Regional Heroin Discussion v14: What's the point?

[Rattles]

My fellow junkies can calll me a junkie but a well to do is gonna get the eye from me.

I need to start a Detroit heroin drought thread. Havent had a nod in weeks, just barely stayin off craps. Anyone livin in Burma or Afghanistan please PM me LOL.

Doesn't most of the gear in the US come from S. America now or is it different in the northern states? (genuine curiousity, not takin the piss).Hmm.. Afghanistan.. I suppose you could sign up, (or join Taliban/Mujahadeen) unless you've mates in the forces/CIA. Burma might be easier now they're pretending to be a democracy, but I think they lock you up for life (which isn't long if you use their shooting galleries, apparently). Isn't there any real estate in Michigan where you can grow your own poppies...probably easier and safer...according to Michael Moore it's pretty much a wasteland anyways

No, sorry mate, couldn't help myself.. Nice to know you're sufferin' accross the pond too tho. Ever hear of schadenfreude..

weeks!? we've had it bad like 18 months...

 

[Rattles]

cazamac ur brilliant..... u came threw everything and u got ur kids back....i no a few parents who never get there kids back because they dont care enough id say u already do this but when u get weak think of ur kids....thats what i do i felt like i already ruined my life but then my son came along and i have a reason not to do gear and to get up in the morning im gona live threw the lil fecker,i do be dreaming of him lining up for leinster rugby....lol

Eireann, like you my little ( 4 y.o) lad's what I really live for now. Like you say - gives you a reason to keep on going, despite all the shit and the setbacks. Got a 17 y.o (step)daughter (been her Dad since she was 2) as well who's somehow turned out great despite all the shit. Proud of, and Love them both to bits. Sometimes feels like the only good thing I ever did with my life. Now if I can just get him to stop belting me with sticks....

all the best,
night

Rattles

 

[cazamac]

thanks troops for the postive comments am needin them the now we dont mean to drag our kids threw our addictions but be honest, it does affect them my weans werent with me when a was at my worst,which am glad off cause a was dead to emotion and was drownin in my own shit,even though a was pleasurein the rich and mixin with v.i.p and was maken xxx amount eh cash for them to have there way with me ,a ofton think did they know a was a dead inside lost to the 1st dirty pedo who abused me as a wean then abused by diffrent men till a was gang raped at 15.

omg am not writen this for sympathy or anything a dont know why this all comein out over a drug forum,a cant stop t a start typin n it all comes out.think its part of my healin and recovery and its all comein to head now sorry troops a know this is heroin thread but feel at home in here cause we av all been on this rollercoaster thread since 2010 xx

 

[ructions]

haha take it easy ructs...lol ur mad..hope ya find it...last time tallaght had it,it was 25e

Its very hard not to get excited when you hear a good report! When the proper pre-drought gear came back to the UK they were paying double, i think some people still are, so it would have to be the same here, its not gonna be cheaper unless they cut it, so i'm been totally serious i wouldn't be surprised if its 3 times the price!

 

[amnesiaseizure]

My head really has clicked into "just can't be arsed with it all" mode of late, well, for the past 2.5 weeks and it feels SO much better. I know that when you're in it this kind of optimism is like water off a ducks back but I thought I'd share the experience in case others were gravitating towards this kind of thinking.

All the running about, mental energy and low level misery that pervades your life when constantly searching for the medicine just takes away so much from the everyday beauty of simply living. I've noticed the smells in the air, the simple pleasure of having a loving partner and waking up not having to work out a way to juggle getting well with maintaining a semi-functional life. It's lovely. Truly.

Thanks to all who have given me support over the last few weeks and I hope those still struggling are finding a way through. Nearly 2 years of crap and still we seek. Nuts. I'm going back to loving a well made joint and decent conversation and my heart's in full agreement.

Much love to you all.

 

[Gaz_hmmmm]

Sniffed around 600mg, got 4 big lines out of it. Good stuff, but didn't nod. I'm near Middlesborough.

The bad thing about sniffing is the histamine release, I know alot on here prefer smoking/shooting but sniffing's better than smoking. The histamine makes you sneeze bad so you have to hold it in/suppress the sneezing.

Anyone use Sominex (Promethazine 25mg) anti-histamine sleeping tablets when using? They're good for potentiating.

 

[Cornishman]

Sniffed around 600mg, got 4 big lines out of it. Good stuff, but didn't nod. I'm near Middlesborough.

The bad thing about sniffing is the histamine release, I know alot on here prefer smoking/shooting but sniffing's better than smoking. The histamine makes you sneeze bad so you have to hold it in/suppress the sneezing.

Anyone use Sominex (Promethazine 25mg) anti-histamine sleeping tablets when using? They're good for potentiating.

Are you getting china white or something?

You do know H base isn't water soluble.....

 

[Gaz_hmmmm]

Cornishman it works perfectly fine mate. Don't need to cook it up to #4 to sniff it.

 

[Rattles]

Cornishman it works perfectly fine mate. Don't need to cook it up to #4 to sniff it.

Agreed, only had the pleasure of sniffin once, when I was pulled like 12 years ago on the way home from scoring. Managed to hold onto 0.4 all night in the cells, but then just couldn't face the 3 mile walk home to get my works at 6am, and rattlin'. Worked OK tho, not my preferred ROA obvs. but needs must... (NOT that I'd ever recommend you start pinnin' it if you don't already)

All the best mate,

Rattles

 

[BC007]

Hi BC007! Was it expensive? People in the UK were paying double when the good gear came in, so knowing Ireland & the way we are always ripped off we'll be paying 3 times as much! But i have to say anything is better then buying bash! I'd rather use good gear once a week then bad gear every day!!! I know we can't say talk about price of weight on Bluelight, but how much is a bag? If its normally €20 how much is it now? Thanx!!!

Ructions.

It's 225 for an 8th but I think it's worth it!

 

[charlie clean]

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omg am not writen this for sympathy or anything a dont know why this all comein out over a drug forum,a cant stop t a start typin n it all comes out.think its part of my healin and recovery and its all comein to head now sorry troops a know this is heroin thread but feel at home in here cause we av all been on this rollercoaster thread since 2010 xx

Right, caz, it's all part of coming through and out the other side. The 'plus' side of carrying a heavy weight and going through shit most people can't imagine is that it not only gives you stronger connections with those who've been through something similar but also allows to you enjoy the good things in life more fully than folk who've known nothing else.

Isn't the big man home soon? Hope you have at least some time together before your own court case. May you manage to beat that, consign all the hard times to the dustbin of history and live happily ever after.

 

[Gaz_hmmmm]

535mg. Different colour from yesterdays (Today's is standard colour of gear in my area, brown/tan coloured.).

I can post a pic' if you want? Though the scales have gone off and I don't wanna move thw gear off and back on.

Gonna have 2 lines, pop a Sominex and then eat my tea and watch the Simpsons!

 

[strungout2010]

@Pigpen
what the fuck happened to your blog man ? Hasn't been a new post for months you need to get that laptop out of pawn. Lol.

 

[alfo]

Hope some of it makes it to offaly!!!

That was a reply to the gear in Tallagh..

The methadone is making me sleep like a baby, something that's bin lacking 4 years. D doc in d clinic said i'd have to come off the valium and the zimmos which i'm not looking forward to as i've had d unfortunate experience of withdrawing from vals and it's not somethin i'd like to repeat any time soon.

 

[pigpen1968]

Cazamac, sounds like you have a story to tell. Get it down. Your grammar is almost as bad as mine though. Start a blog. Ive had a good reception of my stories. We all have stories to tell but yours seem out of the ordinary, use that shit, get it out of your system.

Good luck

 

[pigpen1968]

@Pigpen
what the fuck happened to your blog man ? Hasn't been a new post for months you need to get that laptop out of pawn. Lol.

Glad to see your interested. Ill try to get a new entry in soon. My writing comes in waves Im not always ON.

Thank you.

 

[Rattles]

Damn, damn, damn.

Thought Missus R. was a bit eager on getting another car. I Totalled the last one Sun. Not scored since Sat pm. I've been outta sorts and thinkin' maybe it's time for a bittova break. Put 700 quid in her hand 2 hours ago and she's got the car, while I bussed it home with the Littlun', guess what her first bitta business is with the new car -anyone? Fuck, Im kidding myself if didn't think thats parta why she was keen for the car, but STRAIGHTAWAY? - Mind you, I knew which parta town she'd gone to for the car - shouldn't have taken a genius... there's a lotta places I can't go without all my buttons being pushed. An' of course I didn't say NO when I've rung her and she's told me what she's doing, though I've got ridda all my bits'n'pieces so I dunno what Im gonna do with it (ha Gaz - maybe a few sneezes coming on?), and a clinic piss test tomoz. Shit, Ive been badly down the last few days, but sorta felt like I was coping OK without the B. Ah well...no pins, no rush, no nod, no peace; fuck what's the point?

Im bitchin again arnt I? I just need someone to cheer me up now with the tales of the magic smack in their part of the world

Rattles

Edit: Just spent last 30mins rhyming variations on underpants with the littleun' ( try 'bow and arrow pants' with 'low and narrow pants' etc. as quick as you can) Has improved my mood considerably....

 

[strungout2010]

@ rattles

Snap mate , I planned on having this week off the gear and Just drinking my jollop.
The mrs went shopping when I got home tonigh, and come back with a teenth.
When iv had a moan up , she's giving it " you ain't got to smoke it mate " , like that's going to fucking happen,

@ pigpen

Yeah I loved your blog mate , and the pictures are amazing. I'll look forward to a new post.
Put the link up would you I'm posting on my phone and have hard time with links and shit. I'm sure theres others that hav'nt seen it . Cheers.

 

[pigpen1968]

@ rattles

Snap mate , I planned on having this week off the gear and Just drinking my jollop.
The mrs went shopping when I got home tonigh, and come back with a teenth.
When iv had a moan up , she's giving it " you ain't got to smoke it mate " , like that's going to fucking happen,

@ pigpen

Yeah I loved your blog mate , and the pictures are amazing. I'll look forward to a new post.
Put the link up would you I'm posting on my phone and have hard time with links and shit. I'm sure theres others that hav'nt seen it . Cheers.

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Id put up a link but I get shit from the mods here for doing so. They have a job to do, I understand. If you google junkysays you will find it.
Just got word an hour ago that Il be published in a small magazine called [sic], thats with the square parentheses(sp) and all.

 

[pigpen1968]

Doesn't most of the gear in the US come from S. America now or is it different in the northern states? (genuine curiousity, not takin the piss).Hmm.. Afghanistan.. I suppose you could sign up, (or join Taliban/Mujahadeen) unless you've mates in the forces/CIA. Burma might be easier now they're pretending to be a democracy, but I think they lock you up for life (which isn't long if you use their shooting galleries, apparently). Isn't there any real estate in Michigan where you can grow your own poppies...probably easier and safer...according to Michael Moore it's pretty much a wasteland anyways

No, sorry mate, couldn't help myself.. Nice to know you're sufferin' accross the pond too tho. Ever hear of schadenfreude..

weeks!? we've had it bad like 18 months...

Its funny because the US is cut into two different dopes. Anywhere out west they get south american tar, anywhere out east we get powder from either asia or afghan area which is brown. The mississippi river seems to be the border. I dont know what the deal is with that, if the mob has some territory cut out and they dont fuck w eachother or what. I have gotten brown powder in Cali yrs ago but never tar here in the midwest or east coast except for the stuff I brought back myself from mexico while coping at Jesus Malverdes shrine (look him up, interesting story)
Yes I by chance have heard of schadenfreude. lol.