Good advice all. Addiction is a bitch as im sure you all know. I used drinking once a week(like a 26 oz bottle plus 10 beers at the bar) then not drinking for atleast a week. Now im sitting here just fiending for some rum.
Not trying to be a buzzkill, but rum is one of the worst liquors all the way around, being distilled from sugar/corn syrup...
i was drinking for basically a year STRAIGHT when i was 15 , with very , very few days break and experienced no serious withdrawal , im still an alcoholic thoughnot only can i not say no to a drink i cant stop myself buying them , and im only 17 i cant even legally buy alcohol !
My heart goes out to you... Why don't you stop now before this consumes you?
=But when I get paid its a different story , it's like the money dissapears and there's drinks in my hand . I try not to rationalize it but it always sneaks in . I'm not very concerned right now because my pay is only every 2 weeks and I only have time to buy drinks once or twice before my pays gon=