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So a few weeks ago, I think three now, a friend whom I met that suffers or has in the past suffered from ADHD, but doesn't like taking his ADHD meds decided he'd be nice and give me some of his left over Adderall XR 15mgs that he'd had for a while. He gave me about 20 or so.
Now my first opinion on them, expecting them to be similar to cocaine, was a massive let down. To read more about that, if interested, you can read my previous thread here:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...h-ADD-hooking-me-up-with-some-addy-s-tommorow!
The first few times I simply dosed 15mg, and it made me feel sort of weird, almost angry, not really to concentrated, and then a few hours later I just felt kinda "down" or depressed. So I didn't use them for a week, and then last weedend I had a ton of stuff to do on saturday, so I decided to give them a shot again. This time I thought, well I'll try to increase the dosage a tad, and I'd read that baking soda (a single teaspoon full) before, makes the adderall work better. So I ate a teaspoon of baking soda, and took the adderall (two this time, 30mg XR total, I took the beads out, and mildly crushed them up (not completely, I kinda wanted to crush like half, and then keep half in beads so it would be like a quick dose and then slow release keeping it going). I then went out to do what I had to do, and it went by in a breeze. The usual 30 minute walk their and back felt, to the place I had to go, felt like freaking nothing. With my earphones in playing some tunes, it went by in a breeze. So when I get back home, out of no where I have this unitchable craving to CLEAN MY ROOM LOL. I personally am kind of a messy guy, and my room fluctuates between kinda clean, and pretty dirty (plates, cans, clothes, kleenex, cups everywhere). So this motivation to clean leads me into a 2-3 hour cleaning frenzy, and before I know it, my room is the cleanest it's every been. So I'm kinda coming down a bit at this point, feeling pretty anxious and panicy, but a few beers takes this away and then I end up having no problem sleeping! It was actually quite an enjoyable experience, compared to my 15mg doses.
And then today, a week later I have a ton of chores to do around the house I've been putting off, and I think, well I have not at all touched the adderalls since last weekend when it sent me into a cleaning frenzy, so let's give em a try again! Same thing, teaspoon baking soda, followed by 30mg adderall XR a bit later, I sit around watching tv for a bit, and then bang, I feel like cleaning like a mad man again. So I musta cleaned for like 4 hours, near the end redosing with a single 15mg more cause I was kinda getting the anxiety aspect again (This must be the start of the comedown, same thing happens from cocaine, I get a sudden like dreadful feeling in my stomache, and get really depressed feeling, but the comedown from adderall is not as bad as cocaine), and it felt GREAT. Just listening to music, and cleaning like a mad man lol. The chores blew by and before I knew it I was done, when in the past the same chores were a serious freaking drag.
So In summary, I've come to the conclusion that my problems before were :
a) 15mg was to low of a dose, leaving me barely feeling any positive effects, but rather just a gradual come down from no real "high".
b) Previously, I was popping the single 15mg before school, and it was not very enjoyable sitting in class, completely still, and because I have slight social anxiety usually, and I think that the adderall alone, increased my anxiety. I do however think this edge could be taken off with a few beers, and the adderall could be okay for partying in the future.
ATM I'm now down to 14 of the adderall XR and will just be saving them for future times when I really need to get stuff done. But yea, definetely a lot more happy now then I was after the intial times I took them. They are sort of like a tool, rather then a "get really fuking high" drug. (which cocaine is more like
)
Now my first opinion on them, expecting them to be similar to cocaine, was a massive let down. To read more about that, if interested, you can read my previous thread here:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...h-ADD-hooking-me-up-with-some-addy-s-tommorow!
The first few times I simply dosed 15mg, and it made me feel sort of weird, almost angry, not really to concentrated, and then a few hours later I just felt kinda "down" or depressed. So I didn't use them for a week, and then last weedend I had a ton of stuff to do on saturday, so I decided to give them a shot again. This time I thought, well I'll try to increase the dosage a tad, and I'd read that baking soda (a single teaspoon full) before, makes the adderall work better. So I ate a teaspoon of baking soda, and took the adderall (two this time, 30mg XR total, I took the beads out, and mildly crushed them up (not completely, I kinda wanted to crush like half, and then keep half in beads so it would be like a quick dose and then slow release keeping it going). I then went out to do what I had to do, and it went by in a breeze. The usual 30 minute walk their and back felt, to the place I had to go, felt like freaking nothing. With my earphones in playing some tunes, it went by in a breeze. So when I get back home, out of no where I have this unitchable craving to CLEAN MY ROOM LOL. I personally am kind of a messy guy, and my room fluctuates between kinda clean, and pretty dirty (plates, cans, clothes, kleenex, cups everywhere). So this motivation to clean leads me into a 2-3 hour cleaning frenzy, and before I know it, my room is the cleanest it's every been. So I'm kinda coming down a bit at this point, feeling pretty anxious and panicy, but a few beers takes this away and then I end up having no problem sleeping! It was actually quite an enjoyable experience, compared to my 15mg doses.
And then today, a week later I have a ton of chores to do around the house I've been putting off, and I think, well I have not at all touched the adderalls since last weekend when it sent me into a cleaning frenzy, so let's give em a try again! Same thing, teaspoon baking soda, followed by 30mg adderall XR a bit later, I sit around watching tv for a bit, and then bang, I feel like cleaning like a mad man again. So I musta cleaned for like 4 hours, near the end redosing with a single 15mg more cause I was kinda getting the anxiety aspect again (This must be the start of the comedown, same thing happens from cocaine, I get a sudden like dreadful feeling in my stomache, and get really depressed feeling, but the comedown from adderall is not as bad as cocaine), and it felt GREAT. Just listening to music, and cleaning like a mad man lol. The chores blew by and before I knew it I was done, when in the past the same chores were a serious freaking drag.
So In summary, I've come to the conclusion that my problems before were :
a) 15mg was to low of a dose, leaving me barely feeling any positive effects, but rather just a gradual come down from no real "high".
b) Previously, I was popping the single 15mg before school, and it was not very enjoyable sitting in class, completely still, and because I have slight social anxiety usually, and I think that the adderall alone, increased my anxiety. I do however think this edge could be taken off with a few beers, and the adderall could be okay for partying in the future.
ATM I'm now down to 14 of the adderall XR and will just be saving them for future times when I really need to get stuff done. But yea, definetely a lot more happy now then I was after the intial times I took them. They are sort of like a tool, rather then a "get really fuking high" drug. (which cocaine is more like
)
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Here are a few of my initial, very let-down reports :
