I went to a rave in a field on Friday and i have got to say it was one of the best nights of my life so far... I bought a half g of mdma crystals for that night, I didn't take anything else or drink alcohol etc because I had work in the morning at like half 8 so I decided it may not be a great idea (i also heard alcohol makes md weaker)
So i have never really taken as much mdma as I did on Friday but man it was so great... I took like 2 bombs and like 5/6 dabs from like 10pm till like half 5 in the morn... i had my first bomb and was pretty annoyed because it wasn't kicking in and i was talking to these girls who were also waitin for theirs and they just said start dancing... after a while i was getting really in touch with the music, lights, people etc...
I took my second bomb shortly after and was taking more dabs through the night.
-- the night progressed through mad chats and naming people 'rays of light' and i also called a girl a 'lioness' because she had a bear on her tshirt?? (just to note: everyone was fucked on something that night i swear)
And so i was walking back from a carpark after this walk to help my friends to a taxi and i was just feeling so intouch with everything, just so great that i was just feeling so over the moon!! this included sounds of streams being overly beautiful and the moon behind trees were just so great.. not to mention everyone i walked past were like gods and goddesses to me! having to stop to embrace sounds and nature... not to mention the start of my obsession with my phone background - i was like focussing on it an putting it close to my face until my eyes wiggled like shit, i even showed this girl who i promised i'de help find her friends and she said my eyes were really skatty. (like shaking around the images)
got back to the party, met loads of new amazing people, having massive meaningful conversations, dancing... listening to people beatbox, rap, stories and just thinking everything is amazing and getting really into everything. -showing people my amazing phone
- i think this was the beginning of the visuals because i cant explain what it was unless anyone else can? - i saw this guy, behind me saying 'that's trippy don't trip me out' while i was showing his friend (i think) my phone... and i looked at his eyes and they were sort of green with a while overlaying white line at the top?? i was talking to him for a while really kinda transfixed on his eyes... - either me or he was really fcked on something weird 8(
So at one point i meet this guy who i really connected with and we were chatting about loads of stuff (he was also on md) then we decided to go for a walk to carry on chatting and we walked away from the party linking arms making out we were a really posh couple like saying 'after you' as people walked past etc then after a while i was seeing things (telling him as i saw them - he couldn't see them) but the first noticable visual was like: i thought these people were my friends loading themselves onto a van/boat? then i realised they weren't my friends, and they weren't getting on a van/boat because they walked down a road... then I was looking at the street lights and they seemed as though they had veins? then outlines of flowers? I told this guy that they could be really there but they are a dimension that is only visible to those in the right state of mind? I then saw people going over a fence and i made up in my mind that they were horses going through a gate... I was thinking real objects were other things basically, and shadows etc - I can honestly say i was really embracing these visuals, I loved them!!! (but they weren't lasting) i would realise they wouldn't be real after seeing them. (during telling my new friend all about them he was going on about how he didn't realise how beautiful by face was in the light) and i was just so happy & embracing everything.
then i found my friends at like half 5 and they were walking in front of me (to get us a taxi) while i was still chatting to this guy (oh and my friends brother who gave him a line of speed aswell) and the three of us were going on about the guy that i mets' split tongue while i was just amazed by my surroundings and then my friends brother went away and me and the guy linked arms again singing like old school love songs kinda? we got into the town bit of the place and he was reunited with his friends and they were thanking me for staying with him or something? then we waited for a taxi with my friend, singing a bit of bob marley and other songs and he put his arm round me and i was amazed how lovely it felt, i felt sort of... full! then we were talking about how fate will bring us together one day (this is why i'd love to meet him again but cant because we didn't exchange numbers or anything pahaha) and his lift came and he got all awkward ( it was almost like we were in love during the time we were together, but not in love? kinda?) he kissed me.. ahha was very random because he did this twice - it wasn't like a full on kiss though, it was a peck on the lips and it felt so nice! then he left and i felt kinda like something was missing in me?
while me and my friend were waiting for a taxi we were just talking about the evening and these people infront of us (also from the party) who were admiring the monuments (we were laughing at this macho man for some reason) We got in the taxi and I saw what I believed to be a massive swarm of butterflies/bugs coming towards the taxi - i mentioned this to my friend and she told me it was in fact rain, i realised and got all confused... Then I got home to find loads my friends waiting in an ally to get into my house... so we sat in the kitchen talking about everything when i got into bed at like half 6 with two of my friends and I thought the bin-men van sounds were music - but the weird thing is it came with singing voices?! and i was saying to the two friends in bed how the party must be outside as well but they showed me the music was in fact the bin-men vans.
AnYwAy i've got to say it was the best night of my life, and two days later (now) i actually still miss my friend that i met
just gotta rely on fate i guess! haha. was such a good night and i must say my work shift at 9 in the morning started great (think i was still on md a bit) and ended achy and noott nice. But anyway, would love to hear about other peoples' visuals and mad experiences on Mdma/ecstacy! love, peace xxxxx ps sorry its long!! (this wasn't my whole night but i didn't want to bore people) thank you

So i have never really taken as much mdma as I did on Friday but man it was so great... I took like 2 bombs and like 5/6 dabs from like 10pm till like half 5 in the morn... i had my first bomb and was pretty annoyed because it wasn't kicking in and i was talking to these girls who were also waitin for theirs and they just said start dancing... after a while i was getting really in touch with the music, lights, people etc...
I took my second bomb shortly after and was taking more dabs through the night.
-- the night progressed through mad chats and naming people 'rays of light' and i also called a girl a 'lioness' because she had a bear on her tshirt?? (just to note: everyone was fucked on something that night i swear)
And so i was walking back from a carpark after this walk to help my friends to a taxi and i was just feeling so intouch with everything, just so great that i was just feeling so over the moon!! this included sounds of streams being overly beautiful and the moon behind trees were just so great.. not to mention everyone i walked past were like gods and goddesses to me! having to stop to embrace sounds and nature... not to mention the start of my obsession with my phone background - i was like focussing on it an putting it close to my face until my eyes wiggled like shit, i even showed this girl who i promised i'de help find her friends and she said my eyes were really skatty. (like shaking around the images)
got back to the party, met loads of new amazing people, having massive meaningful conversations, dancing... listening to people beatbox, rap, stories and just thinking everything is amazing and getting really into everything. -showing people my amazing phone
- i think this was the beginning of the visuals because i cant explain what it was unless anyone else can? - i saw this guy, behind me saying 'that's trippy don't trip me out' while i was showing his friend (i think) my phone... and i looked at his eyes and they were sort of green with a while overlaying white line at the top?? i was talking to him for a while really kinda transfixed on his eyes... - either me or he was really fcked on something weird 8(
So at one point i meet this guy who i really connected with and we were chatting about loads of stuff (he was also on md) then we decided to go for a walk to carry on chatting and we walked away from the party linking arms making out we were a really posh couple like saying 'after you' as people walked past etc then after a while i was seeing things (telling him as i saw them - he couldn't see them) but the first noticable visual was like: i thought these people were my friends loading themselves onto a van/boat? then i realised they weren't my friends, and they weren't getting on a van/boat because they walked down a road... then I was looking at the street lights and they seemed as though they had veins? then outlines of flowers? I told this guy that they could be really there but they are a dimension that is only visible to those in the right state of mind? I then saw people going over a fence and i made up in my mind that they were horses going through a gate... I was thinking real objects were other things basically, and shadows etc - I can honestly say i was really embracing these visuals, I loved them!!! (but they weren't lasting) i would realise they wouldn't be real after seeing them. (during telling my new friend all about them he was going on about how he didn't realise how beautiful by face was in the light) and i was just so happy & embracing everything.
then i found my friends at like half 5 and they were walking in front of me (to get us a taxi) while i was still chatting to this guy (oh and my friends brother who gave him a line of speed aswell) and the three of us were going on about the guy that i mets' split tongue while i was just amazed by my surroundings and then my friends brother went away and me and the guy linked arms again singing like old school love songs kinda? we got into the town bit of the place and he was reunited with his friends and they were thanking me for staying with him or something? then we waited for a taxi with my friend, singing a bit of bob marley and other songs and he put his arm round me and i was amazed how lovely it felt, i felt sort of... full! then we were talking about how fate will bring us together one day (this is why i'd love to meet him again but cant because we didn't exchange numbers or anything pahaha) and his lift came and he got all awkward ( it was almost like we were in love during the time we were together, but not in love? kinda?) he kissed me.. ahha was very random because he did this twice - it wasn't like a full on kiss though, it was a peck on the lips and it felt so nice! then he left and i felt kinda like something was missing in me?
while me and my friend were waiting for a taxi we were just talking about the evening and these people infront of us (also from the party) who were admiring the monuments (we were laughing at this macho man for some reason) We got in the taxi and I saw what I believed to be a massive swarm of butterflies/bugs coming towards the taxi - i mentioned this to my friend and she told me it was in fact rain, i realised and got all confused... Then I got home to find loads my friends waiting in an ally to get into my house... so we sat in the kitchen talking about everything when i got into bed at like half 6 with two of my friends and I thought the bin-men van sounds were music - but the weird thing is it came with singing voices?! and i was saying to the two friends in bed how the party must be outside as well but they showed me the music was in fact the bin-men vans.
AnYwAy i've got to say it was the best night of my life, and two days later (now) i actually still miss my friend that i met

