xkassandrax
Greenlighter
There's not a particularly safe way to take Heroin, weather you have a tolerance or not.
Op hasnt said anything in a while maybe he didn't wait for advice.
Seriously people, it feels like all the things ive read and hear about Heroin are amplified and exaggerated to the point of absurdity (almost) .
I tried some for the first time after writing the first post in this thread and all I could think about / remember, before "pumping myself up" to snort some was all the god damn horror stories and all the "NO's!! DONT DO IT!!!!, YOU"RE GONNA DIE!!! , STOPP!!" ....that I had read, echoing in my head , fear had practically engulfed me to the point that it almost put me off to trying it.
BUT, here I am , a week or so later . I don't feel an uncontrollable "urge" to try it again, I don't feel like I need to go out and rob a seven eleven.
Anyways, I wouldn't mind trying it again but like I said before, it's not something I would go out of my way to do.
Yes, a "quarter" refers to a quarter of a gram. Either your scale is not very precise or the dealer slightly over-fills his bags - .3 is very close to .25 anyway. Who knows how much real heroin is in it, street heroin can range anywhere from 0% heroin (which is called getting ripped off of courseThe bags I got are sold as "quarters" , the dealer always uses the word "quarter" (I don't know if he's referring to quarter of a gram or not) and
So anyways, the bags are those small little plastic dime bags (with an interesting design on one side of them), so, when I weighed them on my scale they all measured out to be .30 +/- grams. Is this correct for a "quarter" (whatever that means ?).
As to why he feels that "there's no money in grams" it's because he can sell a quarter for more than 1/4 the price of a gram. So, just theoretically speaking, if a quarter somewhere had the going rate of, say, $50, and a gram sold for, say, $150, then it would be more profitable to sell quarters than grams, because if he sold 10 grams in packages of .25g he would make (gross) $2000, whereas if he sold 10g in 1g packages he would make $1500. Solely using these random prices to illustrate my example. However, some dealers prefer to only deal in larger quantities because they have to see less customers that way (and therefore spend less time at it), will only have to see the type of customers who have enough money to afford larger quantities, and will spend less on gas etc (if they deliver).he said he won't sell "grams" because there's no money in that (what ?).
What do you mean? OP said they already went ahead and tried it. Did you mean don't do it again? (if so, I agree, it's not worth the risks)Do not proceed
I am not trying to downplay your struggle, but I think if you are strong enough, or have a defect to where you just do not get as addicted as other people, you can modulate your use better.
Great HR advice - 'slam skag with no tolerance and hope you're defected!'
I could have just said it was a symptom of weak willpower, but instead I said "I was the one with defect in that I wouldn't get as addicted". It doesn't matter though, the verdict is in, and the vast majority of people who try heroin and coke do not develop long term habits and or habituation.
I think I understood what you were trying to say, that whether or not you will become addicted depends on whether your brain happens to be predisposed to addiction, correct? But I would not say the vast majority of people don't get addicted. 1 in 4 people who try heroin end up becoming physically dependent on it according to the studies. Not sure how accurate they really are, but even 25% of people simply trying it getting seriously addicted both physically and psychologically sounds pretty scary to me, especially since you have no way to know in advance whether or not you will be that 1 in 4 and you have no way to prevent it other than not using heroin in the first place. The likelihood of addiction also goes up with every time you use. The risk of addiction is very real and not something to be taken lightly or assumed can be avoided through willpower.You're absolutely right. You have essentially been given death sentences.