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Mornin BDD, had to get up early due to a combination of physical pain and really bad dreams, have now got comfortable in the living room, what do you call that in the States ? (the room with the big TV in it !)

Hope you all have a good day, mine can only get better from here although I've had to take my meagre Diaz allowance already, gonna pop some MS contin in a bit already had some APAP but it's not cutting it this morning.
 
I've noticed...!!!!

Tommy when you get your aim up and running drop me a line!

Alrighty. I'll let you know how my morphine experience goes. I'm feeling pretty achy so will probably be taking it in 12 hours. It's already been soaking, so will be good to go by noon, but I'll take it a little after. It will be 30 hours since taking 3mg of bupe, so I should at least get some pain relief, but hoping for a good buzz too. I've got 180mg of morphine, and 30 mg of oxy IR, so that's what I'm doing tomorrow.
 
What a lovely windy, brisk mornin in the south west of England! It is June right?!
U guys sufferin wiv pain, I'm sorry 2 hear that fellas, hope it eases/find a way 2 manage it.
Yup effie, always smilin me, I'm that crazy old lady - well crazy girl, most shops won't serve me wiv cigs ha! - that just walks thru town smilin all the time, better than bein the crazy lady that looks so miserable n moody she scares the kids!
As for talkin to chairs n shit, man that's scary what too much of somethin can do to you. At least ur ok now, I hope?
The only time I converse wiv people that aren't 'really' there, is wen I've gone well into a manic episode - wiv or wivout recreational drugs - though not scary at the time, it is wivout a doubt very, very real, and I dread the day I experience a scary one.
Hopefully though it won't come 2 that! Have a nice, pain free, psychosis free, day people - sendin u all big smiles :)
 
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Thanks , you never know :D, in the UK it can also be called " the front room" (mines at the back of the house so it would make no logical sense but that wouldn't stop some people) "the lounge" or " the living room"

I thought you guys could have least spelt it differently, mines just been painted a different colour;) and we have a new sofa / couch / setttee :)
 
^ Can I have your old sofa atm? Mine's slowly falling apart and is increasingly uncomfortable.. ;) (Thanks for the PM, reply coming, honest!)

How is everyone today? I am too sober and still full of cold, but quite happy lounging in bed on BL :)
 
Loulou, Mugzy! Oldskool crew <3

How are you fine gentlemen tonight?
 
Kaylove! How are you darlin'?

Full of chips and chocolate biscuits, lounging around modding while bf reads his DMT book. Relaxing night chez effie :)
 
^ Can I have your old sofa atm? Mine's slowly falling apart and is increasingly uncomfortable.. ;) (Thanks for the PM, reply coming, honest!)

How is everyone today? I am too sober and still full of cold, but quite happy lounging in bed on BL :)


Ahh you could have done if I'd have known, twas a really nice worn out leather one we got direct from the Chesterfield factory (not a buttoned one) more than 10 years ago before we had kids and were at the hight of our loaded stage with 2 good jobs and little to spend it on. Unfortunately it was just too small for the tribe and Mrs atm has always wanted a corner sofa.

The Logistics of it all were tricky as it was so heavy and we had no space to put it else where, we got £70 for it on flea bay but it cost the buyer about £150 to get it picked up and delivered up north, the bloke was interior designer, he got a bargain it had that lovely worn look only expensive leather gets.

Sorry to hear you have a cold, still weather is crap best to stay in with a bit of good company, no worries on the PM, I can see things have been a little busy here and there in a few threads and I suppose now your a Smod you'll be brushing off the hangers on ;)
 
If I smoked meth again could it have adverse effects and bring back effects of the overdose I had 2 weeks ago?

Not sure how to say it, But If I took some meth could My body just have a sudden or any reaction at all and go back into that state instantly etc? Even though I'm not taking as many hits or eating so much to overdose obviously as I did, or put me in instant psychosis etc

Just want a honest and real answer it's keeping me from giving into the urge right now, but regardless I just need you guys to be real, Iv'e been studying my state of the overdose and psychosis ever since I got out of rehab but I can't seem to find answer or any opinions any where else. Thanks in advance guys
 
Hi Siccness, I would say that as you have recently had a psychotic episode you are at a much greater risk of having another one drugs or no drugs so the Meth is a very bad idea, Regardless of whether you choose to use in the future I'd try and hang on as long as you can to let yourself heal mentally.

Obviously the best thing you can do is to leave the stuff alone for good, but I don't need to tell you that and you could say the same about Mc Donalds ;)

Look after yourself
 
If I smoked meth again could it have adverse effects and bring back effects of the overdose I had 2 weeks ago?

Not sure how to say it, But If I took some meth could My body just have a sudden or any reaction at all and go back into that state instantly etc? Even though I'm not taking as many hits or eating so much to overdose obviously as I did, or put me in instant psychosis etc

Just want a honest and real answer it's keeping me from giving into the urge right now, but regardless I just need you guys to be real, Iv'e been studying my state of the overdose and psychosis ever since I got out of rehab but I can't seem to find answer or any opinions any where else. Thanks in advance guys

Come on siccy, you're going to wake up in prison or a state hospital... We already told you
LAY OFF THE SHARDS
 
Yep, what Tri and ATM said...not a good idea...I would say that you are definitely more vulnerable for entering back in to a psychotic state....just say no!

Sup, BDD socialites? Good to see some familiar faces!
 
chillen bro, how bout you?

just watched some hot teen females jump around in the street and blow bubbles, holy fawk can you say jailbait? even though they looked 18/19.

SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER GENTLEMEN! ;)
 
Yes indeedy, summer time is here. Although I must say that I have noticed here at the beach many ladies wearing bikinis that do not need to be..what is wrong with rocking a sexy one piece for fucks sake? I do not judge other women's bodies, but come on ladies...a two piece is not automatically sexy.

I think I look pretty good naked myself, but given the fact that I have given birth, have gall bladder scrs, etc.....I will rock the sexy one piece and look damn good doing it, too... Better tan lines tbph....
 
Hehehe, here, people are so cruel to non-attractive people that only the hotties (which you can assume are usually cruel bitches) flaunt their stuff, although of course there are a few exceptions, to which I say.... good for them!! Fuck society
 
Siccy I agree with others, once you've had one psychotic episode you are more likely to have another, and there is more chance it could be permanent.. go steady and avoid the meth plssss <3

Moening gents :) atm don't worry about your sofa, mine is hanging in there and I'll have a scout round freecycle over the next few weeks :) still not replied to your pm aghhhhh! Yeah the smod job comes with all kinds of hangers on, quite tiresome ;)

Beachcat, I'm quite happy with how I look too even though I'm not perfect. Only taken me 28 yrs to get to this stage ;) <3 I've got a 50s style one piece somewhere that I absolutely love, much classier than a skimpy bikini :D
 
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