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Regional Heroin Discussion v14: What's the point?
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Cornishman
Bluelighter
Gonna have a shoot now methinks.
Did just over 0.1 last night and ended up K.O'd upright in the chair.
Even managed to hold me for most of the day today but I seldom bother using anymore.
80 on the g. Quality isn't far off the stuff of 10 years ago.
Here we go....
Did just over 0.1 last night and ended up K.O'd upright in the chair.
Even managed to hold me for most of the day today but I seldom bother using anymore.
80 on the g. Quality isn't far off the stuff of 10 years ago.
Here we go....
SteveSircull
Bluelighter
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@ blondin & nameless - i know exactly where your coming from ive had such horrible withdrawl symptoms in the past, rolling around the bedroom floor for nights on end, grabbing hold of bed posts, pulling mattresses on top of me in a vain attempt to find comfort while shitting and puking everywhere but each to there own and just because the w/d effects described on the other posts seem trivial in comparison, it wont doesnt make them any more bearable for the user expecially if they havnt had a taste of the real physical suffering yet. The whole deal is so subjective that each persons experience is just as valid as the next one
The only really good point made here endless is that if your finding things this difficult with a moderate habit, scoff on some food for thought, things can be ALOT worse if your cranking a gram of half decent kit every day, you will owe the universe back big time and the more good life you borrow the higher the interest rates going to be on the repayments. If you are in w/d and still able to walk and talk and see straight see that as a blessing, go and sort yourself now while you still can. The heroins still going to be there once youve had a break and got your head straight, and you'll get alot more out of it with a low tolerance, you might get away with smoking it again without resorting to the pin.
The only really good point made here endless is that if your finding things this difficult with a moderate habit, scoff on some food for thought, things can be ALOT worse if your cranking a gram of half decent kit every day, you will owe the universe back big time and the more good life you borrow the higher the interest rates going to be on the repayments. If you are in w/d and still able to walk and talk and see straight see that as a blessing, go and sort yourself now while you still can. The heroins still going to be there once youve had a break and got your head straight, and you'll get alot more out of it with a low tolerance, you might get away with smoking it again without resorting to the pin.
class-a-team
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Hey Endless, would you mind deleting some messages in your inbox?
.....and everything in the newspapers is true, and the tooth fairy does her rounds everynight...unfortunately due to the nature of the internet and fora you can invent and reinvent yourself and say what you like. Im more than happy to give advice and support to posts that who's veracity is not in question , what pisses me off are people who waste others time
strungout2010
Bluelighter
@ trip2themoon. Edit.......
I put on my form that I have to pick up a methadone script every Wednesday between 9:30 and 5. Will this exempt me from the selection process?
I got called up for jury duty , while I was in rehab. ( beleve it or not ) so in answer to your question. ? Fuck knows, nothing would supprise me.
I put on my form that I have to pick up a methadone script every Wednesday between 9:30 and 5. Will this exempt me from the selection process?
I got called up for jury duty , while I was in rehab. ( beleve it or not ) so in answer to your question. ? Fuck knows, nothing would supprise me.
CbRoXiDe
Bluelighter
So so. Still not had anything above average in months.
badandwicked
Bluelighter
^ did you ever get that PM I sent you?
trip2themoon
Bluelighter
I sent back the form yesterday, it's for being on the list for possible jurors. I hope the see what I wrote and think junkie bastard then forget about me. I'm not working now so fuck giving up my time for nothing.
strungout2010
Bluelighter
& trip2 the moon
Yeah my mrs sent mine back saying somthing along the lines of " are you mad , he's a smackhead in rehab".
This was about 12 Years ago , and never herd anything since. ( junkie bastard lol).
Yeah my mrs sent mine back saying somthing along the lines of " are you mad , he's a smackhead in rehab".
This was about 12 Years ago , and never herd anything since. ( junkie bastard lol).
amnesiaseizure
Bluelighter
O just don't see making a post that takes 5mins to read if that as wasting time. You can just ignore it and take the discussion in your own direction if you want. And yeah, it doesn't sound like he/she's in terrible WD's but it's all hard work ya know? Support at every level can be well justified.
i have 2 say i agree with blondin someone had to say it - his post prob seems a bit cruel to anyone who is not following the thread all along + read these peoples posts - its been cruel to be kind maybe been blunt will make these people wake up + realize tat its not cool 2 be strung out -its not cool to have wds -heroin is not cool + some day these people will get in 2 deep + they will wish they had taken it all more seriously - i know tis sounds stupid from me someone who has wasted the last 20yrs of his life on b but like most people i regret it + wen i see younger people act like b is a cool chic game i want to shake them + warn them + i think blondis way of talking is most likely to wake them up + see its not a game
endless lives in the same part of dublin as me + it pisses me off wen he keeps posting he can get good b when he can't he is getting the same as anyone else + his posts give people false hope - its not a game
Cherry has only started using b in the last year + she is already has abcesses on her groin + shes on a methadone program + using crack daily - how could someone let things get bad so quick - dangeriously quick - + talking about mates in jail in a boastful way as if she herself would like to be able to say some day tat she has been in jail - its not a game
so if anyone can makee these people cop on + get there lifes together then its a gud thing + being all nicey nice aint gonna get through to someone - you got to be blunt - they mite thank blondin in years to come i wish to fuck someone would have made me cop on befor it was to late - -Oh yeah dublin update is still shite the b is still useless + there is even a shortage now - im hopeing tat the shortage means the end of the shite b + maybe someting good is comeing but tats probably wishfull thinking on my part - sorry if my post pisses people off i dont post much on bl but i do read the thread most the time + in see these things as clear as day
BecomingJulie
Bluelight Crew
I think it's all relative. The worst thing you've ever known is just as bad for you as the worst thing somebody else has ever known is for them.
In other news, I just had a nightmare journey out, got splashed by a van going through a puddle on the way to the station and had to sit on the train in soaking wet trousers, then the person I was meeting was late and I had to wait ages more for the next train home. Ah, but it turns out to have been worth it :D
In other news, I just had a nightmare journey out, got splashed by a van going through a puddle on the way to the station and had to sit on the train in soaking wet trousers, then the person I was meeting was late and I had to wait ages more for the next train home. Ah, but it turns out to have been worth it :D
cherrycolouredfunk
Bluelighter
I don't boast about anything, I just talk about my life as fact. I lack other people to actually talk to, so often, sadly, I use this place as a sounding board. I have been told that by another person who posts here, who I am friends with off the internet that he's figured out how I use BL. If you read it as boastful then you misinterpret me, and fine, let that be your way.
How can someone let something get so bad? So dangerously quick? I know myself and my mental health enough to know that I self harm, in many different ways, always have so there lies your answer. Drug abuse, which is what i'm doing , as i'm certainly not using them is a form of self harm.
You seem so wise as to have been able to have figured me out and sum me up in a few sentences, or so you assume, then maybe you'd have been able to gather my reasons why I am the way I am.
And by the way, my abscess is not on my groin.
I also started dabbling with Heroin in 2007, which is when I first ever smoked it with a Bluelighter who is now dead.
I've posted in BL for years about my life, and its ups and downs, made friends in real life here, most of them now don't bother posting. I'd only just started to come back and post again, but I think I've now remembered why I fucking stopped = (Loads of people joined in the mephedrone explosion, and also the heroin drought) and I'll fuck off again.
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trip2themoon
Bluelighter
Every time I see his posts I think: Wow he's the luckiest guy in Ireland.
I've said it before and I'll say it again. Anyone who's taken to kit in the last 4 years has sadly missed out on being properly high on gear. I joined in 2008 and that was the time the gear quality started to nose-dive. Summer 2008 was the first time I'd ever seen that white fluffy shite sold as gear and I was curious as to weather anyone else has came across this horrible bash. Summer 2008 was bad times but at least if you shopped about you could find decent among plenty of shite. Anyone who's taken to gear in the last 2 years is really unlucky.
monstanoodle
Bluelight Crew
Excuse me, blondin, but was that really necessary? (being a completely nasty idiot?)
To be honest, for someone who may be in quite a deal of emotional pain, it was just down-right cruel.
So stop acting as though you're god's gift to Opiate users and start acting in a manner that's more consistant with your age please.
And, also, don't make stab-in-the-dark statements about people's physical health if you've no idea about them.
Has at any point anyone expressed that it's "chic" to use Heroin? That it's cool to go through withdrawals?
No, they haven't.
Nor has Cherry expressed that she think it's some game to end up in jail. All she's said is what's happening to her.
I'm certain that she knows very clearly that the pitfalls of Opiate use and everything that comes with it is NOT a game.
For fuck's sake guys. You're terribly presumptuous for people who are supposed to be open minded and willing to listen to the facts rather than create your own fiction
And I very much doubt that blondin's "tough love" will help anyone.
I don't know what this is about - Dented male egos? Infact I couldn't give a shit.
Treat everyone here in EADD and on BL as a whole with respect. Treat them how you would wish to be treated in the same position.
And blondin was not being cruel to be kind. Just cruel and not thinking before he opens his mouth.
I can't believe I'm going to say this to people who should have lived long enough to gain wisdom, but grow the fuck up
That just says it all
strungout2010
Bluelighter
@ Trip2themoon.
I totally agree mate, the fact that 2 nights in to a cluck and your getting 5 hours kip , says it all really.
But like someone else pointed out , everybody has the own individual low point. And I still wish endless all the best.
My mrs takes 3/4 breaks a year from the gear , and up un till the drought she would do a rapid 10-12 day methadone detox ,and then use tamazepam for a couple of weeks, as she couldn't sleep for shit.
Last time she got clean she used a 80 mill bottle of jollop over 3 days and was kipping unaided after 3 days.
The shit she gives me over my script is unreal, she just dont see why I need 80 mil when the gear ain't been worth a wank. But I'm a moany little bitch ,one yourn and a runny nose and im in full blown withdrawals.
Someone said they think women rattle worse then men , well not in this fucking house they DONT !
Anyway the gears on the up now , so I hope her next clucks FUCKING HORRENDOUS.( I don't really ) im just sick of getting called a pussy.
I totally agree mate, the fact that 2 nights in to a cluck and your getting 5 hours kip , says it all really.
But like someone else pointed out , everybody has the own individual low point. And I still wish endless all the best.
My mrs takes 3/4 breaks a year from the gear , and up un till the drought she would do a rapid 10-12 day methadone detox ,and then use tamazepam for a couple of weeks, as she couldn't sleep for shit.
Last time she got clean she used a 80 mill bottle of jollop over 3 days and was kipping unaided after 3 days.
The shit she gives me over my script is unreal, she just dont see why I need 80 mil when the gear ain't been worth a wank. But I'm a moany little bitch ,one yourn and a runny nose and im in full blown withdrawals.
Someone said they think women rattle worse then men , well not in this fucking house they DONT !
Anyway the gears on the up now , so I hope her next clucks FUCKING HORRENDOUS.( I don't really ) im just sick of getting called a pussy.
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Maybe you could collaborate - throw in a bit about the legendary 'Blondin heroin home purity test kit'?
Sorry, that was cruel. I do apologise. Couldn't resist though.
Glass houses, stones, etc. And what Monsta said. Grow up.
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amnesiaseizure
Bluelighter
I agree, tough love it certainly wasn't, it was just having a go, simple as that. And it won't help anyone. This holier than thou attitude is starting to grate somewhat blondin, ever practice a bit of humility?
Maybe you could collaborate - throw in a bit about the legendary 'Blondin heroin home purity test kit'?
Sorry, that was cruel. I do apologise. Couldn't resist though.
Glass houses, stones, etc. And what Monsta said. Grow up.
Thank you for you 2 penny worth i know just where to put it.(legendary? only in your purile imagination)...I m not the one who needs to grow up - I think thats obvious to most that post here...
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