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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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Methoxetamine warning

I seriously recommend to anyone taking MXE on a regular basis that they ensure they give themselves at least a couple of days break in order to catch up on sleep.

I can only speak for myself and others who have shared this experience, but taking a break has been so important for me because MXE has made me lose lots of sleep from a very active (over active maybe?) brain.

If you lose sleep, you will gain a sleep debt. You will ALWAYS have to pay these lost ours back.

If you don't let yourself catch up on sleep, there is a SERIOUS risk of psychosis. So please please please, take a break every so often to let your batteries recharge. I've been through a psychosis before and IT IS NOT PRETTY (i.e. I very nearly killed myself by thinking I was invincible).
 
Never had a problem sleeping after recent or even concurrent use of MXE. Not is massive doses, but it seems to set up the alpha-brainwaves or whatever it is that lends towards deep sleep really well.

If you find it is too much of a stimulant for you, then by all means takes it easy. I'm pretty sure there's not much that works as a stimulant for me anymore :)
 
Shortly after taking a dose, around the time it should hit, they start sobering up. All of a sudden you become really sober,
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This has happened to me also.
Sometimes I just sober right up all the sudden. Weird. lol
All the sudden I'm just like, "Oh, time to do more!"

Can't wait for my new batch to show.
 
Love the stimulating part of this stuff, feels so natrual compared to typical stimulants, such a clean feeling, with zero come down. golden. had a pretty nice afterglow today, been feeling sharp, noticing little things i wouldn't normally notice etc. productive and got things done. got me motivated and time went fast. another thing i like is drinking alcohol on the afterglow... somehow i remain drunk, yet sharp and coherent, its like ive taken a stimulant with the alcohol. although it can be annoying as its harder to get drunk. infact when im on the afterglow and drunk people think ive been on the meph and MDMA, wide eyes, the lot
 
wow last night was after a long time one of the better sessions i had yet.

my initial dose was 30mg subbed and i redosed 4 or 5 times about 20mg plugged. +2mg ativan.

thanks for the tunes guys especially missimo.
banco de gaia - grey over grey...wow the voice....awesome.

i didn´t hole. never holed. but this was awesome. i got the usual physical sensations...the bending, twisting, folding inside out. but this time i was able to controll it. i manouvered myself through the mxe space.
i layed in bed with lights out and music. and got even something visual with eyes open.
tiny dancing lights. figured out later that the dancing lights were reflections on a lamp from my netbook
but the mxe made them dance. :)

and i woke up with a nice afterglow.
 
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anyone ever notice the room their in feels like its got people in it? like out of the corner of their eye or something. i usually only get that when deprived of sleep
 
People who suffer from amphetamine psychosis (binging for days without sleep) often report paranoia about "shadow people" hiding in the corners. It's just a sign that you need more sleep ;)
 
Watching that Tim & Eric show while on MXE is some crazy shit... I like it.

This is my third or fourth time on MXE, I've enjoyed the experience so far.
 
Had MXE at the weekend for the 2nd time and I'm sort of scared to be ordering anymore. First time a few months ago I had 500mg. I was taking nips of say 30mg through out the afternoon and was really enjoying it. Got home and just started getting greedy like just dipping my finger into the bag until it was all gone. Then 100mg of 6-APB at the tail end. I wouldn't even try to explain the hole. I can remember just felling it coming on (bit of experience with K had told me this) and saying to myself, get strapped in. I really thought I'd gone insane. Not sure how long it went on for but it was a while. Then, I snapped straight out of it.

Second time was last week. Started on the bag at around 1pm (500mg) and was done by around 10pm with me ending in another hole sort of thinking I'd died/gone insane (again). Another thing thats putting me off is the first time I holed I thought I was just lying in bed but I'm not sure as my mate made a comment about me being out of it the other day after the second binge. Not sure if he meant I was fucked just by looking at me or I was shouting mad shit whilst under?

Just really started reading up more on the threads and I realize now the doses I had were pretty high. I'd say this is probably my favorite drug at the moment. I don't really do anything else anymore anyway. TV and music is just so good and on this and the buzz at the start before getting greedy is great with that warm glow.

What I'm trying to say really is I'm afraid of over doing it again as the holes are just to mad (nothing like K to me which I can deal with and snap out of) I'm also partly afraid of going insane to be honest.
 
618742 said:
Had MXE at the weekend for the 2nd time and I'm sort of scared to be ordering anymore. First time a few months ago I had 500mg. I was taking nips of say 30mg through out the afternoon and was really enjoying it. Got home and just started getting greedy like just dipping my finger into the bag until it was all gone. Then 100mg of 6-APB at the tail end. I wouldn't even try to explain the hole. I can remember just felling it coming on (bit of experience with K had told me this) and saying to myself, get strapped in. I really thought I'd gone insane. Not sure how long it went on for but it was a while. Then, I snapped straight out of it.

Second time was last week. Started on the bag at around 1pm (500mg) and was done by around 10pm with me ending in another hole sort of thinking I'd died/gone insane (again). Another thing thats putting me off is the first time I holed I thought I was just lying in bed but I'm not sure as my mate made a comment about me being out of it the other day after the second binge. Not sure if he meant I was fucked just by looking at me or I was shouting mad shit whilst under?

Just really started reading up more on the threads and I realize now the doses I had were pretty high. I'd say this is probably my favorite drug at the moment. I don't really do anything else anymore anyway. TV and music is just so good and on this and the buzz at the start before getting greedy is great with that warm glow.

What I'm trying to say really is I'm afraid of over doing it again as the holes are just to mad (nothing like K to me which I can deal with and snap out of) I'm also partly afraid of going insane to be honest.
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Stop doing 500mg in one session and you'll find it a lot more enjoyable. It's your silly dosing you should be scared of, not the drug.
 
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Stop doing 500mg in one session and you'll find it a lot more enjoyable. It's your silly dosing you should be scared of, not the drug.
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True. What I'm thinking of doing is ordering just 250mg, halving it and posting it to myself. Used to do this when I was into coke in a big way. Really don't want to give up this one as I do believe its a keeper
 
Um no, I think you need to get yourself a scale and stop sticking your dumb finger in the bag. Any more 500mg nights and you'll start ruining the drug for yourself by accumulating tolerance to the positive effects, and then all that's left are the negative side effects and not remembering what happened last night.
 
greenmeanies said:
People who suffer from amphetamine psychosis (binging for days without sleep) often report paranoia about "shadow people" hiding in the corners. It's just a sign that you need more sleep ;)
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No, i get the corner eyes movement thing when im not lacking sleep on MXE. ive never been sleep deprived on MXE, the only drugs ive been sleep deprived on before is alcohol and mephedrone last year, stopped going on long benders awhile back

actually saying that a lot of shit seems to move on MXE... mainly my body... streching, twisting, pulling, somehow i never even noticed it before, its strange but quite nice. everything kinda vibrates and feels electric. i can sit on my chair and slowly spin in my seat without moving. i think when the hole happens the spinning twisting thing speeds up, and up, and up, until it all stops and im gone
 
Just curious to know if anyone elses holes are revolved around places they spend a lot of time at? I haven't used MXE for a few months but in my holes, I always used to find myself at my place of work, often suddenly realising where I am and wondering if I am really there lol, crazy stuff, for me a lot more head-fucky than Ketamine where I can sort of control my k holes.
 
did dose again last night (again some ativan in the mix).
wasn´t as blissfull as the night before. but also great.

this trip was more dark and had a gory tone to it.
like this red lighted room i have been a few times
(not really but with eyes closed floating through mxe space this room appeared a few times. very detailled wallpaper. and very 3d hd).

usually my vision is kinda noisy at first when i lay down again and close my eyes but yesterday
almost everytime fuckin zeus appeared when i closed my eyes and he then immediately turned away from me and disappeared in the smokefogdust.
sometimes it was a woman instead (must have been aphrodite lol)
weird because i have nothing to do with the greek mythology

@coltdan: i love the physical sensations.
earlier today i drank a beer. and like you said it´s kinda speedy.
felt like i had a line of amphetamine.
i still feel on top :) .
 
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After 40mg MXE sub-lingual and 20mg more insufflated at +2 hrs, eventually I had to request that God stop showing me the glories of His universe,that I might sleep.
 
zirbeldude said:
sometimes it was a woman instead (must have been aphrodite lol)
weird because i have nothing to do with the greek mythology
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i always see this female, shes like a greek/aztec kinda god-ess or something like you said, every time i smoked DMT she guides my trips and fills me with love, embraces me, every time i do MXE shes there and tells me "life is all about LOVE" and all kinds of crazy stuff, shes fucking amazing, a lot of people have mentioned in their trips about this female entity/godess/whatever... shes like mother nature. and she loves us all. that may sound batshit crazy but on deep trips its always had that element

im not even religious or anything... but it does make me wonder sometimes
 
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