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Your first few times are usually a pretty positive experience.

IMO, it's after neurotoxcity and tolerance take over meth becomes a pretty negative thing. It's really easy to go from doing it for fun, to needing it to keep from feeling absolutely lifeless.

But yeah, I hate quick ROAs. You become so obsessed with redosing, that you ignore the things around you that make the experience fun. A few friends and I ran through a shit ton of GHB and crystal over the time span of 3-4 hours. You can literally sit and redose, redose, redose on both for hours and get absolutely blitzed, fading into highs of both.

But the experience didn't mean anything, because we weren't even doing anything. Not like weed as a teenager where your friends and you ran off into the woods and had an adventure.
 
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Yeah I get that. I've never had the urge to constantly redose on meth though, usually I just want more as I start to comedown.

Ritalin though, that's another story... I could sit there crushing/snorting those babys for hours! Almost no burn, a nice rush as it comes on, hell they even taste good.

Its almost just like a longer lasting version of coke, equally as fun to snort too



My speed addiction is rearing its ugly head though... so after this I'm probably going to transition back to psyches for a bit to clear my head, then see if I can start dropping drug usage all together
 
Yeah it had a lot of side effects.... it always made me HELLA tired like 4h in? Like I would actually fall asleep, or just have to lay there for like an hour with my heart beating out of my chest keeping me up.

I liked the mildness of it though, I could abuse the fuck out of it but since it had such a small amount of dopamine release (comparatively), I would hardly have a crash at all. It was perfect for what I wanted it for though, made me actually enjoy scraping the ceiling
 
Lol.. Ritalin just makes me chill and concentrate :) But I've got add
 
Uhm well add is abit different. I'm not hyper active but my thoughts tend to be. I can't filter the important from the un-important, so it's hard to get anything done, and I get distracted by almost anything. It basically allows for a better overview and I can focus on the task at hand rather then everything at the same time. Weed seems to help in that regard, as much, or even better then ritalin, so I stick to that :)
 
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Uhm well add is abit different. I'm not hyper active but my thoughts tend to be. I can't filter the important from the un-important, so it's hard to get anything done, and I get distracted by almost anything. It basically allows for a better overview and I can focus on the task at hand rather then everything at the same time. Weed seems to help in that regard, as much, or even better then ritalin, so I stick to that :)
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You should try out dextroamphetamine man :)

And on another note, how is everyone? I haven't been very active lately but school is coming to a close so that'll change right now. I've been working on some producing dubstep lately too and I'm loving it.
 
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Uhm well add is abit different. I'm not hyper active but my thoughts tend to be. I can't filter the important from the un-important, so it's hard to get anything done, and I get distracted by almost anything. It basically allows for a better overview and I can focus on the task at hand rather then everything at the same time. Weed seems to help in that regard, as much, or even better then ritalin, so I stick to that :)
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the 'H' in ADHD is basically just restlessness when you're an "adult", i just don't sit still and a lot of the time i want to be running around and shit but im not. it's probably why i fucking love going mental to the music at dnb events even if there are like 2 other people on the dancefloor, and why i can go until 6am without drugs or alcohol. concentrating for me is the same as how you described and yeah weed can help, because it calms my mind down but it can also make it harder for me to process stuff even if it's easier to focus on it.

but yeah i get distracted by everything, mainly my own thoughts, and it's pretty impossible for me to concentrate on stuff i don't find interesting.

sounds like ritalin should be helpful though, i'm hoping i can actually sit down and study/revise for once.
 
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You should try out dextroamphetamine man :)

And on another note, how is everyone? I haven't been very active lately but school is coming to a close so that'll change right now. I've been working on some producing dubstep lately too and I'm loving it.
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Alo freehugs,

I been better, seen divorce papers come through finally, that sucks i might have to pay for it.
not been to a rave for ages, suffering really badly from S.A.D atm.

Shitty weather, where is the sunshine lol i want some Papaver Rhoeas too!

How have you been yourself?
 
^^ Yeah around here they aren't that keen on medication. If I want to get ritalin or anything else I have to partake in treatment aswell which means talking in groups, training in schedules etc... fuck that shit lol.
 
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