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moths2flame

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So I've got three questions here for you.
Please answer each individual question before moving onto the next.

1) What is your Drug Of Choice? or better yet, what are your top three?

2) Why?

Especially if you are currently addicted to any particular substance. What qualities of this drug caught your interest the most? Does it enhance your personality? Does it put things into perspective for you? Does it make life easier? Or maybe it just feels really, really, really good.

3) And now I know, it may sound a little wack, but just use your imagination here. What if somebody offered a way of living that could allow you to have all of these delicious benefits completely naturally without relying on a substance? The only catch is that it would take a year of strong discipline, reconditioning and sobriety. Would you take him up on his offer?

:? :? 8) 8o

Visualize it. Take EVERY positive aspect you can think of about your ideal high. Imagine you at your best. Feeling the best you've ever felt. What if you could be like that all the time? Is that worth a year of your life? Would you quit all drugs and distractions?
:D

Really think about this for a second. (= Your opinion means allot to me here.

=D<3=D
 
My favorite was MDMA, GHB, and LSD(on a good day).

Why?

I desired the intense level of confidence, compassion, and love I was able to tap into while high on these drugs.
 
Hahahaha lmfao!! Sorry, I should've known this was gonna come off like that.
No I am not. I am in the process of developing a coaching/conditioning product that uses a very unknown yet powerful technique for reaching inner wellness and fulfillment. Oddly enough, after getting familiar with this thechnique and adding it into my daily life, I lost all urge or tendency to get high. Life just feels so good already. (= So I am currently seeking what tribe I should market too. What people that speak my language. And before I can put it on the market, I would like to get lots of peoples opinions on the whole idea. I'm seeking clarity here

Sorry if I sketched yall out. lol, was not my intention.
 
I like stimulants because they have a way of making me focus so much on the "now" that I have no cares for anything other than that. Sometimes I don't even care where I am of how I'm sitting, it's just that freaking second that you're at and nothing more exists before or after.
 
DOC opiates
Why. Euphoria and my back is damaged to the point it takes over an hour 2 get out of bed and have difficulties even walking.
If I could feel euphoric AND pain free the rest of my life u bet ur ass I would. I wouldn't wanna be nodding out constantly; but otherwise. Why the hell not lol. If I wanted 2 nod I'd just do small amounts of opiates since I'm "already high" 24/7 lmfao
 
1. Uppers and LSD

2. All anxieties,worries and everything gone. Allows me to enjoy myself when I'm out. Tripping is just fun, hard to describe why really.

3. Nope, would kill the fun of it. Too much of anything leads to getting used to it so it becomes norm and nothing special. I only use drugs every once in a while, more of a reward for me working,studying my ass off.
 
1. Opiates and Weed

2. I smoke weed on a daily basis because of the mindset it puts me in and pain seems to just disappear. Also, all my friends are stoners so that's all we do. I become much more talkative after I've smoked, and opening up on stu but I only do Opiates every now and then for that "perfect" feeling I crave from them. Opiates seem to put me in a trance if I do enough and I like the nod... alot...

3. No, at least not now in this point in my life. I've gone sober longer than a year (dead sober) for personal reasons and it was fine and dandy but I wouldn't quit in hopes of an everlasting high. I'm fine the way I am :D
 
moths2flame said:
1) What is your Drug Of Choice? or better yet, what are your top three?

2) Why?

Especially if you are currently addicted to any particular substance. What qualities of this drug caught your interest the most? Does it enhance your personality? Does it put things into perspective for you? Does it make life easier? Or maybe it just feels really, really, really good.

3) And now I know, it may sound a little wack, but just use your imagination here. What if somebody offered a way of living that could allow you to have all of these delicious benefits completely naturally without relying on a substance? The only catch is that it would take a year of strong discipline, reconditioning and sobriety. Would you take him up on his offer?

:? :? 8) 8o

Visualize it. Take EVERY positive aspect you can think of about your ideal high. Imagine you at your best. Feeling the best you've ever felt. What if you could be like that all the time? Is that worth a year of your life? Would you quit all drugs and distractions?
:D

Really think about this for a second. (= Your opinion means allot to me here.

=D<3=D
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1. My top three are cannabis, LSD and DMT. If I was forced to choose one I'd go with LSD as my "drug of choice" even though I'm a lifestyle stoner and a hopeless ganja addict.

2. It's hard to describe, but it gives me the most profound euphoria, stimulation, a sense of wonder, and a visionary state which I find to be comfortable in most settings (which is not something I'd say about psychedelics in general, I'm quite particular about the company and place I'm tripping in - except on acid). The world looks beautiful, my body feels supercharged with a warm electricity, and dancing feels heavenly. I love the intense synesthesia, as well as the ability to think visually - I can immediately draw a sophisticated mental picture or diagram of any given thought. On LSD it often feels as though I can make things happen, appear, explode, or do whatever I want with the sheer power of mind.

3. Absolutely not. Firstly, it is not a state suited to everyday life. Second, with LSD's negligible toxicity, I have no problem whatsoever ingesting it whenever I want to achieve said state. Finally, I would be making a lot of sacrifices during the following year, only to be able to achieve something I can already do quite easily.
 
1) Weed, alcohol and cocaine/amphetamines/meth are the ones i use the most often, but i also have a large interest in psychedelics, which were initially my drug class of choice, but due to limited availability, i haven't been able to use them as frequently.

2) Weed helps me sleep and think creatively, while alcohol helps with my mild social anxiety, and cocaine/amps help me be awake and alert, as well as provide some serious euphoria.

3) Newp. Drugs are tools, and are not something i want to feel the effects of every single second of my life. Having said that, I would definitely give drugs up for a year to feel really great for the rest of my life, just not to be on a perpetual "natural high".
 
1) Opiates

2) I like feeling no pain, both physically and mentally. I also like how it makes me really enjoy conversing with people and being very nice and helping them.

3) No. If my high became my normal then it would take away from the reasons why I take the drug and enjoy it. The most pleasurable things in life come from relief. Think about it. Taking a piss after holding it for a while feels amazing, as does taking a huge dump. So going from physical and/or mental pain to feeling no physical pain as well as complete relief from any emotional problems is what makes the high so great. Even if I could feel high forever without taking a year to figure it out I would still say no. I talk too much while high, and smoke too many damn cigarettes too! That's why I prefer to keep this feeling down to a few times a week, for 6 hours at a time.
 
Tommyboy said:
Taking a piss after holding it for a while feels amazing, as does taking a huge dump. So going from physical and/or mental pain to feeling no physical pain as well as complete relief from any emotional problems is what makes the high so great. Even if I could feel high forever without taking a year to figure it out I would still say no. I talk too much while high, and smoke too many damn cigarettes too! That's why I prefer to keep this feeling down to a few times a week, for 6 hours at a time.
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Couldn't have said it better. +1
 
Tommyboy said:
1) Opiates

2) I like feeling no pain, both physically and mentally. I also like how it makes me really enjoy conversing with people and being very nice and helping them.

3) No. If my high became my normal then it would take away from the reasons why I take the drug and enjoy it. The most pleasurable things in life come from relief. Think about it. Taking a piss after holding it for a while feels amazing, as does taking a huge dump. So going from physical and/or mental pain to feeling no physical pain as well as complete relief from any emotional problems is what makes the high so great. Even if I could feel high forever without taking a year to figure it out I would still say no. I talk too much while high, and smoke too many damn cigarettes too! That's why I prefer to keep this feeling down to a few times a week, for 6 hours at a time.
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I've used this exact analogy to try and describe heroin to somebody.
 
1. opiates & cannabis. (don't really have a 3rd... if i did i would have to say MDMA, but there are just too many negative effects i.e. the come down to even consider this as my 'top' which is kinda funny bec my name is "thizFreckles" (made this account when i was a heavy MDMA user/raver 8))

2. i'm not sure why i started doing opiates in the first place. i'm naturally an outgoing & down to earth person, i don't need drugs to socialize, etc. i just really really really love the high. & the nod... oh god do i love that nod. pure bliss, like everything is ok. it's just a nice escape from reality. i just wish nodding didn't make people look so ugly...

2. yes. all negative effects aside (tolerance, WD's, etc.) i would do this in a heartbeat. like someone else stated though, i wouldn't want to be super high (nodding) everyday of my life. just enough to keep me feeling that lovely body high that opiates give.

moths2flame said:
I am in the process of developing a coaching/conditioning product that uses a very unknown yet powerful technique for reaching inner wellness and fulfillment. Oddly enough, after getting familiar with this thechnique and adding it into my daily life, I lost all urge or tendency to get high. Life just feels so good already. (= So I am currently seeking what tribe I should market too. What people that speak my language. And before I can put it on the market, I would like to get lots of peoples opinions on the whole idea.
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um... this seems kinda sketchy to me. how exactly are you developing this 'miracle' formula you speak of? are you some kind of chemist? are you trying to get it FDA approved? & how can you possibly create a natural substance that gives you the same effects of someone's DOC?

sorry so many questions... just very curious on how you are trying to do this when ever drug user has very specific things they like about their DOC & i just don't see how you can create just ONE compound to create this 'natural' high... unless it's just a substance that takes away your cravings, etc. but from what you asked in question 3, you are literally saying that your product will give you that HIGH. hmmm... :?

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um... this seems kinda sketchy to me. how exactly are you developing this 'miracle' formula you speak of? are you some kind of chemist? are you trying to get it FDA approved? & how can you possibly create a natural substance that gives you the same effects of someone's DOC?

sorry so many questions... just very curious on how you are trying to do this when ever drug user has very specific things they like about their DOC & i just don't see how you can create just ONE compound to create this 'natural' high... unless it's just a substance that takes away your cravings, etc. but from what you asked in question 3, you are literally saying that your product will give you that HIGH. hmmm... :?

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I'm sorry, but I did not intend this program for you guys. I just wanted your opinions. I know you are content doing what you are doing and I fully respect your way of life. But let me answer your questions in the simplest way possible.



First of all, I am not creating a 'miracle' natural drug, or ""natural high"". I am not a chemist and this has very little to do with chemistry as far as i'm concerned. What I am creating is a form of energetic healing/therapy that I found to be pure gold.
Sorry for the lack of clarity.

Second.. I will explain my perception a little bit so you understand where I am coming from. Every drug user out there (and 99% of human beings on this planet) are seeking a particular feeling (or maybe multiple feelings). What draws a drug user (or overeater, porn addict, ect) to a certain high is actually a certain piece of bliss that they have been neglected throughout their lives. You see, life was men't to be pure bliss and ecstasy. If you were living in a completely clear perception of reality, everything would be absolutely perfect from your perception. There would be no "high" to seek because you are absolutely perfect. But unfortunately our perception has been clouded.We no longer experience perfection,instead we experience a lack of that. But then we find something that stimulates some sort of a chemical reaction within our bodies that allows us finally see from the crystal clear lenses. It may come with some side effects, but what truly matters is the fact that we are finally experiencing life as completely perfect. Sometimes we chase a high that no longer works because we knew at one point it was a magnificent solution to these unnecessary problems (remember, all ""problems"" are merely misperceptions).

But inevitably the magic where's off. The chemical reaction dissipates, the fun subsides and there you are back to your old shitty ways of seeing life. You yearn for more. You need that clarity. You need that feeling of everything being perfect. It's your damn birthright. Soo, it only seems logical to get high, and deal with the bullshit that comes with it, because hey! Its probably worth it.

But imagine this. Imagine feeling absolutely perfect, all the time, everywhere, no matter what? Wouldn't that just be fantastic? Well let me break you in on a little secret here, that's the way life was always men't to be. When you are holistically stable, that's just the way life is. Then you are free to be and feel whatever the hell you want. You've gained control over your life. You've taken back the steering wheel. You've cleaned off the glasses lens.

That feeling of relief, openness, the pleasure, the euphoria, the sense of wonder, being present to the NOW, connecting fully with others, the love, the confidence, the feelings of comfort and security, whatever it is. These are all pieces of perfection that you may or may not be missing. You've been searching and searching for it, you've just had a poor map. With the proper map, you may discover that this piece just might be a hell of a lot closer than you think.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
I've used this exact analogy to try and describe heroin to somebody.
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I think that opiates/opioids would be used a lot less often if they didn't cause dependence, which makes people have to use it just to stay well. I know that whenever I get a decent amount of good highs in a relatively short period of time, I get a little sick of it and I'm a lot more likely to take a break after getting really high. It's when dope is hit or miss that I seem to use more since I am chasing the high, but after a slew of highs I am ready for a break. That's why I would never want to be high 24/7.

It's like how people that go on vacation will eventually want to leave even paradise to come home, or why people that retire will go back to work. You need a good dose of reality here to make getting high a better experience.
 
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