The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

[Swarm]

I sort of find the most distinctive signs of onset are that i drift off into a day dream, something i'm sort of prone to anyway. But yeah, its when my concentration goes wrong (though with deeper connections i like to think), combined with an energy boost that i know it's kicked in. don't know about you mate. Hope you end up having a good one though - i hate that when you get to trying to puzzle out the purity of the batch or start 2nd guessing the high, but i guess its just part of i guess. Cheers for link to this thead btw.

 

[ColtDan]

this stuff plays comfortable trickery. reassuring puzzlement. got a feeling a lot of randomness is gonna come out of these connected electric fingers

trying to second guess whats going on with this stuff gets my head in a twist

 

[eye_wide_open]

New batch is weird.
Last night it completely cleared out my sinuses.
I found a moment of total clarity and un congestion.
The night before, I was totally stuffy and runny nose on the same stuff.
So weird. Clogged in the nose one night, clear the next.

Also,
felt like it took longer to come on too.
New batch says it went via Spain!
I tried a different shipping method this time and worked faster for less money lol.

I started drawing again since I've used MXE.
I'm drawing a tattoo to remember my experiences by. I'll show it later.

MXE seems to bring back old times and old memories.
Considering this chemical has me calling up long lost family members and hanging out with my dad again who went blind from doing drugs I sure makes me think about my MXE use a bit. We don't even know exactly wtf it is we are doing to ourselves.

I've definitely had some great experiences with it for sure.
But seems like I should discontinue it's use sooner or later.
the MXE itself and now seeing my dad blind from drugs seem to be pointing to something.
MXE does do a number on your eyes when you do it.
I'm hoping I don't end up blind from the MXE one day or something.

This isn't like Mushrooms and DMT where you always come back perfect.
I feel like I could get permanent symptoms from toying with MXE too much.
Tread lightly guys. I just did it 3 nights in a row with no recourse other than lost sleep.
Have to learn to keep it spaced out good even though I know it's not good to do repeatedley.

I just did MXE with mushrooms again too.
Pretty fun, but I didn't eat enough mushrooms this time. I was barely threshold.
More confusion than colors this time. Last time the colors were crazy.
Note to self. Eat heroic doses of shrooms each time. Screw low to mid dosing.
Much more to be learned from Epic trips.

 

[zirbeldude]

is plugging any good? dont think id ever try that,

either way, enjoy

actually it´s the most effective ROA besides iv and im. i´ve never done im but people who have done both say plugging is on par with im.

it kicks in very fast. kicks in stronger. you need less material.

i mostly dose sublingual but when i want to get more of an intense trip i plug.

and it´s just a stigma you have to get over. nothing wrong with it.

also i tend to plug more when i´m going near the rest of a batch.
because like i said you need less material to get desired effects.

@swarm: lorazepam is not my favorite benzo. i prefer alprazolam or diazepam.
but lorazepam and etizolam are the only benzos i can get at the moment.
and lorazepam is just sooo much better with mxe than etizolam.
they synergize so well. lovely combo.

 

[ColtDan]

this stuff pulls me apart and gives me a tickle. then shows me things

 

[eye_wide_open]

shows me things

Yup!
I been saying that all along bro.
For some odd reason, you learn things while high on MXE.

Weather in your subconscious or you got it somewhere else.. it happens. You become smarter from things you learned.

Did anyone try smoking a phat rip yet out of the speed pipe? So weird and short.
If you want a short lived MXE high, smoke some from a speed pipe. Not quite so galactic though. I don't like dosing it orally either. Feels more weird and mellow and not so punchy.
Best straight up the nose. Never put it in my bum before.

Snorted, I start to get effects within 10-20 mnutes and start peaking within an hour or so.
Sometimes it takes longer but if I did a good sized dose (20-30mg) I begin to feel it fast.
The bigger the dose, the faster I feel it.

When you get it just right, the afterglow is simply amazing and hits with a punch too. You actually feel yourself come down. Then a bit later BAM you get a huge punch of an afteglow and you can totally feel it like you took another dose of something but you didn't.
It's like two highs in one. A crazy MXE dissociation, and a funky favored afterglow that doesn't always show itself.

 

[ColtDan]

man this stuff takes you on a fucking ride.

 

[psood0nym]

This thread grows so fast and frivolously. There should be a "Big MXE Inflatable Asylum" thread or something, a place where "minxing" nutters can bounce off the walls while the orderlies discuss their medication back here at B&D. Ahh, well. Dare to dream.

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ Interesting how the MXE thread seems to be one of the worst Big & Dandies when it comes to derailment and off-topic chatter. Oh well. It's entertaining at the very least.

 

[ColtDan]

Its absolutely crazy stuff. all over the fucking place, was tripping earlier, trip ended strangely, popped a valium and it sobered me up, and now i feel like im on some wild stimulant buzzing my ass off. like a completely different drug. combine this with things and it does all kinds of shit. ah well, afterglow en route

 

[eye_wide_open]

^ Interesting how the MXE thread seems to be one of the worst Big & Dandies when it comes to derailment and off-topic chatter. Oh well. It's entertaining at the very least.

All threads end up off topic in the end.
What is this thread about again? lol
To me it seems like a big monster mashup of anything anyone wants to throw in the pot about the latest mystery on the globe. MXE

Probably better to do it all in one thread than create a bunch of micro MXE threads with one or two posts to them?


Usually I try and add constructive ideas to this thread or experiences or things I like to do while under the influence of MXE. Also like to add insights I get while on the drug like "quit doing drugs" and other weird things like that. Or weird things the drug makes me convince myself I have to do like email old family members I haven't met or seen in years or go apply for jobs in Hollywood at TV shows. lol
MXE has lead me to some weird things lately.

 

[ColtDan]

Massive Attack - Teardrop
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7K72X4eo_s&ob=av2e

 

[DexterMeth]

^ Interesting how the MXE thread seems to be one of the worst Big & Dandies when it comes to derailment and off-topic chatter. Oh well. It's entertaining at the very least.

lmfao
I wonder if it has anything to do with that it's MXE

Incapatiation for the peak aside (I dose really high with this stuff), I like this stuff more than LSD. It's my go to psychedelic for now.. DMT aside.

 

[zirbeldude]

well. the 40mg started off pretty good. got an intense rush and thought "joyride"...i had everything set up but had to pee so i got up wobbled to the bathroom.
did my business and kept thinking wow...this feels like how mxe felt a long time ago..very delicious...i even got that sweet taste in my mouth.

i smoked a cigarette to give it a booster and layed back down with lights out and music. everything was vibrating, i turned into this sort of warm gel and the physical sensations kicked in....my body flattened out very smoothly and back to normal, my face twirled, slow rollercoaster motions and then..... i had to pee.

so i got up again did my business, layed down again and no.
the state i have been before went away.

anyway i layed here for about an hour and nothing special.

i´m eating something at the moment and will watch futurama now.


expected more. maybe next time on this channel.

 

[Necr0sis]

This shit is magical, any word on time required to significantly lower your tolerance (if to baseline at all)? Most I've waited was about a week in a half, only have dosed 5 times over the coarse of 4 weeks, each time dosed multiple times tolerance increase, from the time I've never touched it and got a good run off of 5mg up to now needing around 10mg to get there

I've only high dosed up to 85mg once, the rest were around 30 or 40 but I usually start with a the 5mg-10mg the hour and a half prior to beginning the session (wutever u wanna call it)

 

[eye_wide_open]

Incapatiation for the peak aside (I dose really high with this stuff), I like this stuff more than LSD. It's my go to psychedelic for now.. DMT aside.

Agreed. When I hit it just right it's 20x better than acid.

Acid used to be real real good too. I haven't had any for ten years though.
I could use some to refresh my memory.

Sometimes MXE feels like acid but better. More euphoria and you can still sometimes be laughing pretty good. It's hard to get it there though. It's a very unpredictable substance.
You can never really say what the dose of MXE you are taking plans on doing to you.

 

[TheAppleCore]

Personally, I have no idea how any of you are comparing MXE to serotonergic psychedelics like DMT or LSD. It's a whole different ball game, IME. I mean, I hardly find LSD and DMT comparable to each other, let alone an NMDA antagonist.

 

[ColtDan]

well. the 40mg started off pretty good. got an intense rush and thought "joyride"...i had everything set up but had to pee so i got up wobbled to the bathroom.
did my business and kept thinking wow...this feels like how mxe felt a long time ago..very delicious...i even got that sweet taste in my mouth.

i smoked a cigarette to give it a booster and layed back down with lights out and music. everything was vibrating, i turned into this sort of warm gel and the physical sensations kicked in....my body flattened out very smoothly and back to normal, my face twirled, slow rollercoaster motions and then..... i had to pee.

so i got up again did my business, layed down again and no.
the state i have been before went away.

anyway i layed here for about an hour and nothing special.

i´m eating something at the moment and will watch futurama now.


expected more. maybe next time on this channel.

up the dose. trust me, it gets more. the batches around seem to be weaker, but up the dose again and you'll be taken on a ride

This shit is magical,

My exact thoughts

Personally, I have no idea how any of you are comparing MXE to serotonergic psychedelics like DMT or LSD. It's a whole different ball game, IME. I mean, I hardly find LSD and DMT comparable to each other, let alone an NMDA antagonist.

yeah its different, but MXE seems to work on such a profound way on the memory re-call that it replicates other drugs, ive felt drunk on this before, ive felt like ive been on MDMA, DMT when i hole, mephedrone... its very fucking odd. i smoked a cigeratte last night whilst on MXE and felt stoned for awhile... its a very "tricky" drug, does some very strange trickery.

This stuff plays some games but in a nice way, or sometimes in a bad way, eitherway.... hydration is so important. also as ive said so many times before, valium and MXE is golden. woke up with a beautiful afterglow, not as mad as usual as i got confused about dosing and kept pondering on stuff which got annoying. awesome though, pulled me apart, it was kinda like a slow DMT trip or something, love it.

as for people that take this every day... fuck that. even once a week is enough for me, infact it might be becoming too much, i got this feeling last night like "give it a break for a few weeks, drop the tolerance a bit" and my tolerance is nothing compared to some of the people here. 60mg all night still does me good. but then again the batches are being cut etc... so it all gets fucking confusing. one of my batches is weak, the other batch is stronger, i ended up doing a bit of both last night and couldnt work out wtf was going on with them, confused the shit out of me, and this stuff is confusing at the best of times.

it also seemed to fuck with sound.... ended up spending ages trying to EQ my sound system. one minute it sounded bassy, the next it sounded too trebly, then too quiet, then too loud..... typical MXE fucking with me

 

[zirbeldude]

@coltdan:
i would have loved to up the dose but i had nothing left to up the dose with.
I guess i must do what a man must do and place an order.

 

[petzy]

and then..... i had to pee.

Yes, don't you just hate that?
You're lying there for perceived aeons, not willingly moving anything and the only thing remembering you of yourself is the odd distorted breath you sense.
And suddenly: It's pee time.