artsyfartsygirl
Greenlighter
So I'm new to this site, and I recently took molly for my very first time and I've been curiously searching through forums to learn more about it. I just wanted to share my experience. The molly my friends and I were sold was kind of a light tan powder. I don't know much about pure/unpure molly but I heard that pure molly was white. So I wanted to share my situation in order to get some feedback on if my experience was normal.
So we were at a music festival and it was about 10:00p.m. and a random guy approached us with little bags of molly
We bought it and one by one licked our index fingers, dipped them in the bag and placed it on our tongues. Needless to say, it was disgusting - very bitter. It seemed like it was hitting everyone but me, so I decided to take another dip and lick.
I knew when it finally hit me because I had the feeling of butterflies in my stomach - like nervous butterflies but I wasn't nervous. I was just really excited. To be honest I don't remember a whole lot about the very beginning when it hit me. I just remember being told to make sure I was drinking lots of water. We were at Red Hot Chili Peppers at the time and it was raining. I remember having to ask to make sure it was raining because I wasn't sure if that was just my body tingling or what. I had to pee in the middle of the show so the group split up and I remember just cutting in front of everyone in the very long line, walking through and helping myself to the potty. After the show was over a huge puddle of mud caught my eye and I started mumbling about it and how I wanted to go walk through it. My friend had to pull me away from it I was kind of disappointed to be honest.
After this (and I truly can't remember enough to know if I'm telling this is the right order - for some reason I have forgotten a lot about the first parts of my experience) we went to the porta potties again and I felt bad about the last time so we stood in line. It felt like forever and I kept zoning out, then I would hear my friends trying to talk to me and laughing because I wasn't responding. Then, my eyes would suddenly come into focus and I would be slightly coherent, then I'd look at my friends and just start laughing. Laughing so hard, it was the greatest feeling ever. But, I also felt like no one around me was on my level, or that everyone around me was like "wtf are these girls on right now?" Anyway, this zoning in and out thing happened a lot it seemed like - my eyes would randomly focus and then the laughing thing too.
After our bathroom break we went to fill up our camelbacks and I was very persistent in making sure I drank lots of water. Although, I think I may have drank a little too much. Oh and I forgot to mention, before we took the molly I had taken a few shots of rum. But anyway, we got to the next stage and it was going to be awhile for the next show to start. We were sitting for sooo long it seemed like. I kept getting the butterfly feeling, and it was okay at first but then it really started to bother me. I was sitting there on the ground for who knows how long and the cute little feeling in my stomach turned into nausea. I didn't know what to do so I kept drinking water. A friend of mine had just bought some macaroni and I saw her eating it and asked for a bite. Eating that macaroni was one of the weirdest feelings I have ever felt in my mouth. It's like my mind was only aware of what was in my mouth, and I really can't even explain it. After that I took a few, probably about 6 or so very big gulps of water. Sat there for awhile..and it didn't seem like much time had passed, but that nausea really hit me then. Good thing earlier before that I had spotted a trashcan about 10 ft. away. I just got up and ran right to the trashcan and puked. A lotttt. Like 3 good pukes and I'm pretty sure it was alcohol and water.
I was so embarrassed it felt like the whole world was watching me puke. But in reality, I don't think anyone really noticed except for the people standing next to the trashcan. After throwing up I noticed one of my friends was next to me, but when we went to find the rest of our group it seemed kinda difficult to spot them. My friend kept asking me if I was okay and I just kept saying "I don't know, I don't know"
Everyone was stressing out and I was still just like.."I don't knowww!!"
Finally, the show started and it seemed like everything went uphill from there. Puking never made anything so much better in my life. It was dubstep, and make fun of me or talk shit if you want but I don't care - I like dubstep. Anyway, it was awesome. I could feel the music. It was raining. Every little raindrop that touched my skin was like a tiny little lightning bolt going through my body and making me feel amazing. Being so cold never felt so good. I didn't even shiver or get goose bumps. It was probably 60 degrees outside raining. Didn't have a jacket or anything. Didn't care either.
I go to a lot of concerts and techno/dubstep shows, and it seemed like the molly made the show last a lot longer. I just danced to the music and I really wanted to keep to myself. All of my friends were talking a lot of the time and I just wanted to tell them to shut up and enjoy the show/stop talking. I wanted to be quiet and just listen to music.
Lights were amazing, it was like a 3d light show in an imax theatre but in real life x1,000,000. Now I know why people are always staring at lights and shit at festivals haha. I was doing the exact same thing. I also danced a bit with a friend and everytime he touched my hips. OH man. Great. Wanted more of that. Enough said haha.
At one point during the show we all huddled up together and had this random heart to heart that really wasn't a "heart to heart" but I felt so connected and close to so many people at the same time. It made me so happy
Random times during the show I would be hit very hard with that ecstatic feeling of goodness and wanting to dance, then I would kinda just stand there and sway. It was back and forth, but I could definitely tell when it was mellowing out a bit and I liked it a lot. After the show we all went to the water fill station and there was a guy standing in front of me, just staring off smiling. It was so great, because I leaned forward, looked him in the eye and just knew he was on my level. I said "you. you are on my level!!" and he kinda giggled and we had this connection. Not being on molly, you don't really know who is and who isn't rolling. I mean you can kind of tell by the people who are inhaling vicks vapor or staring intently at lights, but you can never really know for sure. When I was rolling that night, walking around, I feel like I connected with so many random people. Didn't even have to say anything. We'd just make eye contact and I'd know. I'd know they were on my level. And I just crave that feeling of being so much on the same page with everyone around you. Maybe that was just the festival atmosphere that made my experience so awesome, but maybe not.
We were up until after sunrise, and ended up getting around 3 hours or so of sleep. It was a camping festival, so this would explain why we could be out roaming around and walking until that late. I felt like I was still slightly rolling when I woke up, but I'm not sure. I wasn't tired either. Not tired the whole next day until around 9PM
Anyway, I typed a whole lot of shit out, and no one is probably going to read this. But hey, whatever. I'd like to have your feedback, advice, or whatever you feel necessary. I am going to another festival in August, and I plan on rolling once there. However, I have heard many different things like stock up on vitamin C for example? Whatever I can do to remain as safe as possible and have the best time as possible is what I want to do. Suggestions welcomed. And thank you ahead of time
Oh yea, and I forgot to mention that on our way home in the car, my toes/ foot kept going numb. They were like that for probably about 24 hours. Anyone know why this might be? It was really freaking me out at the time.
So we were at a music festival and it was about 10:00p.m. and a random guy approached us with little bags of molly
We bought it and one by one licked our index fingers, dipped them in the bag and placed it on our tongues. Needless to say, it was disgusting - very bitter. It seemed like it was hitting everyone but me, so I decided to take another dip and lick.
I knew when it finally hit me because I had the feeling of butterflies in my stomach - like nervous butterflies but I wasn't nervous. I was just really excited. To be honest I don't remember a whole lot about the very beginning when it hit me. I just remember being told to make sure I was drinking lots of water. We were at Red Hot Chili Peppers at the time and it was raining. I remember having to ask to make sure it was raining because I wasn't sure if that was just my body tingling or what. I had to pee in the middle of the show so the group split up and I remember just cutting in front of everyone in the very long line, walking through and helping myself to the potty. After the show was over a huge puddle of mud caught my eye and I started mumbling about it and how I wanted to go walk through it. My friend had to pull me away from it I was kind of disappointed to be honest.
After this (and I truly can't remember enough to know if I'm telling this is the right order - for some reason I have forgotten a lot about the first parts of my experience) we went to the porta potties again and I felt bad about the last time so we stood in line. It felt like forever and I kept zoning out, then I would hear my friends trying to talk to me and laughing because I wasn't responding. Then, my eyes would suddenly come into focus and I would be slightly coherent, then I'd look at my friends and just start laughing. Laughing so hard, it was the greatest feeling ever. But, I also felt like no one around me was on my level, or that everyone around me was like "wtf are these girls on right now?" Anyway, this zoning in and out thing happened a lot it seemed like - my eyes would randomly focus and then the laughing thing too.
After our bathroom break we went to fill up our camelbacks and I was very persistent in making sure I drank lots of water. Although, I think I may have drank a little too much. Oh and I forgot to mention, before we took the molly I had taken a few shots of rum. But anyway, we got to the next stage and it was going to be awhile for the next show to start. We were sitting for sooo long it seemed like. I kept getting the butterfly feeling, and it was okay at first but then it really started to bother me. I was sitting there on the ground for who knows how long and the cute little feeling in my stomach turned into nausea. I didn't know what to do so I kept drinking water. A friend of mine had just bought some macaroni and I saw her eating it and asked for a bite. Eating that macaroni was one of the weirdest feelings I have ever felt in my mouth. It's like my mind was only aware of what was in my mouth, and I really can't even explain it. After that I took a few, probably about 6 or so very big gulps of water. Sat there for awhile..and it didn't seem like much time had passed, but that nausea really hit me then. Good thing earlier before that I had spotted a trashcan about 10 ft. away. I just got up and ran right to the trashcan and puked. A lotttt. Like 3 good pukes and I'm pretty sure it was alcohol and water.
I was so embarrassed it felt like the whole world was watching me puke. But in reality, I don't think anyone really noticed except for the people standing next to the trashcan. After throwing up I noticed one of my friends was next to me, but when we went to find the rest of our group it seemed kinda difficult to spot them. My friend kept asking me if I was okay and I just kept saying "I don't know, I don't know"
Everyone was stressing out and I was still just like.."I don't knowww!!"
Finally, the show started and it seemed like everything went uphill from there. Puking never made anything so much better in my life. It was dubstep, and make fun of me or talk shit if you want but I don't care - I like dubstep. Anyway, it was awesome. I could feel the music. It was raining. Every little raindrop that touched my skin was like a tiny little lightning bolt going through my body and making me feel amazing. Being so cold never felt so good. I didn't even shiver or get goose bumps. It was probably 60 degrees outside raining. Didn't have a jacket or anything. Didn't care either.
I go to a lot of concerts and techno/dubstep shows, and it seemed like the molly made the show last a lot longer. I just danced to the music and I really wanted to keep to myself. All of my friends were talking a lot of the time and I just wanted to tell them to shut up and enjoy the show/stop talking. I wanted to be quiet and just listen to music.
Lights were amazing, it was like a 3d light show in an imax theatre but in real life x1,000,000. Now I know why people are always staring at lights and shit at festivals haha. I was doing the exact same thing. I also danced a bit with a friend and everytime he touched my hips. OH man. Great. Wanted more of that. Enough said haha.
At one point during the show we all huddled up together and had this random heart to heart that really wasn't a "heart to heart" but I felt so connected and close to so many people at the same time. It made me so happy
Random times during the show I would be hit very hard with that ecstatic feeling of goodness and wanting to dance, then I would kinda just stand there and sway. It was back and forth, but I could definitely tell when it was mellowing out a bit and I liked it a lot. After the show we all went to the water fill station and there was a guy standing in front of me, just staring off smiling. It was so great, because I leaned forward, looked him in the eye and just knew he was on my level. I said "you. you are on my level!!" and he kinda giggled and we had this connection. Not being on molly, you don't really know who is and who isn't rolling. I mean you can kind of tell by the people who are inhaling vicks vapor or staring intently at lights, but you can never really know for sure. When I was rolling that night, walking around, I feel like I connected with so many random people. Didn't even have to say anything. We'd just make eye contact and I'd know. I'd know they were on my level. And I just crave that feeling of being so much on the same page with everyone around you. Maybe that was just the festival atmosphere that made my experience so awesome, but maybe not.
We were up until after sunrise, and ended up getting around 3 hours or so of sleep. It was a camping festival, so this would explain why we could be out roaming around and walking until that late. I felt like I was still slightly rolling when I woke up, but I'm not sure. I wasn't tired either. Not tired the whole next day until around 9PM
Anyway, I typed a whole lot of shit out, and no one is probably going to read this. But hey, whatever. I'd like to have your feedback, advice, or whatever you feel necessary. I am going to another festival in August, and I plan on rolling once there. However, I have heard many different things like stock up on vitamin C for example? Whatever I can do to remain as safe as possible and have the best time as possible is what I want to do. Suggestions welcomed. And thank you ahead of time
Oh yea, and I forgot to mention that on our way home in the car, my toes/ foot kept going numb. They were like that for probably about 24 hours. Anyone know why this might be? It was really freaking me out at the time.
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