Candy_Raver
Bluelighter
About a year and a half ago, I had dug myself into a pretty serious oxy habit along with IV heroin. 120mgs of oxy would get me buzzed but not blasted. I ended up kicking the habit and going to rehab, and after I got out during the whole span of a year I have used oxys very occasionally in the form of 30 roxy IRs, and used about 4 times during that whole year. Like once every 3 months and only did one dose which was 30-45mgs snorted.
6 weeks ago I decided to try heroin via IV method, I took a fraction a of the dose I formally used to shoot, and the effects were extremely strong. After a bit of time I ended up puking my guts out over and over again. In the past when I injected many times greater than the dose I never had any issues with nausea or shallow breathing. I concluded that I'm not doing heroin again as it make me very sick and puked my guts out. I let 6 weeks past and decided to do something weaker and not IV the drug directly into my veins.
Fast forward 6 weeks or one and a half month. Then today I got my hands one of the generic OC 80s, and thought to myself how one and a half years ago my tolerance was as high as 120mgs, I assumed it has dropped to a certain amount but never back down to baseline. I also looked into psychological tolerance, and thought to myself maybe the psychological tolerance doesn't go away, so I assumed taking a full 80mgs would be safe. I crushed up the tablet and parachuted all 80mgs. The effects were very strong, I got to a point where my CNS depression was very slow to where I had to watch my breathing because it was so slow. Then about two hours in I proceeded to puke my guts out many times over and over again due to the nausea that came along.
When I was using OCs on a heavy basis I can take greater than 120mgs and suffer no nausea at all. But after taking a very long break from doing any opiates I take a fraction of the dose where my former habit used to be and I puke my guts out.
Had anyone had this experience where after an extended long break of not using, I'm talking about up to a year or more, you decide to try opiates again, take a fraction of the dose it comes on too strong, you puke your guts out, get really sick etc?
I know me as someone with a former habit this is playing with fire. But after two tries and dealing with the nasty side effects ie puking my guts out many times, shallow breathing, etc... I'll try my best to not touch an opiate again.
-PLUR
6 weeks ago I decided to try heroin via IV method, I took a fraction a of the dose I formally used to shoot, and the effects were extremely strong. After a bit of time I ended up puking my guts out over and over again. In the past when I injected many times greater than the dose I never had any issues with nausea or shallow breathing. I concluded that I'm not doing heroin again as it make me very sick and puked my guts out. I let 6 weeks past and decided to do something weaker and not IV the drug directly into my veins.
Fast forward 6 weeks or one and a half month. Then today I got my hands one of the generic OC 80s, and thought to myself how one and a half years ago my tolerance was as high as 120mgs, I assumed it has dropped to a certain amount but never back down to baseline. I also looked into psychological tolerance, and thought to myself maybe the psychological tolerance doesn't go away, so I assumed taking a full 80mgs would be safe. I crushed up the tablet and parachuted all 80mgs. The effects were very strong, I got to a point where my CNS depression was very slow to where I had to watch my breathing because it was so slow. Then about two hours in I proceeded to puke my guts out many times over and over again due to the nausea that came along.
When I was using OCs on a heavy basis I can take greater than 120mgs and suffer no nausea at all. But after taking a very long break from doing any opiates I take a fraction of the dose where my former habit used to be and I puke my guts out.
Had anyone had this experience where after an extended long break of not using, I'm talking about up to a year or more, you decide to try opiates again, take a fraction of the dose it comes on too strong, you puke your guts out, get really sick etc?
I know me as someone with a former habit this is playing with fire. But after two tries and dealing with the nasty side effects ie puking my guts out many times, shallow breathing, etc... I'll try my best to not touch an opiate again.
-PLUR
