rave_itsrealfun!!!
Bluelighter
I can see from simple observation why the combination of chronic pot use and Mdma certainly poses a threat, however. If chronic pot use causes problems, I have seen in myself and friends that they are typically social/emotional ones, and are fundamentally most likely depression/anxiety related. Again, I think the drug most likely amplifies the sensations from any pre-existing conditions. Pot alone can numb my mind as it is, and most definately decrease my mental stability. Since Mdma affects high emotional centers, the damage affects a similar part of the mind-body system but messes with different areas of the brain. It is easy for most people to have an ideation of a stereotypical "stoned recluse" - one who is only ever seen with his bong, and barely ever leaves his room due to the discomfort of not having his bong available to hit. But this is the kind of behaviour that is also sometimes seen from those who have a history with Mdma. However, Thc is a very complicated high and it sometimes helps me become very open and social as well. To summarize, "Stoners are weird man, and rolling stoners might be even weirder".
I was possibly more able to accept any changes that occured after my Mdma binge, due to alterations I have already dealt with in the past from smoking so much weed and taking mushrooms. And the fact that I have been quite mildly depressed and anxious since before I ever took Mdma, nothing to worry about too much.
These drugs can split one's personality however. My stoned self is different from my sober self is different from my rolling self, and these personalities often have conflicting interests, yet even when I am sober they have left imprints in my personality that will never fade. The changes I have experienced are from the powerful experiences themselves. Organic damage has not amounted to much, as of yet.
Do you think it is a possibility to take Mdma extensively, experience little if anything in terms of side effects, and then suddenly have your world come crashing down after one more use of the drug? Or do side effects tend to emerge long after cessation of rolling?
I was possibly more able to accept any changes that occured after my Mdma binge, due to alterations I have already dealt with in the past from smoking so much weed and taking mushrooms. And the fact that I have been quite mildly depressed and anxious since before I ever took Mdma, nothing to worry about too much.
These drugs can split one's personality however. My stoned self is different from my sober self is different from my rolling self, and these personalities often have conflicting interests, yet even when I am sober they have left imprints in my personality that will never fade. The changes I have experienced are from the powerful experiences themselves. Organic damage has not amounted to much, as of yet.
Do you think it is a possibility to take Mdma extensively, experience little if anything in terms of side effects, and then suddenly have your world come crashing down after one more use of the drug? Or do side effects tend to emerge long after cessation of rolling?
