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Random MSN Gibberings LXXXXI: Homing in on the scent of Shambles

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Morning crew, I've a job interview so awake early today. Feeling slightly confident, hopefully it will go well :)

Good luck! Is good to feel confident.

early fairies FTFUCKINGW

You lucky bastard. I'm once again on fairy alert, watching the street like a hawk. Yesterday they flew right by (at 11.50am after I'd stared out the window for 4 hours, fun times.)
 
Can't help but agree with BCF - Seriously well done on keeping yer tapering going man :)
I'm struggling enough as it is myself, so yea, much much respect to you good sir! %)

Nah mate I don't want to take unwarranted credit, I'm back to square one full on smatie mode, I had some serious bad shot go down when I handed my notice in at work ( won't go into it here ) and it all fell apart.

Its always difficult to know what amount you are actually taking with cheap PK pills but it ain't good mate although I feel fine, I guess thats the upside of stupid tolerance.

I've got a start date for my new job now and all is sorted so I'm going to create a new taper plan, well just change the dates, I'm keen to start the taper on as lower dose as I can manage but I clearly don't want to risk a seizure.

I'll post over in BDD for advice .
 
Hi Monsta. Don't mean to pry, but what happened that made you feel that weed messed you up? Did it exacerbate an anxiety issue or something?

I'm just curious as I consume it like food (regularly throughout the day, every day) and have done for 15 years and I can't conceive of a more benign and positive substance.

Me too. But double that amount of years.
 
Well honesty to yourself is the first step, you'll get there matey, plus if uv been munchin pak pills your likely only getting 1 mg per pill so not that bad eh :)
Find something to replace em, a hobby, an instrument, yer scooters anything to stop those smurfs from stealing yer sanity : D


Btw K afterglow FTW =D
 
Hi Monsta. Don't mean to pry, but what happened that made you feel that weed messed you up? Did it exacerbate an anxiety issue or something?

I'm just curious as I consume it like food (regularly throughout the day, every day) and have done for 15 years and I can't conceive of a more benign and positive substance.
Nay worry about "prying" at all :) S'all good. Well sit down as it's a long story lol (I shall NSFW it to save space)....
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I started smoking it at.... 13-14 years old or something, and as time went on it was a case of this pattern developing:
# Wake up before school.
# Have a couple of buckets.
# Arrive at school.
# Have a spliff before classes started.
# Get through the first classes and go have another spliff.
# More classes then it's lunch, where a combination of spliffs, pipes and even bongs at one point (8( ) would be consumed.
# Last classes with another spliff at break.
# Go home and smoke buckets and spliffs until silly o'clock when I managed to get to sleep.


One day - many years later - Some mates and I planned on going to the pub, so first we had some stupidly potent spliffs and then pubbed it up. So we grabbed a drink and sat down underneath the TV that had some footy of some sort on it.
I started to get really paranoid (everyone's looking at me etc. etc.) so we swiftly downed our pints then went back to my mate's for more spliffs and nattering.
Then, all of a sudden and completely out of the blue, I started getting Psilocybin-esque visuals - Everyone's faces were morphing and dripping and all that.
I wondered if it was a trick of the light so I moved over to the other side of the room, but it was still happening.
Thought I'd lost it completely and gained a lovely disorder of HPPD and just tried to get used to it, which I did do eventually, and then at some point it stopped :?

And every time I smoke more than a couple of tokes then I become so paranoid it's not funny :\
I can only handle a couple of tokes of a spliff and only if I am under the influence of Benzos, Booze and Opiates.
So, yes, that's it really.

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Good luck! Is good to feel confident.



You lucky bastard. I'm once again on fairy alert, watching the street like a hawk. Yesterday they flew right by (at 11.50am after I'd stared out the window for 4 hours, fun times.)
Just want to let you know that it's lovely to have you with us again - I'm under the impression that you went AWOL for a bit? I could be wrong. Regardless - Lush to have you back :)~<3
Nah mate I don't want to take unwarranted credit, I'm back to square one full on smatie mode, I had some serious bad shot go down when I handed my notice in at work ( won't go into it here ) and it all fell apart.

Its always difficult to know what amount you are actually taking with cheap PK pills but it ain't good mate although I feel fine, I guess thats the upside of stupid tolerance.

I've got a start date for my new job now and all is sorted so I'm going to create a new taper plan, well just change the dates, I'm keen to start the taper on as lower dose as I can manage but I clearly don't want to risk a seizure.

I'll post over in BDD for advice .
"Relapses" are all part of the process mate, and you're serious about it so you should be proud of yourself man :)~<3
We all wish you the best of luck I'm certain! <3

Right, time for a cig for me! ;)
 
Thanks for sharing that Monsta.

That HPPD doesn't sound like much fun. I get why you're not so keen on the herb now!
 
Feeling good and buzzy with a little nod action on the go, work moving slow but it's all good :)
I hear everyone is getting k these days WTF happened? :p
 
Suuuuuuuup EADD long time no see!! This evening I shall be dropping acid of largely unknown potency (got a cheap deal on a sheet due to manufacturing fuckups). I can't wait to see exactly what will happen. Each tab I worked out to have cost me 60p...Can't argue with value like that.
 
What blotter mate? Enjoy your trip!

Getting suited up tonight for a wee do, gonah be banging some defcons later though to balance things out. Suits aint my thing!
 
I can't wait to see exactly what will happen. Each tab I worked out to have cost me 60p...Can't argue with value like that.

Nice, a mystery pack if ever there was one!

Another scorcher today. Sitting out nursing a tin of Devils Bit while nursing yesterdays sunburn.
 
Afternoon all :)

Another blazing hot day then. Not that I'm complaining... not yet anyway. Surely won't be long before the novelty wears off and it's time to start bitching about uncomfortable sweatyhottyness 8)

Do you Shave or wax Mr Shambles if you don't mind me asking, I used to Wax Mrs atms legs and I wax the center of my eye brow, the rest is trimmed using clippers, hair usually No.1 all over on the scalp, its kinda the same as not cutting it as you opt out of the whole hair thing but lower maintenance :)

Am a razor boy. Quick and easy and only uncomfortable the first coupla times - smooth sailing after that :)
 
Afternoon :)

Am at work but no work to be done, ho hum. Loving being back though %) on a non network computer as I don't fancy BL being in my browsing history for work to see...
 
What blotter mate? Enjoy your trip!

Getting suited up tonight for a wee do, gonah be banging some defcons later though to balance things out. Suits aint my thing!

They're yellow blotters with winged keys on them. Much like the flying keys in Harry Potter %)
 
I know this should be posted in the MDMA thread but wouldn't mind a quick response. I'm going out tonight, having dinner say about 8PM and planning to get wiped at around 12-1PM. I've never ever had to deal with eating before MDMA as I always never bothered, how long am I going to have to wait after a 'three course' meal before dropping to stop it killing the dunt? I will probably eat a little less just to be sure, but is there any sort've time scale? Am I fucked basically if I eat this meal were I wont get a good hit?

Considering if this is the case to just crushing it and skinning it, but this is a defcon and my tolerance isn't too high at the moment so I don't wanna be rubbing the chairs and blacking out. Would I maybe be better to sniff instead even? Although I do prefer eating MDMA.
 
I'd wait a good hour or so, maybe more, just because a full stomach will mean slower absorption and if you get nauseated you don't wanrt to be throwing up a load of undigested food :!

I dislike snorted MDMA. Feels like an entirely different drug, all the magic is gone :(

In other news, fuck I missed my 10,000th post!
 
Fuckyeah :D Only 20,000 odd til I reach your dizzy heights.. ;)
 
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