Regional Heroin Discussion v15

[maxalfie]

Scored some quite nice gear earlier. Fairly dark brown in colour and quite a fine powder with no lumps.
Had a nice gouch off 2 bags so still not top notch but getting there.
The bloke I got it from has only been out of prison for for dealing for about 10 days & he's already back to dealing again.
Got to admire his dedication I guess.

 

[strungout2010]

Good news, everybody!

from Blake7's link:
"But the UNODC warns that the effect of the Afghan poppy blight may be short-lived. It says Afghanistan has now returned to high levels of opium production, and that rises in poppy cultivation have also taken place in Burma and Laos."
Pleasepleaseplease let this be true.

Oh it true allright has been like it for at least the last crop, but us poor fuckers will still end up with the dregs , it's them lucky ruskys and all the bordering stans that will get the cream.
But we can still live in hope !
And brims I get that same thing from my gear , I have to have a boot to get motivated to do anything ,specially round the house. I read somthing once about heroin metabolism don't know if any one can shed any light on it ?

 

[maxalfie]

It does same for me Strungout,after I had my smoke earlier I had to get up do the washing up, empty my bedroom & kitchen bins and polish my bedside table and bedroom mirror.
Once that was done I could sit down and relax into my gouch.
It is weird how gear gives you some get up & go before chilling you out.
I would love to know the reason for it.

 

[strungout2010]

I know mate its a bit of a strange one. But I deffently read somthing once about heroin making people very productive , burrows had it kurt cobain hadit ,and most of our other junkie heroes did. My heads like empty shell these days but I'm sure someone like Charlie or Blondin could shed some light on it.
From what I can remember it was really interesting. And iv used it as an excuse for years for my own habbit. Lol

 

[SteveSircull]

PAYDAY! And I have a day off! As of 20.00hrs yesterday the kit by me was still decent so I'm off for a full english followed by a shopping spree on Weed, Hash, Bees, Whites and Blu Rays. Summertime has finnally arrived Sircull Stylee

 

[blondin]

@S.O The reason heroin give so much energy is pretty straight forward. Your brain produces natural opiates on it's own...these are what controls our pain and helps us feel good. Your brain also has natural opiate receptors....and when you injure yourself, or exercise, your brain releases these natural opiate endorphins into the receptors to help you feel better.

When you take heroin/opiates, it's like dump truck unloaded a huge load of endorphins into your brain, causing euphoria, making you feel great, and producing all that energy. In time, you develop extra receptors to handle all the extra opiate endorphins you're feeding it, and your brains natural endorphin production stops, and that is why we feel so bad when we don't take enough or stop taking them, and why it takes so long to feel better after stopping taking opiates. Those extra receptors need to calm down and our endorphin factory needs to start working again...and that is why exercise is so crucial to healing after a detox....exercise tells the endorphin factory it needs to start working again, and helps it to do so....ever so slowly. This is why long term heavy addicts may take months or years to recover, and some NEVER will recover. None of us will gte back to our original state before we used opiates if you have been on gear for many years - but thats not to say you cant get close and of course get the benefits of a drug free life style.

 

[strungout2010]

Thanks blondin that's makes a whole lot of sence , one thing you spoke about is somthing that scares the shit out of me. I don't remember a time in my life when I hav'nt used heroin as a crutch for everything ,iv used to morn ,celebrate , when I'm happy and when I'm sad. Im honestly scared of a life without it , I just wouldn't know how to deal with those feelings.

 

[blondin]

Thanks blondin that's makes a whole lot of sence , one thing you spoke about is somthing that scares the shit out of me. I don't remember a time in my life when I hav'nt used heroin as a crutch for everything ,iv used to morn ,celebrate , when I'm happy and when I'm sad. Im honestly scared of a life without it , I just wouldn't know how to deal with those feelings.

I always remember coming off the gear C/T and about 4 days in i was watching Neighbors and Bouncer (the dog) got shot in a horrific hunting accident - balled like a baby for an hour. Heroin blocks your emotions and when you come off it they come flooding back and are all over the place but in time they balance out.

 

[pinkpapaver]

^^^^^

there ya go. proof that blondin knows what he's talkin about....bouncer the dog. that was a very long time ago.. yep without gear i become a blubbering fool also. it is either a blubbering fool or a giggling fool . cry at anything, laugh at anything..

so ..i know what you mean it is a scary thought thinking about not smoking gear. very scary thought.

ive said it b4 and il say t again its so good to be able to pass comment on the ups and downs and ins and outs of life as a lil ole bag head :D

 

[PapaverSom]

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-18594553

Good fuckin link Blake, thanks:D


The one time I stopped using gear music suddenly started to really blow me away, like giving me the chills and giving me goosebumps etc. I still love my music, but its amazing how much our emotions are blunted constantly by the opiates...a good thing for some myself included I think, but its easy to forget that thats the case sometimes. I also get scared at the thought of a life without opiates, I just feel I'd be a very different person. Im much more patient than I used to be before gear (also a good thing) which has resulted in me getting on a lot better with certain people generally and being better at work. This is also kinda good tho cos I stick up for myself now and tend to speak my mind more, less fearful of the consequences. Obviously there are drawbacks though Im a lot more fearless I think and so sometimes take silly risks and praps dont have the same kinda self preservation thing I used to. But yeah, overall I dare say heroin has actually made me more well-rounded and balanced on the whole. Never really thoght about it b4

Good fuckin link Blake, thanks:D


The one time I stopped using gear music suddenly started to really blow me away, like giving me the chills and giving me goosebumps etc. I still love my music, but its amazing how much our emotions are blunted constantly by the opiates...a good thing for some myself included I think, but its easy to forget that thats the case sometimes. I also get scared at the thought of a life without opiates, I just feel I'd be a very different person. Im much more patient than I used to be before gear (also a good thing) which has resulted in me getting on a lot better with certain people generally and being better at work. This is also kinda good tho cos I stick up for myself now and tend to speak my mind more, less fearful of the consequences. Obviously there are drawbacks though Im a lot more fearless I think and so sometimes take silly risks and praps dont have the same kinda self preservation thing I used to. But yeah, overall I dare say heroin has actually made me more well-rounded and balanced on the whole. Never really thoght about it b4

On another note, fuckin weather! I hear Brum, coventry and wolverhampton have flooded and its fuckin twatting down ere in Nottingham. Rained off work cant lay slabs in this shit. Was sheltering in the clients garage earlier counting the time between lightning and thunder and suddenly it was directly over us, the brightest fuckin flash of lightning I ever seen and the loudest crack - the alarm two houses down got set off so I reckon it mighta struck the house. Fuckin loved havin a boot in me van though after work with it fuckin pelting down!

 

[pinkpapaver]

On another note, fuckin weather! I hear Brum, coventry and wolverhampton have flooded and its fuckin twatting down ere in Nottingham. Rained off work cant lay slabs in this shit. Was sheltering in the clients garage earlier counting the time between lightning and thunder and suddenly it was directly over us, the brightest fuckin flash of lightning I ever seen and the loudest crack - the alarm two houses down got set off so I reckon it mighta struck the house. Fuckin loved havin a boot in me van though after work with it fuckin pelting down!

dry now. at about 10am it looked like there was an eclipse. it was darker than the eclipse was up here. it was some heavy rain. glad iwent and did my picking last night and glad i dint put the washingout last night. the weather eh? where would we be without it?

 

[PapaverSom]

dry now. at about 10am it looked like there was an eclipse. it was darker than the eclipse was up here. it was some heavy rain. glad iwent and did my picking last night and glad i dint put the washingout last night. the weather eh? where would we be without it?

Yes indeed Pinky me old mucker, without the weather we would be right royally screwed!
On topic, I scored last thursday ands its the same again, pale tan fluffy powder with an orangey tint on the jimmy, which has been around for a LONG time now! Its good and I cant complain about it, it does the job but is nowt special but I wont knock it cos its decent kit with a decent cut at a very decent price, which holds you for quite a while. 6.5 outta 10 Blondins. After this latest binge I'll probably hang fire for a bit until something new and better comes along. I liked that new report from the UNODC as it too seems to hint that opium production is rising steadily again and reassures me that quality in this country is slowly but steadily on the increase, and that before long we might just all be scoring top notch tackle

 

[strungout2010]

FUCKING RAIN ? Iv been shirt off sunglases, shorts and birkenstocks on, sweating like a rapist all day , hardly health & safety garms but that's the beauty of being self imployed and NO Site work .
we're also doin A patio papaversom , I'm glad people are fucking them rotten decked areas off and reverting back to patio's at least you don't get rats , foxes and over scabby vermin under a patio..... That's our selling point anyway !

The emotional part of getting cleen is a right motherfucker, One time in rehab they made us do a harms exercise , it involved writing out the 5 most harmful things you'd done while using , then you had to read it out to a group of 10 other patients.
I was 4th in line but was sobing like a baby after the second person, I ripped my up my paperwork and left the rehab and was in a pub within 30 mins. I was in Plymouth and it took my mrs 6 hours to drive down to Get me ( she was rather angry to say the least )
That fucking harms shit caused me more upset and distress than my using ever did.
And these places are ment to help.
I won't even bother goin into all the N/A bollocks now , but that was the biggest fuckin joke goin , loads of cunts telling war stories that were a fucking joke. Not even Proper habits, and were just brain washed (ALMOST) fucking dummy's.
That's only my take on N/A , I'm sure it works for some ( wouldnt want to meet them though )
I appreciate that everybody's personal low is different but half these cunts hadn't even had what half of us would consider a chaotic life style !
And the funniest thing for me was the amont of tee & coffee these fuckers drank ,it was like there new addiction. And most of them were doing ther upmost best to to get themselfs cancer.
Yep I can definitely say N/A , is not for me.

 

[SteveSircull]

PAYDAY! And I have a day off! As of 20.00hrs yesterday the kit by me was still decent so I'm off for a full english followed by a shopping spree on Weed, Hash, Bees, Whites and Blu Rays. Summertime has finnally arrived Sircull Stylee

And the day has lived up to all my hopes and asperations, the only issue being of course the weather. I was in north wolverhampton parked up around 10am waiting for the kit, it went the darkest I've ever seen on a daytime (apart from plymouth in the 99 eclipse of course) then as the light started to filer back through the heavens opened. 2 minutes later the fella turned up and i opened the door of the car it was like someone had thrown a bucket of water over me. In the 7 seconds it took me to do the deal I was completely drenched from head to toe, and I had to go straight home to change before carrying on with my missions. I had to change my route and do u - turns 3 or 4 times due to flooded road - i must have seen at least 5 cars stranded in deep floodwater over the course of the next 20 mins. Ive never seen rain like it in the UK I imagine thats what its like in the Amerocan midwest where they have those superthunderstorms that create the tornados and the tennis ball size hailstones

 

[blondin]

thats mental - saw a tiny drop of rain but mostly sun n cloud and incredibly humid.

Waiting on a lump that looks like i will have to get tomorrow - fucking drug dealers whats wrong with 9-5 eh..eh..?

 

[hooks]

Proper rain here too. The thunder and lightning along with the rain noise sounded great in bed this morning (afternoon).

Not scored for a few days despite it being my birthday recently. I'm super pissed off with crap gear. Yeah, there's gear in it but if I spend £60 then I expect to get a nod at least!! I did get a call off an old dealer today who has just started up again and so I might go check him to see if it's anything other than crap but I'm not holding my breath on that one.

Regarding Bouncer, I named one of my pets after him in memorial. Bouncer was cool.

 

[strungout2010]

Edit hooks ..........Regarding Bouncer, I named one of my pets after him in memorial. Bouncer was cool.

Yeah man ,he was well cool , why they have to go and fucking shoot him though.
What a picture it paints of Blondin & pinky sobbing like a couple of baby's , just as well it wasn't toadfish , the daytime Soap junkies would of took to the streets.

 

[blondin]

Edit hooks ..........Regarding Bouncer, I named one of my pets after him in memorial. Bouncer was cool.

Yeah man ,he was well cool , why they have to go and fucking shoot him though.
What a picture it paints of Blondin & pinky sobbing like a couple of baby's , just as well it wasn't toadfish , the daytime Soap junkies would of took to the streets.

I use to share a flat with a mate which was a coke/smack shack and we use to watch the lunchtime neighbors and H a A and the repeat in the evening.
Poor the Bouncer....sniff still makes me well up.

Got my lump today same light coloured rock - lush gear and even a wee bit cheaper.

 

[PapaverSom]

Edit hooks ..........Regarding Bouncer, I named one of my pets after him in memorial. Bouncer was cool.

Yeah man ,he was well cool , why they have to go and fucking shoot him though.
What a picture it paints of Blondin & pinky sobbing like a couple of baby's , just as well it wasn't toadfish , the daytime Soap junkies would of took to the streets.

Yeah I can still picture poor lil Bouncer in me mind's eye, the sorry little bastad ;-( He was a nice healthy golden retriever weren't he? Umm yeah neighbours, or just 'burrs as I used o call it. I was fuckin hooked on it for most of me life, and probably was most into it during the ganja years. Neighbours, a fat spliff and a massive fuckin brew (tea not beer at the time), it was literally the highlight of my day, escapism at its fuckin best! Shit thats sad. ( 6 times outta ten I'd watch the fuckin repeat 'n all, WHY!? If only I could go back and tell me young self to get a fuckin life! ;-( After thinking I'd be a 'Burrs addict to the day I die I finally kicked the habit for good wen it went over to channel 5. Fave character ever, probably Joe Mangel, legend.

Yeah I can still picture poor lil Bouncer in me mind's eye, the sorry little bastad ;-( He was a nice healthy golden retriever weren't he? Umm yeah neighbours, or just 'burrs as I used o call it. I was fuckin hooked on it for most of me life, and probably was most into it during the ganja years. Neighbours, a fat spliff and a massive fuckin brew (tea not beer at the time), it was literally the highlight of my day, escapism at its fuckin best! Shit thats sad. ( 6 times outta ten I'd watch the fuckin repeat 'n all, WHY!? If only I could go back and tell me young self to get a fuckin life! ;-( After thinking I'd be a 'Burrs addict to the day I die I finally kicked the habit for good wen it went over to channel 5. Fave character ever, probably Joe Mangel, legend.

Bluelight not letting me edit my posts, or post new posts its only lettin me quote my previous post?
Just wanted to say I wish Bouncer would come back to life and get into a scrap wi that little cunt Rebus, and tear the fuckin bastad limb by limb lol. Sorry for the language but I fuckin hate Rebus, the little fucker. I bet that dogs actually got a huge price tag on its head no jokes. He'll get his comeuppence

 

[pinkpapaver]

thats mental - saw a tiny drop of rain but mostly sun n cloud and incredibly humid.

proof of yer bs blondin

any way... guess what i found on my travels today? £5 bags in the old styleee. nice :D

@hooks. thin yer on the wrong side of the expressway mates.. andif yous are looking for good daytime telly you should watch doctors. failing that this time of year you boys can all enjoy your womens tennis.

one of my mates met harold bishop and he tried to slip her his tongue. have i put you off your dinner now ?