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Man I'm so sorry to hear that Cloudy. I'm really worried about my grandmother as well, she's 84 but a couple of years ago a car wasn't put into park by the parking attendants at her apartment building and it rolled over and broke her hip. She used to be the most fit person I knew, she'd go to the gym everyday, she'd eat healthy and she'd be up for anything. Now it takes 30-60 minutes for us to even walk anywhere around Philadelphia because her hip is so messed up. I talk to my dad a lot and we both agree that it might not be much longer for her :\
 
Bumpin the social thread since we need some moar action goin on in here. What's everyone been up to? Today I went to a chinese buffet and had crab legs. My day is complete.
 
I've never had crab legs. I'm terrified that I'd make an ass of myself trying to eat them in public. Same deal with lobster.
 
Crab legs are awesome, but messy. There is no dignified way to eat them. Embrace it!
 
I have no idea what to do with myself today. I woke up, signed on to Facebook...checked my Phone, and...have been sitting around since then. No idea what to do. Everything feels so pointless. I kinda want to go out and check out a few stores, ask for employment, but again...it all feels pointless. I just can't seem to get off my lazy ass and do anything.

Tomorrow is my birthday. Going to be 21. To be honest, I really would like to skip this weekend and wake up Monday morning. Tomorrow is most likely going to be a crappy day. I can't imagine myself doing anything. Nobody to really chill with...and if I find some people, it's just gonna be the same old thing...lets get high, or drink some beers. I think I might just spend the day inside, drinking beers to myself. No, that's rather depressing isn't it.
 
Everything is pointless when you start to think about it, so try to just initiate yourself into doing something productive and see how you feel about it afterwards. You might not feel like its so pointless.
 
Woah I thought I published this yesterday. Great. Well anyways I don't even care if I look like a barbarian eating crab legs. There's water and crab flying and butter dripping down my face but it's just too good.

And B I know you did great on your spanish exam. You ain't no fool!

J.Wallace I know exactly how you feel. Most days that is how I feel as well. There are things I could and should be doing to pull myself out of this hole both mentally and physically but I have no ambition. Happy Birthday regardless of if you want to remember tomorrows your bday or not. Try and do something small even vacuuming or making the bed (if you don't already) can be a significant enough change from the norm of feeling useless and down to give you some motivation to make bigger changes.
 
I know SDH, but it was such a hard test :( I stayed after for 20 minutes finishing the test, it was 50 true/false and 100 multiple choice, possibly the longest multiple choice questions I've ever seen. I'm just nervous but thank you :)

Today I went to the zoo with my friend, and we went and had a lot of fun =D It was a good way to spend a saturday sober. Of course there will be pictures in the photo thread, so don't worry.
 
well,start work tommrow(yes on a sunday)it shouldnt be all that bad because the bossman is real good friends with my sister n her husband, pays decent (considering my situation). sooo gotta meet em at 8:15am at some service station n fallo em out to the site, its carpentry work so get to build shit which is something ive always enjoyed doing. yea its not my 'dream job', but when ur livn n ur car and shelter to shelter who really gives a'fuck?
 
Ds! That's great news! Building stuff is really fun. I've always formed well into commission jobs selling things to people. My last job I sold mattresses and vacuums %). But I always thought I'd make out just fine if I could find a job where I put tiny little parts together. Like toy cars or garbage disposals, screwing nuts onto bolts all day long. That'd pass the time for me.
 
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Ds! That's great news! Building stuff is really fun. I've always formed well into commission jobs selling things to people. My last job I sold mattresses and vacuums %). But I always thought I'd make out just fine if I could find a job where I put tiny little parts together. Like toy cars or garbage disposals, screwing nuts onto bolts all day long. That'd pass the time for me.
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If you can solder you can assemble electronics, which is still a business with local need.
 
I said I could put nuts on bolts I didn't say anything about soldering metals with a hot prod. :| That I lack in skill.

But in all seriousness I'd prefer leaving molten metal out of my job description. My dad worked in a machine shop and I always hated the way the metal made his clothes smell. My mom would sometimes put my clothes with his clothes in the dryer and then I'd walk around all day smelling like a block of steel.

My last name sounds asian and I think I'd work out just fine in a chinese assembly line.
 
Hows it going guys? Im flying next friday out to the funeral, which will be hard, but it will be nice to see that side of the family. Trying to think of it as reuniting of the whole family, also a celebration of my grandmother giving bith to my father. His birthday is the day after the funeral.

I'm pretty proud of myself today turning down some skag. I could totally have some in my hands right now, but declined the offer. Feels kinda good to feel like I have that control.
 
Nice one. Its always very rewarding (for me) to be able to decline said offerings.
Seems like it's definitely not the right time for you anyway.

I really hate funerals, but they always bring my family together in a really unexplainable way. Think of funerals as a celebration of the life the deceased has lived <3
 
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Sorry to hear about that Cloudy, but at least it'll be nice to be able to see the rest of your family.

Right now I'm just relaxing after studying just watching some Netflix...I'm really tired so no better way to wind down.
 
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