Its time to knock it on the head for a bit - though considering I'm the birthday boy today I'll let myself have this bag
Earlier yesterday, the guy I've been scoring this decent (decent enough) product off for the last two months asked me if it was my 35th or 36th birthday tomorrow. Its my 25th. I find that highly concerning and I really wasnt at all happy with it - but maybe I just need to lighten the fuck up.
But yesh, there's no chance I'm going cold turkey though. I've no codeine left so I'll have to source out some methadone (I reckon 100mls @20euros is grand, yeah?) which shouldn't be a bother and stock up a fair amount of Valium for sleep (75 x 5mgs of which I can get for about 40euro if I act fast - which is an
excellent deal).
I've lost far too much weight in my face and people are commenting on it with unabridged cuntishness, so I need to start pack on some pounds as briskly as possible please.
I was given a big aule tub of 'Creatine' about three weeks back by a friend of mine who has recently had enough of the whole weightlifting scene and having heard I was trying to gain some weight while wanting to do so as soon as possible, he offered it to me and suggested I 'give it a shot'. I'll need to do a bit more research on it, but I suppose I'll make another thread/ask about it elsewhere. If anyone does know anything about it or at least can offer me/point me in the direction of a good source of info on gaining weight (not for muscle as such but indeed healthy weight) I'd really appreciate it (sorry to digress, mods).
@hooks: Aw man, dont I know the likes of that shite all to painfully well - however thankfully it hasn't happened this year at all (although now that I've officially said that, it probably fucking will happen soon enough now; such is my luck). Coincidentally, something similar
was very close to happening today but it all worked out 'for the best' in the end - though is it really ever actually working out 'for the best' when it comes to doing gear anyway, I ask myself...I'd have to say certainly not, considering the reason I ever got involved with heroin to begin with was because absolutely everything was working out for the 'absolute worst' come to think of it. Are you on a methadone script bud?
@ructions: Hello miss, been awhile since we've spoken but I'll be in touch elsewhere soonish - few things I need to chat to you about. Hope all is grand with you and the Mr - speak soon dear
@tryptamine: I'm sure I've seen a message or more from you more towards the latter pages of the previous version of this thread - I hope everything's well with you too my friend and that you're being relatively good
I'll be in touch at the start of next week - couple of things I care to share.
Looking forward to this clean spell - will let you folks know how it goes. Hope you're all well, speak soon friends
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