hello fellow BLers and forum users without an offical BLer status yet,
i would like to hear techniques and information what do You use to help You FIND your veins.
IV'ing is absolutely no problem, finding the vein - is. so the first thing im trying when im going to be IV'ing is soaking my hands in very hot water. keep the suggestions coming. the
i will not IV myself for the sole reason of not wanting to become it that sort of a regular thing that 'anybody can do it, even myself'.
right now i trust this one guy who is always completely sober and seems to know his way round needles since his a junkie thats been clean since 2005. sells the shit every day though so dude is around his DOC 24/7/365. day after day after day after day. his MOD was IV, ofc.
so thinking about it now, it has to sometimes be quite a bit hard/bittersweet/memoryfilled feeling to have 15grams of fent in front of you and just 7 years ago he would have taken these 15grams and made a run for the border (to Russia, since he knows the language like a regular russian although in reality he's ethnic Estonian with a usual old-style Estonian name) to fix me up when im asking him to stick me sometimes 2-3 times a week. there are a couple of big sandpits close to the town where the local 'wizeguyz' like to get stuck in sand in their bmw x5's and dump bodies of junkies who thought they too could be a dealer. so he asked for a 20g front.
people told him numerous times, do not it, it wont be good for you. the same people who he was begging the dope up front from in order to start selling himself. but since the higher person knew the one asking for a front was a junkie there was nothing but another murder in foresight. he tried to make it clear that times are tough and every last penny must be paid back ON TIME exactly on the clock. now, the guys only opinion is to OD in some slum apartment because at least its better than to receive awful beatings and eventually get a bullet in the head because he will never get the money for 10g's he got fronted.
one gram gets 28 nice checks/stamps/bags, 30 not bad either, 32 per 1g is most popular among 'street dealers' which is a term for someone who's job is to meet someone the whole day so that person 99% has a car (and therefore, addicts luck in that at least when the are WD'ing and waiting for the man while he is stuck in any one of Russia's cities AWFUL traffic jams, with Moscow being in a league of its own with even 44 per 1g cause the fucking street dealers (actually there are no street dealers here, absolutely no open air ever or anything like that, everything's VERY hush hush, russians are very secretive people in general until You gain their trust (have to earn it, either way). so you can imagine the size of the checks varies a bit as well on the streets across the city, actually i dont think anyone can get away with 40 stamps/1g anymore, thats just too small and the baby powder or smthng the geniuses use doesnt really help in the high department, just verifies theres a shitload of cut in the pack. lol, not something strange though, normal packs are 1-2% 3-mf and rest is some harmless filler. at least the people responsible for the 3-mf, chechens, ofcourse thats not to say that the old 50-70yr old chemists working with them are of chechen descent but in general, the group is lead from Chechen is very protective of its drugs, its turf and they are very proud of their old historic land where theyve lived for centuries in the North Caucasus.
if you want to talk about "groups" or gangs, in eng, then the st. petersburg fentanyl thing is controlled by the chechen "bratva" meaning brother in english. usual ethnic criminal gang specializing in drug transport. they have drugs going to the most remote above arctic circle/north circle towns/villages across Russia.
Irkutsk was the one place that got the especially hard hit. THE hardest, tbh. infected with the HIV virus due to sharing needles and unprotected sex is a big part of russian rural reality for the youth and their children, the childrens parents (grandparents to young parents) and the man who Galina knew for a time and i like how he feels fre is, esp. in old "purpose-built towns" where for instance, the whole economy consisted of large factories, electro stations, diesel power generators and places where they were powered, in conclusion, lots of industrial goodies were left over to rot what you going to do,doesnt take long for a russian car in a russian climate

giving work to thousands of workers (builders, all the people transporting the goods of for the new city, architects, many future city politicians. they were all exited to be post to the highest post of their job as possible. depending on the town and the poverty, the guards are 30% corrupt in an extremely hard prison and 99.9% corrupt in a laid back prison meant for persons in chail for fighting usually two typical russian men decided to let their fists talk over how much their love for the same woman is. next day the men are usually cool each other although sometimes ofcourse the one who finds out he's been dumped and happened to get beaten as well, its not at all good for your name. things like these stick with a person very hard.
the MOST NOZY people ive so far EVER SEEN ON TEH EARTH are ethnic Russian-Ukrainian old ladies aged between 55-85 called babushkas. they are the ones standing near a window just at the right time to write down the number of the car the thiefs used to steal another cars 19" rims in front of our house. since these people are living a pretty nice life they gave the Russia women quite a gift, a nice sum of money in euros. dont know what shes planning to buy but first thing she put it in a bank, for sure. infact, i believe they met in front of a bank. reason being, babushkas (and anyone old enough to have between born in '89 the latest) are afraid of young bandits who rob babushkas in elevators when theres only him and her in it and the thief pushed 17th floor which takes little more than minute to get to. these are 99.5% drug addicts desperate for a fix who would in reality never heart a woman or an older women (russians are btw pretty religious, if you are in tallinn and want to know whether this or that care there is being driven by an Estonian or Estonian-Russian (one's who seak russian but also estonian, sometimes very proficiently, usually good. estonian is by far harder to learn of the two languages(named hard labor so in russia the judge says "i, name blabla, sentence you, Juri Jegorovsky to 25 years hard time for the murder for a 14 year old boy. in a so, overnight, new towns were bult into Siberia, sometime into places where it really seems no one in their right mind would basically NEVER want to live. (i mean not even ANY full day).Its a large city in Siberia, close to Lake Baikal (the only famous thing "close" to it). well, siberia itself, also. but
siberia is there and is everywhere
the reward for enduring the week long train ride in a Soviet train (whenever You have to get an overnight train in Russia anywhere, ALWAYS take the coupe which means its just you or you and one other person that is with you. and nobody else. the stench and lack of air in the 'public' above who pack it have enough authority that nobody dares to re-fuck with their packed and
i have this one guy i trust who's been in the game for a while (clean now for 7 years but sells the shit every day) and i trust him to do the work for me. so far its gone just fine. he laughs about shit like using an alcohol swipe for the place youre gonna stick the needle to (and actually theres not even enough time, my veins are so shitty they pop up for seconds then fade right away). we do filter the fentanyl, with regular cotton although have also IV'd without doing so and since this shit is literally made for injecting (i'dsay 1-2% of all fentanyl users smoke it, 98-99% IV it), theyve cut it with something that doesnt seem particularly bad to the veins meaning nothing wrong that ive felt or any discoloring ive seen or anything else wrong that might have to do with not filtering or not being hygienic enough.
can someone explain to stupid ol' me, why do some people recommend using a brand new needle EVERY time you try to find a vein and miss?
i mean that would be EXTREME wasting of needles, wouldnt it? what is the reasoning behind this? lets say you have extremely crappy veins from BTH IVing and have a box of 100. well, if you wanna do 5 shots and each time due to crappy veins + the crappiest heroin on the veins (black tar) you must eventually "search around" for 20 times each time to find that one and only (a vein that you can see and use successfully)
also, what about using the same rig again? i mean your own rig ofc, one you've used before once for instance and theres only your own blood on it and in it from the last shot so wash that rig with tap water thoroughly first,of course is it beause the needle is already a bit "used", meaning its not as sharp? or is there some hygien reason to only use each rig once, no matter what the outcome.
please let the replys come, my friends

i know my posts are long and usually long equals boring and im not tooting my own horn and saying that my post is NOT boring but if You want to read a little about drugs in Estonia/Scandinavia/Russia and the people (EST vs RUS) of this country ESTONIA, capital TALLINN (pop ~500k), metro (~650-700k)