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NeighborhoodThreat said:
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Is that huh good or bad? Lol
I just want to lose weight, but hell the med helpin depression is a bonus! Lol
Plus it's the only one my insurance will pay for and a lot of the drugs in this category are expensiveeee!
Now I gotta eat for 2 weeks and journal 101 things about it. I mean he said journal everything, like if I was even just listenin to music. Ugh.
I eat dinner, that's it. It's gonna kill me to try eatin breakfast, let alone 3 x's a day. :/
I *could* lie but I'd feel bad and want to really try on my own just to see what happens.
Plus I've known my dr forever. We were almost high school sweet hearts but he was nerdy. Damn me for not likin nerds! Lol
 
Well I've done it previously without benzos, opis, or cocaine and I wasn't THAT impressed with it and I was well aware that is was subtle. I can find enjoyment in many subtle highs. It was more enjoyable before; (body tingles, empathogenic effects ect. Possibly the product is cut down too much, I'm not sure.

I won't be buying this product again from this source (although, I love his ketamine and lsd). It's too bad, it would ne nice to have a legitimate MDAI expirience.

Any opinions or suggestions on MDAI? I'm curious to know, I'd aprecciate it!
 
tagamet/DPH --> suboxone, xanax, etizolam, kratom, kava, and synthetic weeds..damnn i feel gooood :)

MXE should be coming in the mailz today!
 
lac- sounds fucking greaat! I've never gotten the privelage to try out etiz, I will search down a reliable vendor one of these days! as well as MXE :(

I'm noddin' off, that Ketamine must have lowered my tolerance... 50mg DPH, 600mg gabapentin, 8mg bupe. Still feelin' the lyrica and diazepam from last night. I haven't itched my nose like this in a minute! Hell yeah ;)
 
You aren't going to be Rx'd methamphetamine... Why even try? Do you even realize that you're talking about METH? You just tried comparing it to Adderall and Ritalin - no where NEAR being on the same page, in terms of effects, potential for abuse, OR the look your doctor is going to give you.

Meth for depression? New one to me... Getting high doesn't help depression - it prolongs and worsens the final "event."

Like Trips and NT said - go for it and ask. But good luck once he places his personal opinion down upon the matter..

Anyway.

How's everyone doin? laC - you sure sound like you're doing good! ;)

ED - I find Ket does. It does the same thing DXM does in terms of NDMA antagonism, with an added bonus of temporarily helping depression.

I say we just leave it polymath. :p Or maybe to "a boss" but hey, whatever works. ;)
 
Pjkt2501 said:
You aren't going to be Rx'd methamphetamine... Why even try? Do you even realize that you're talking about METH? You just tried comparing it to Adderall and Ritalin - no where NEAR being on the same page, in terms of effects, potential for abuse, OR the look your doctor is going to give you.

Meth for depression? New one to me... Getting high doesn't help depression - it prolongs and worsens the final "event."

Like Trips and NT said - go for it and ask. But good luck once he places his personal opinion down upon the matter..

Anyway.
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I understand what I'm askin for ia a methamphetamine.
As I'm sure you saw from my links, got tons more if you want them, the drug I'm askin for is for weight loss AND depression.
It's an off-label use but none the less approved for depression by the FDA. I highly doubt they just decided to just put their "approval for depression" on it just to fuck with people.
As for the look on my dr's face, musta missed that...or it coulda been the fact he AGREED to let me try it, short term only, after I do the 2 week food journal.
As far as my dr knows I have no addictive behaviors, severe depression that's non-responsive to AD's thus far and I need to get this weight off.
Guess that's why he's the dr and we're all just users/previous users on an internet board.
Oh and someone mentioned gl gettin them filles, a certain large chain drug store said they can order them and have them in 24 hours.
I've provided the links to educate others that this indeed IS used for treatment-resistant depression. But not the reason I want it for, just a bonus!
(Guess u missed my post with the info and links in it provin this theory)
I always reaearch meds, especially before talkin to a dr. I wouldn't have known it's AD like use had I not looked it up either.
 
new social time? MY TURN =D

effies been in hospital recently, says shes gonna be off modding for a bit while she recovers
 
Damn it! Edit not workin...
Anyway I wanted to add that I sure as hell wouldn't recommend just bc you're depressed you use something THIS strong. I only made a final decision bc I'm so fuckin depressed bc of the weight, and when I found out it's the ONLY one my insurance will pay for bc I'm 20+ yrs old. Stupid but money is tight so I need it covered. TBH, I stumbled upon it workin for depression.
Do I wanna be on medical meth? Not really BUT the alternative is me wantin to literally get a knife and start cuttin.
I've always been anorexic...but now? God, i hate myself and it's the only option i feel i have.
 
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