That's good advice, it's not always the paws though. All it takes is getting bored and wanting to chip again after you pass that stage. A vacation is a great idea, the thing is when you leave the environment that your used to doing drugs in I think you have a better chance at being able to stay clean.
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That's good advice, it's not always the paws though. All it takes is getting bored and wanting to chip again after you pass that stage. A vacation is a great idea, the thing is when you leave the environment that your used to doing drugs in I think you have a better chance at being able to stay clean. 
Opiatesjw
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Do you snort or shoot?
This is true I like to quit every once in awhile and get my head straight It does help to change your environment when you are try to come off this stuff.
Been three days clean right now by the way I use clonidine to help me through the W/D it truly is a life safer. I did my last shot friday night and my wash as well and woke up feeling all hot and sweaty so I took the med and about thirty minutes laster I was ok.Last edited by a moderator:
cicerogrinds
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yea man i liked to stop this bs for good,just idk, meanwhile the yrs just keep piling up, i never would of thought i be using for over 9 yrs now, i think in these 9 yrs the most time i had clean was 10months, even after getting locked up, i went back, which i kept telling myself i wouldn't. thing is i get bored, or i think i can get away with a chip here and there, but it never turns out that way, i love the shit too much, its a double edge sword, dope has done some really shitty things in my life, and for the first 2 yrs it was all fun and games but after that its been nothing but bad, yet here i am typing this loaded up! subs are a life savior i really need to just fcking quit already. sometimes i have a hard time taking subs, does anyone else have that problem? its like i want to throw up from the shitty ass taste from them , they also make me mentel and depressed its hard to explane, the main thing is i am just not happy without dope, i sometimes wounder after yrs of using this shit if it has made me simi bipolar. i also think it is best to move far away as possable to kick it, i went to vegas 2 months ago for a week and since i didn't know where to find dope easily i did just fine only taking a total of 4ml of subs over a week span. it really sucks its like i really hope i can get back to where i was at, its like i peeked out in life at age 25 it feels like at times, i had it pretty damn good and i shitted it all away for a damn bag of brown powder!
also i know this is old news , but the guy and his crazy story is prob bullshit, but i mean after being around the lifestyle a while, you do come across crazy shit and situations from time to time, and alltho i don't really have anything that crazy of a story, i do have my share of some pretty fcked up stories or situations from being around the shit for the last 9 or 10 yrs. it really blo0ws my mind how many people do heroin, i think the average person just really don't think the number is as high as it actually is , specially how many females that are on the shit, like i said in my other post alot of people get so bad they can't even find a vain to hit themselves anymore. well thats all i can think of rite now guess i am done venting. HAPPY NODDING EVERYONE, i got 4 bags left ,and i hope mybe my last 4 bags, cause its time for me to get out of this game, i dont want to be ''that 40yr old guy'' scumbagging it up living at home and shit, i remember someone told me there is no such thing as a successful dope addict, its pretty damn true, the only exception might be if you are rich to start with, but then you might just od and die faster.Last edited by a moderator:
RecklessWOT
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Hey welcome to Bluelight Opiatesjw!
I merged your posts. Not a big deal but try not to double or triple post one right after another, if you think of something else you want to add on just go back and edit your previous post. If you want to quote a bunch of different posts there is a multi-quote button in the bottom right corner of the post (looks like two pieces of paper stacked up, to the right of the regular quote button)
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Congrats on getting clean by the way. Are you planning on staying clean for good after you get through your W/Ds or are you just taking a break to lower your tolerance or something?
RecklessWOT
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Idk about using dope making you bipolar, maybe if you already had it slightly and just didn't realize it could have made it more prominent but I don't think it would really just give you a mental disorder. Using heroin for long periods of time does create a chemical change in your brain and it takes quite a while to get back to feeling normal and past all the depression and hopeless feelings, long after the physical WDs stop. Quitting heroin would surely make you feel depressed, it's hard to be happy without a chemical that your brain craves so bad. And also just knowing that you're so addicted to something can really make you feel down on yourself like you can't believe you let this happen.
It does eventually pass though. You may be unhappy without heroin for a long time but you aren't a slave to it, you can get through it if you really try. Life does get better but you'll have to deal with the bullshit in the meantime. You don't have to be "that 40 year old scumbag" or die this way. You already know about using suboxone to help curb the physical WD symptoms but there are a lot of options available for helping you deal with the mental aspect of quitting (but I won't get into them right now this is already a super long post as it is) and if you're serious about quitting it really is possible. Everyone deserves to be happy and have a good life. There are many people who can agree and understand what you're going through and are willing to offer help and support.I wish I was ducking out right now... I want to get loaded! Unfortunately I am broke until 8pm tonight, I just spent the last of my money refilling my xanax script (absolutely necessary)... I am going out of town so I will have to stick to plenty of overpriced dilaudidOpiatesjw
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IDK yet i like it but when you dont have it, it suck so im going to see how long I can go and if I can quit for good.Opiatesjw
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TrueFor real if I plan on taking a break I can't have 100buc in my pocket with out wanting to go cop..people say hit the bar up and yes that's ok but I'd rather buy a case and drink for a couple days then go to a bar and buy 2 pitchers and it cost the same..I'm past the goin to the club and droppin 15$ on a shot of patron..I can't believe how foolish and wasteful I was a few years backdamn DEA made bust here yesterday nd took 20 kilos of dope from them..thts gotta hurt someones business bad..i read the story and they had these people under survalance for a few months and only arrested 6people, that seems really low and the DEA must have been slippin or these dudes where really tightknit and it thats the case someone had to snitch, well regardless someone had to have snitched but its hard to believe over the last ouple moenths they only tied 6 people into it
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/...pons-super-bowl-ring-20120604,0,4650285.story
also they just passed a couple new laws, that the governor has to now decide if they will take place or not..
•Lawmakers voted to ban flavored cigar wraps despite concerns from opponents that the measure unfairly singled out a specific product. Supporters said candylike wraps are targeted at children. The bill was tied to a provision that lowers the amount of heroin that can send a person to prison. Current law says a person caught with less than 5 grams can get probation. The new measure says any amount more than 3 grams can put a person behind bars.
•Attorney General Lisa Madigan pushed through a bill allowing makers and sellers of synthetic drugs to be charged with Class 1 felonies. (things like spice and bath salts)
http://articles.chicagotribune.com/...ession-of-shark-fins-powerball-pension-reform
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i wanna know why they grouped the heroin together with flvored cigar wraps..it just goes to show that lawmakers have no idea about things like thisLast edited:
brutus
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Probably because both contain addictive substances?^ personally i couldnt tellyou the last time i used one of them wraps, i only used them then they first came out and usually with regs to give it an awesome taste..but i quickly went back to the regular unflavored rillos, like vega's, and dutchies or just regular swishers..i cant stand the flavored cigars now a days, but now that we are talkin about the wraps, i think im gonna go get one tomorrow and soke a blunt for old times sake out if it
what part of those blunt wraps is addictive? thers no tobacco in it or anything..
and besides i still dont see how lowering the amount of heroin that punshiable by jailtime and not probaton in the same sentence as banning the flavored blunt wraps
the shitty part about them lowering the dope weight is that cops always weigh the drugs wth the bags and how its packaged instead of weighng the product, thats why you always have to ask for a discovery n court, ause when it comes back its always like 1/3 of the weight they charged you with..but they are still gonna arrest you and give you a high bail and all that and its only after will they lower the charge but thats after a few months, so your already fucked..especially how they package dope here..3grams is prolly just a couple foils and hand full of caps..not to mention the little nick/dime bag prolly weighs half gram itselfLast edited:For a while my friends dad was able to get away with selling the blunt wraps without paying a tobacco tax lol... He was making so much money that they had to write a law so they could tax the wraps as if they were a tobacco product (because the wraps are made from tobacco). He gets paid royalties on any wrap sold. I usually smoke Vegas or the occasional swisher, but every once in a while I buy a wrap just to put some money in his pocket haha... And yeah, I could do without favors. Oh well. On my Amtrak train I just so happened to meet a junky from Chicago who seemed to be duckin out.
RidingtheBrownline
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damn that sucks they are trying to lower the amount of dope to 3. i thought our drugs laws were going to start progressing not digressing.- Status
