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blergh i ran out of mph after my weekend binge so i'm resorting to ephedrine to keep me alive until i get hold of some more tomorrow. the joys.

strangely finding ephedrine a little euphoric and speedy? aaaahhh

study study study....
 
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Dope around here is heroin, meth, and rarely cocaine.

Turned 20 years old today BDD, I'm gettin' old ;) Welp, the sub doc appt. was surprisingly short and convenient and they didn't even make me drop. I really didn't need to abstain from benzos, but I'm glad I took a break for the sake of my tolerance and wallet. 3mg Xanax down the hatch and 10mg diazepam under the tongue. Already feelin' good
 
^Speaking of benzos.. I had gotten a trial of Ativan last month - 12x .5mg tablets (useless). I called telling them it wasn't helping and that my doc had suggested increasing my clonazepam slightly instead, which I opted for this time around. Well.. they doubled it. Now I get 120mg of kp per month. LOL. Okay, I don't think opiate WD is gonna be an issue. :p
 
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^Speaking of benzos.. I had gotten a trial of Ativan last month - 12x .5mg tablets (useless). I called telling them it wasn't helping and that my doc had suggested increasing my clonazepam slightly instead, which I opted for this time around. Well.. they doubled it. Now I get 120mg of kp per month. LOL. Okay, I don't think opiate WD is gonna be an issue. :p
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You are one lucky dude IMO! I am sincerely jealous, lorazepam is better than nothing, but with the plentiful clonaz script you are certainly good to go.
 
I've been getting 2mg/day for a while now, and I figured they'd do a 50% increase to 3mg/day, not straight to 4 haha. I can't complain though; it does work for me and this will give extra to spare / use as needed. :win:

haha

20's pretty cool.. it start moving along more quickly the further we go. bummer, that.
 
fuck this shit man. everything is falling to pieces cuz of the fucking dope.
 
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Wuts gut, guys?

I have to quote Tripster on this, as he has abandoned us so he can't say it himself.....missing trippy, Lou, Effie,siccy, madog, geez guys. Like you have a real life or something? ;)

Thank you pj, baby, Kayla, mugzy, NT etc for keeping our social alive and stumbling.

Miss aveo, too, but know he is safe in rehab. Missed you, too, Lac, but you posted above me. Sorry drugs are fucking up your life, please tell us more...

Ok, off to choir practice, 60 mgs oxy oral, 30 mgs railed...gotta keep it nice and easy so I can praise the Lord! Hehehe. And drive.
 
Oh, and guys... I got 4 x 50 mg nucynta to try....do these suck or are they ok? I used the search engine but gave up reading thru all the stuff... Anyone tried it? Take orally, nasally, rectally? Thanks for the advice...gotta run, ttys....
 
about to get cut loose from my parents in every aspect because i cant stay sober.

its fucking even more stupid that all i have to do is stay sober for 3 months and i can move away, but i get like a week sober and then decide i want to get some H and fuck everything up. its been alot better than it used to be but shit is just falling aapart. the only thing i want to do right now is get high, go figure....
 
for the moment its straight, but the folks are fixin to kick me out and i dont have any place to go and hardly any money.

the simplest solution is to just stay sober, but fuckk man
 
thanks man im watching it right now

but oh fuck yah man, i feel like ive wanted drugs more than ever right now
 
Been there when I was on dope, I got so bad I was bangin it everyday like .5 or more. Then I'd chill out and snort it, sometimes chase the dragon. Psychedelics had me fried and I was bringin the wrong people late night by my parent's crib. I know that feeling homie, just keep it together and at least make it seem like your sober. Keep your habits light.
 
laC! Missed you, stop vanishing on us please. Sorry things have been tough :( hang on in there, I know sobriety is hard but it definitely beats fucking up with drugs <3

Beachcat I missed you too, all of you! Had a friend to stay and been really busy the past few days.. just flying by tonight and thought I'd say hi, hopefully back properly tomorrow <3
 
i know how you feel lacster... been in the same situation before, i had a choice to get sober and relatively clean or be kicked out on the streets on my own.... honestly today now that i look back on it (being relatively clean) i'm grateful for my mum forcing me to stop i think in the long term its for the best, the 2 months being clean i think were the happiest two months i've had in years, but i still go back to my old habits :(

once an addict forever an addict.... how i wish i could use drugs responsibly
 
It is really hard. I struggle a lot. Maybe make a list of all the reasons to stay sober, and all the potential consequences of going overboard with drugs? Good luck dude, we're here for you <3

Synthetix, everyone relapses I think.. if you really want to get clean, maybe try it again? I really do know how hard it can be.. <3

*hug* for you both.
 
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