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How High Are You? v. Befriending The Shadow People

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Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
lol dude i already have insomnia as it is, so sleeping for me after meth is impossible. whenever i do it, i assume im at least gonna miss 1 night of sleep.
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I agree lol... but even laying in bed without sleeping for 8 hours does me some good lol, I think it's just the break in between doses that does it for me... but I just CANNOT eat on meth, so I pretty much need to stop for the night so I can get some kind of nutrition in me lol


^^ Usually I have booze, but I drink it all the first night :p I just smoke like a gram of weed and it puts me out lol




I'm sober right now... wow lol... I'm gonna have to spark a bowl here soon.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
lol dude i already have insomnia as it is, so sleeping for me after meth is impossible. whenever i do it, i assume im at least gonna miss 1 night of sleep.
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Eventhough I can sleep on amphetamines (even when the drug is still fully active) I usually don't. Because I'll mostly take it with others and rather than going home, to bed, I'll stick around till the night is over. Sleep deprivation is no reason to "lose a day" for me (unless it's been multiple nights, then I just say fuck it) so I'll continue. That's my typical binge.

Anyway, I feel you man. I also mean to take a long break, but I bought another gram of amps on the last day of my binge. Very clever. 8(

I'll probably sell it/give it away/ask a friend to hang on to it for a while. Having it lying around won't exactly help me now that I want a break. :D
 
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Eventhough I can sleep on amphetamines (even when the drug is still fully active) I usually don't. Because I'll mostly take it with others and rather than going home, to bed, I'll stick around till the night is over. Sleep deprivation is no reason to "lose a day" for me (unless it's been multiple nights, then I just say fuck it) so I'll continue. That's my typical binge.

Anyway, I feel you man. I also mean to take a long break, but I bought another gram of amps on the last day of my binge. Very clever. 8(

I'll probably sell it/give it away/ask a friend to hang on to it for a while. Having it lying around won't exactly help me now that I want a break. :D
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i can sleep on normal amps easily. i can take adderall or dexedrine or even desoxyn and sleep fine (if not better than usual) that night, but if smoke crystal, i lose any feeling of tiredness for 24+ hours. Doesn't mean i feel energized during that time period, but basically my eyes are forced freakishly wide open, and can't sit still, as well as the hallucinations/psychotic feelings/thoughts due to sleep deprivation.
 
I am on 60mg of MXE and it feels fucking great. This is obvious but MXE is so much better when you only take it a few times a week. When I go on a binge I start to hate it :|
 
^^The psychotic feelings & thoughts and hallucinations are common with stims+sleep deprivation.
Can't imagine what meth's like as it's a drug that's REALLY hard to find in Belgium/Holland and neighbouring countries. I can sleep easily on regular amphetamines too. Even on very high doses. (~gram w/o tolerance) But I'm learning to keep my doses sensible.

Anyway, ot: I decided to take 400mg tramadol and 2mg lormetazepam.
Nodding like crazy and in total bliss. Occasional use of tramadol (once every week or 2 weeks) has so much changed my appreciation of this drug back to what it once was. Both therapeutically and recreationally.

So, right now I'm pretty damn high. =D


escape20 said:
I am on 60mg of MXE and it feels fucking great. This is obvious but MXE is so much better when you only take it a few times a week. When I go on a binge I start to hate it :|
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I can't wait for my second trial with this, this time without amps. in the mix, and without sleep deprivation. Would a few days be enough? Guess so from your post. Have fun.
 
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ugh i've been dope sick the past few days so i've been taking flexeril, immodium, smoking weed, phenazepam, clonazepam, MXE and dextromethorphan... oh and doing whippits and drinking codeine syrup.

god i wish w/d didn't suck so bad... it takes so many different drugs to feel better from the effects of 1 drug, the best drug.... oxycodone or heroin or oxymorphone ... :(

guess im gonna have to be clean for a while, at least till i get a fucking JOB... i can get high once a month with my script but it hardly seems worth it sometimes...
 
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Yeah we haven't been picking up lately either. If we don't find some way to score tomorrow... I'm going to scream.

I mean it's not so bad, as we've got subs, but I want to get high!
 
I wish I had some suboxone... I want to get a legit script so maybe I won't be such a scummy junkie... I could fucking live like a normal human being without having to ingest a chemical to be able to eat/drink/sleep/not want to kill myself ... Our gov't, as opposed to the Swiss, has this fucking aversion to letting people feel good... so we get methadone and suboxone and naltrexone implants...to block us from feeling good...what the fuck is so illegal about feeling good, man? I was reading this book called "My Addicted Brain" by Marc Lewis (or something really fucking similar)... it's the memoir of a former junkie turned neuroscientist so he made something of himself at least and informs other about drugs and how they effect your brain and it makes a lot of sense...

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Yeah we haven't been picking up lately either. If we don't find some way to score tomorrow... I'm going to scream.

I mean it's not so bad, as we've got subs, but I want to get high!
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Rabidrabbit said:
I wish I had some suboxone... I want to get a legit script so maybe I won't be such a scummy junkie... I could fucking live like a normal human being without having to ingest a chemical to be able to eat/drink/sleep/not want to kill myself ... Our gov't, as opposed to the Swiss, has this fucking aversion to letting people feel good... so we get methadone and suboxone and naltrexone implants...to block us from feeling good...what the fuck is so illegal about feeling good, man? I was reading this book called "My Addicted Brain" by Marc Lewis (or something really fucking similar)... it's the memoir of a former junkie turned neuroscientist so he made something of himself at least and informs other about drugs and how they effect your brain and it makes a lot of sense...
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I hear you man, they give people with cancer here paracetamol drips. You just gotta find a nice doctor who actually likes you and has a bit of compassion, the key is making them like you. So hungover and my OC is wearing off, sigh.
 
8-10mg MXE for potentiation (orally), 400mg tramadol XR, some lormetazepam, 10mg valium and some weed.

I'm really high and nodding from the combo.

[HR: Don't mix rec. doses of mxe with tramadol as it is a potentially very dangerous combination.]
The potentiation worked out just fine for me, but that doesn't mean it's safe!
 
100 mg Adderall XR.

Kind of jumpy, super uneventful.

I wish I had some meth.

Also toking on some super dank cannabis budsssss :D
 
PillToChill said:
8-10mg MXE for potentiation (orally), 400mg tramadol XR, some lormetazepam, 10mg valium and some weed.

I'm really high and nodding from the combo.

[HR: Don't mix rec. doses of mxe with tramadol as it is a potentially very dangerous combination.]
The potentiation worked out just fine for me, but that doesn't mean it's safe!
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Wow, I'm the highest I've ever been off tramadol right now. Feels freaking great.
 
100mg bk-MDMA IV about 20 minutes ago... then it's fiendy, hedonistic nature got to me and I just IV'd 150mg. Good god. Srs euphoria. I usually don't like stims at all... but holy fuck. Was also IVing it all yesterday, but only at 30-80mg.
 
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transitioneer said:
100mg bk-MDMA IV about 20 minutes ago... then it's fiendy, hedonistic nature got to me and I just IV'd 150mg. Good god. Srs euphoria. I usually don't like stims at all... but holy fuck. Was also IVing it all yesterday, but only at 30-80mg.
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I am curious, how did you prep the shot?


I am feeling nice and high right now. Knowing BLers is dope! Almost literally!
 
I have a gemini-20 mg scale (sorry if naming brands isn't ok.), which has a metal tray that you place the powders in to weigh, which I've found also doubles really well as a "spoon."

I usually weigh the amount I want, then squirt water from needle into tray (however much I feel I'll need to dissolve the material) Then I recap the needle and crush/mix the powder into the water, adding heat if necessary (with bk-MDMA you don't need any heat unless prepping 150+mg) then filter with little cotton piece off of a q-tip.

It's definitely worthwhile at 100mg+ where the rush starts to get really intense. It is VERY VERY fiendy though so beware.
After binging all yesterday cos of some family drama, I thought I would lay off for a bit lol... Was thinking about taking some aMT and synthetic psilocin today but somehow ended up going back to bk-MDMA with double the doses I was doing yesterday -_-

Definitely nice though, as you can tell from my drawn-out response.

EDIT: WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 180mg IV. Need to stop now... lol. Wish I had something to ease the comedown, though it wasn't bad yesterday.
 
just a little alcohol to relax a bit, i fucking wish i had some benzos or opiates. just had a good idea of getting some mxe for tomorrow.
 
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