There seems to be plenty of seizures around Dublin lately, but still no good gear! I wish they would tell us what % the heroin is! What is the story? Is good quality heroin coming into the country & then its been danced on? Or is it coming in bad? I wish i knew!
Punters are still buying heroin in Dublin, but they are only buying small amounts compared to what they were buying before the drought. It really is amazing to talk to people in my methadone clinic, they have either completely stopped using heroin or else like me they are only buying small amounts every now & again. So dealers are not shifting anywhere near what they were selling before the drought.
The guy i score off says that customers that used to buy 8ths are only buying the odd €20 bag now, so if the dealers are dancing on the gear then you'd think that by now they would realize that if they didn't dance on it then people would start buying it regularly again. So maybe its coming into the country as weak crap! Its so weird!
I never thought i'd see the day that decent heroin disappeared would totally disappear from Dublin. I miss it so much, i can't believe that i still pine for it so much! But i have to wonder what would have happened to me if the drought hadn't hit? I was in so much debt & i owed so much rent that my landlord had asked me to leave, but then the drought hit i started paying my rent again, i was so near hitting my rock bottom when the drought hit! My Boyfriend & i were using more & more gear every day, i had an insatiable hunger for heroin! So i wonder were i'd be to-day if the drought hadn't come?
I still obsess about gear day & night, but i know if good gear became available again tomorrow that it would only be a matter of weeks before i'd start getting into serious debt again! Since the drought I only use gear between 2 & 4 times every 2 weeks, before the drought i used to use daily! I wonder if i would be able to stay only using occasionally if the good gear came back?
So how are people in the UK getting on since good gear became available again? A lot of yous had got used to not scoring daily when things were bad, so now that things are good again have yous gone back to using the way yous did before the drought? Or have you got used to only using occasionally? Do you have more control over you habits now?