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Trying Ecstacy for the 1st time

Blighted said:
Be sure to understand the risks and harm reduction techniques - supplements and avoiding redosing.

MDMA is neurotoxic, and you will find many here who wish they had never touched it because they have lost their memory and happiness.

If you decide to proceed, stick to your guns about dose and spacing - not always easy surrounded by x-heads.
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iv NEVER heard of someone saying they wish they never touched it. anyone feel this way about MDMA?
 
sukoto said:
Have you ever been nervous while speaking in public? Sweaty hands, butterflies in the stomach. That sort of thing.
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That's exactly how I would describe my come ups. I feel fidgety and a little nervous, but it's nothing too bad. I would even describe as just being "nervously excited." Yeah, I'm a little anxious and have butterflies in my stomach, but I'm also excited as fuck for what's about to happen.

Some people do get bad come ups, but it's nothing like what you're describing OP. Just have someone there to take your mind off of what's going on and before you know it any anxiety will have completely passed.
 
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Pac_man86 said:
My main concern is freaking out or losing it, passing out, vomiting etc especialy if im with my friends i dont want to look like an idiot and embarass myself!!
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I dont't thinky you'll freak out but being a little nervous is normal the first time. I bet most people felt that way, me included. However, after the first signs of the xtc started kinking in I just told myself 'fuck it, I'm feeling pretty good and I'll be fine'.

Passing out is extremely hard to do. Just don't drink any alcohol at all (which I prefer to keep the feeling as pure as possible) or drink just one or two beers before you start rolling and nothing should go wrong.

You can however vomit. I usually don't have this problem myself but it does happen sometimes to some people and since most people know this your friends shouldn't think you're an idiot or they are stupid.

And don't worry about feeling embarrased. Just take the right dose for the first time, drink enough water, enjoy the feeling and do what you feel like doing. :)
 
Thanks for all ur support guys, im thinking about not doing it when im out in a club as i might get a bit overwhelmed so im thinkin of taking it at home and just taking 1/2 and if i feel ok then take the 2nd half! I want to be able to experience everything! Having a shower, playing with my puppy, trying different fruits, listening to different types of music etc... Some mates have sed not to do this coz itll be a waste but i feel safe at home and its my comfort zone so i cant see a problem with it...
 
Pac_man86 said:
Thanks for all ur support guys, im thinking about not doing it when im out in a club as i might get a bit overwhelmed so im thinkin of taking it at home and just taking 1/2 and if i feel ok then take the 2nd half! I want to be able to experience everything! Having a shower, playing with my puppy, trying different fruits, listening to different types of music etc... Some mates have sed not to do this coz itll be a waste but i feel safe at home and its my comfort zone so i cant see a problem with it...
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You'll still enjoy it at home but i'd agree that its a waste. My first time was at a rave and it wasn't overwhelming at all, it was pure bliss. While up I remember telling my friend that I was in full control but felt so much love, empathy and connection with everyone, its really what i'd recommend for your first time. I even text my dealer confessing my love for him and I don't know him at all - lol. That night changed my life for the good.

Remember another quote to my friend, who was sober btw, 'These are my children, I love them all.' I'm a massive melt, but its just an undescribable feeling - the people, lights, music you love and MDMA are just <3.
 
Rolling at home is a waste? lmao.

It's the BEST to roll at home with a few of your closest friends.... sitting around a hookah or just throwing your own mini rave... those have been my best rolls.


I wouldn't take a half though... especially if you're by yourself at home. Might as well get the most out of it if you're in that setting!
 
Folley said:
Rolling at home is a waste? lmao.

It's the BEST to roll at home with a few of your closest friends.... sitting around a hookah or just throwing your own mini rave... those have been my best rolls.


I wouldn't take a half though... especially if you're by yourself at home. Might as well get the most out of it if you're in that setting!
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I'd say rolling at home is a waste yeah, each to their own though.
 
JWills20 said:
I'd say rolling at home is a waste yeah, each to their own though.
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yeah see im the same way... rolling only holds the appeal when im out in a club or at a festival... the few times i have done it at a house we did it all up with lasers and spots and strobes and stuff to make it like a club...

to OP.. as long as you have someone with you that can keep an eye on you for the first 15 minutes (during the come up) you'll be fine... the come up can cause anxiety and in a small percentage of people it can be pretty scary but its all just a side effect when the serotonin starts to be released... once that passes its pure awesomeness for the next few hours...
 
You may start to feel anxious as it begins creeping up on you. Just realize you are about to have the best moment of the best day of your life and "roll" with it, lol, sorry couldnt resist lame pun. Anyways, even if you cant suppress the nervousness it will go away as the roll hits. Yes, if your Gf is down to roll then DO IT! Have yourself a good time sir. I want to hear a follow up on how your roll went.
 
Folley said:
I'd say you've missed out on a giant portion of the MDMA high then... it's not just a social drug... you can use it to achieve inner peace and tranquility...

I use it almost as a psychedelic
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ahh i already got the inner peace thing going on in spades... but now i understand why some people have the inclination to roll at home...
 
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