i know, like i said when i stopped taking it over 5 yrs. ago i would take 30mg MAX TOTAL a day and feel incredible. i quit for 5 yrs and now, for this morning as example, i took 35mg @ 6am w/ a tsp of baking soda 45 min earlier, and after an hour and 45 min. i really didn't feel anything at all, still kind of sleepy, so i took another 35mg at 8am. it is 11:30am now and i feel more awake w/ slight jaw tension but could still go to sleep in an hour or two, no prob. i have even taken 5 days between the last time i took a single pill w/ no difference @ all. but hey, i took 5yrs off before i got the prescription last month and i STILL had to take 70mg after being amph-free for 5 years to even get half of what i used to get off of 20mg back then. i was just wondering if adderall or dexedrine would make any difference (adderall, bdecause of the added 3 salts, even though some may add a little to the peripheral side-effects, i've heard a few people say they are actually more recreational. and desoxyn because i have NEVER taken RXed methamphetamine and the last time i did "street" meth and/or "ice" was about 7 years ago and not much of that at all and i just appreciate the input, esp. from those of you w/ experience inmoderate to higher doses of dextroamphetamine as well as having used desoxyn, like you tricomb. any other hints appreciated (and YES i've done everything from sodium bicarbonate, to vitamin cocktails, to one large dose, to multipole doses, skipping days (even a few weeks last month) and this week i even broke down and did what one of you suggested and PLUGGED the shit but no noticable difference from what happens when i take it orally/sublingually *sigh*.
thanks for the help and patience guys, i'm a dilaudid/heroin person by preference but recently detoxed myself off the methadone clinic and am just now ending my withdrawls so i'm trying to avoid my TRUE love and i never had a real addiction problem in the past, i just LOVED the feeling, would stay up the 1st day or 2 after getting my script, eating a few more than normal, then take a few days off and go back to taking it as RXed and when not in college during the summer, i hardly touched it, but now i feel like mick jagger, i just cna't get now satisfaction. heroin/diladid had me under a bridge and in and out of homeless shelters and the methadone clinic i was up to 120mg/daily and din't even know i was taking it and STILL had a habit just w/o fun so i got the balls up to quit it and so i was hoping to get a little bit of drug-induced pleasure from my dex script and use it to power me through these last weeks of methadone withdrawals but having to take fucking 100mg a day is not normal for ANYONE IMO, but for the life of me i don't understand how i went from taking 20mg, being GREAT, to taking a 5yr. break, coming back and having 100mg not even give me more than a little extra focus and teeth grinding...