smoked the dope. Or just stop the done while I had things going and dope was readily available money wise every day.
Luckily for me I realized that 3 months ago, when someone filled me in on the details what it's like to quit the 'done, that it's retarded to take it (or atleast take it at such high ml's) when I'm smoking dope everyday.
So, during the last 3 months I gradually reduced the Methadone dose from 60 to 45, from 45 to 35, from 35 to 25 (where I am now) without feeling any withdrawal effects because I was on the dope. The fentanyl is extremely short lasting and the W/D's are extreme but last top 8-9 days, so I wish I would have realized it earlier while I still had the monies that I should taper off the 'done completley and sooner.
Right now, I'm on the last days of the dope withdrawal. Every morning when I take the 25ml's of Methadone it definitely eases the withdrawal symptoms. Once the 'done kicks in, and I've taken my medications (1mg clonazepam in the morning, 300mg lyrica, 2mg clonidine, 10mg loperamide/immodium) then the dope withdrawal is basically gone. But after two days, the dope W/D's are definitely over. (the w/d's are def. there, done and the med's are just masking it) And then the hard work starts, I need to start reducing the Methadone on high rate without any other opiods masking it.
I plan on dropping to 15mL's on 16th of July (next week) and I'll see on from there. I've read and heard that people have trouble dropping even 1mg/ml a week so I might have developed a placebo effect that I can drop 10's and 20's of units of the 'done at a time because of the times I did while I smoked dope. But nonetheless I'm planning on doing it and I don't know what awaits for me. I've heard people who CT-ed around 150mL's of done within 10 days of prison time with minimal W/D effects so I hope I belong in that 'miracle' group on who the methadone doesn't have much effect. What makes me wonder that is the thing, that when I dropped the methadone dose, my dope habit stayed the same (huge, I don't know how to compare it to bags of H or w/e) and the 25mL's of Methadone in the end managed to mask my withdrawal effects STILL somewhat when I couldn't get a dose so I could sleep atleast like 6 hours and do work.
I have access to any benzos, antipsychotics, anticonvulsants, low grade painkillers (panacod (30mg codeine); tramadol) and Suboxone being RX-ed, so, if you have any good suggestions for meds or taper plan then fire away please. One thing which I'm really worried about is that I'm running out of Clonidine (last 5-6 pills) and in my country it is a scheduled special order medicine, and the doctor who orders it for me is on summer vacation and returns after 2 weeks, and the Clonidine itself takes 3 weeks to arrive. So at best, I might get the medicine in the last weeks of August...
TL;DR
Currently on 25mL of MMT, 2mg clonazepam a day (1mg in the morning, 1mg in the nights), 300mg lyrica, 2mg clonidine, need to get off fast and be 100% normal on 1th September. Short acting dope is not an option. What med's? How would you recommend to taper? I've heard jumping off of a dose like that takes like 45 days for you to go 100%, so I could go CT or is this a bad idea and fast track to relapse of higher doses of done? I've considered Suboxone but then I'd have to taper off that also. One thing I'm also wondering when one is in 100% withdrawals, what's the usual dose of Lyrica (pregabalin) you take just to be out of it. (Hell, I'm even considerably out of it on 300mg's and I like the drug because it gives me back my appetite, without Lyrica I'm not eating anything)
Sorry for the long read but If anyone has some ideas fire away please.
