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so i just did another shot. these are a little above average. i got a little mini nod going from one bag. still, i need to be nodding fully off of one bag, that is what i am looking for and i hope i can achieve this. i saw one of my spots seemed to be out, and i have seen them a few times out but have not stopped yet. its weird though, i will drive past and no one is there, and i come back and there they are. also they used to be really busy and would usually have a line but i have not seen that type of activity there.

btw the bags i got this morning were just purple bags, no staple or tape etc. the bags i just got now are clear with the tops burned shut. i also have no money so i will prob ask for some money or pawn a gold necklace with is prob only worth 10-20 bucks. i gotta make it until thursday. will be tough.
 
again i would like to know how the fck do you catch a good nod on one fcking bag?, i really wish i could do that, how long have you been using?
i am just happy to function after doing a bag. i mean besides that epic fire bag we all get lucky to get a hold of time to time, i can't nod out doing one bag, really wish i could i would have a shit load more of money if that were the case
 
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Damn i cant stay clean for shit. Went and copped today, going to see a suboxone doctor next week, gonna try and get shit straight, fuckin dope. Got half a jab left till then though
 
they way my tolerance is right now i need 7-10bags to get high, depending on who i cop from
 
grinds I've been doing dope for over 5 years. most clean time in that span has been a couple months. idk, i just keep my shots to 1 to 2 bags. if you don't keep doing more and more your tolerance kinda stays stable, at least for me. i mean sure i used to do 5+ bag shots but after i was arrested i try to keep my habit somewhat in check and that was almost 2 years ago.
 
I'm glad I never started banging my dope.. my tolerance would have been monsterous before i went to detox in december/january. Plus, it seems like a fucking hassle every time i wanna get high I have to cook it up, filter, find a vein, register, etc. Plus I'd be all paranoid about infections, absecesses, cotton fever, different types of diseases/complications with shooting, collapsed veins, trackmarks, etc.
 
there really isn't a dope scene, buts its a nice town to live in and john belushi grew up here and its like 40 miles west of chicago
 
everyone i know that bangs the shit end up having fcked up arms and legs and can't even hit anymore so fck that , i will stick to snorting my dope with the occasional shot once in a great while, besides i am pretty sure i would be dead by now if i strictly was a shooter.
 
yeah, I was just joking around once you go to the needle its all down hill from there. you can pull yourself back but its hard
 
Damn i cant stay clean for shit. Went and copped today, going to see a suboxone doctor next week, gonna try and get shit straight, fuckin dope. Got half a jab left till then though

There are dozens of great suboxone doctors in Chicago. It's a miracle drug as far as i'm concerned, but you gotta get on a program and stick with it. You will eventually ween off the suboxone and be completely dope free and not sick. It's amazing.

Suboxone didn't keep me from going back though. I relapsed after sub treatment multiple times. I know a few people who have gotten clean using suboxone and a lot of people who haven't (some died as a result). The ones who got clean paired the suboxone with a psychological therapy of some sort - whethter it was AA/NA meetings, personal counselors, whatever...

Personally, I finally got clean when i started going to AA meetings for nearly 2 years while on Suboxone. AA helped me deal with all the shit that made me want to constantly get high - aside from avoiding the sickness of course. I still have some spare suboxone around somewhere in case things start to get out of control again.
 
There are dozens of great suboxone doctors in Chicago. It's a miracle drug as far as i'm concerned, but you gotta get on a program and stick with it. You will eventually ween off the suboxone and be completely dope free and not sick. It's amazing.

Suboxone didn't keep me from going back though. I relapsed after sub treatment multiple times. I know a few people who have gotten clean using suboxone and a lot of people who haven't (some died as a result). The ones who got clean paired the suboxone with a psychological therapy of some sort - whethter it was AA/NA meetings, personal counselors, whatever...

Personally, I finally got clean when i started going to AA meetings for nearly 2 years while on Suboxone. AA helped me deal with all the shit that made me want to constantly get high - aside from avoiding the sickness of course. I still have some spare suboxone around somewhere in case things start to get out of control again.

The reason why a lot of people relapse after suboxone maintenace is because of the PAWs after stopping the suboxone, or even the acute withdrawals. I suggest leaving the area for a week or so once you get off of suboxone. Save some money while you are on maintenance and put it away for a trip somewhere once you are off of subs. Some people say that it's running away from your problems, but it has helped me before, and it's better than being in an area where you can easily cop while you are sitting around in withdrawal.
 
good posts by untitled and tommy. ya, you HAVE to have a treatment plan if you plan on staying clean. like everyone knows, getting clean is the easy part, staying clean is the hard part. you need a support system and plan as to how you will stay clean, and it can be anything that works for you but you have to stick to it or else you will fall back to your old ways. also people its easy to relapse when you have some clean time under your belt because you think you can use responsibly now etc. usually that does not work.

puke, wheaton is really 40 miles? it seems much closer. how long it takes you to get downtown, 30mins?
 
I went and copped last night to get high today and I decided to do it last night and I'm regrettingnit now..wish I had it for today.

Oh well...
 
I went and copped last night to get high today and I decided to do it last night and I'm regrettingnit now..wish I had it for today.

Oh well...

Ahhh, If you would have told me, I would have saved some for you. Sorry Chinky darlin'!
 
There's always tomorrow.

But thank you...

I take it coppin went good for you?
 
yea its about 30-40 miles away, when I cop which isn't very often I take the train and it sucks
 
I wish o could cop once a week..its just when I get bored I go and get high..

I guess I need a hobby..
 
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